konbanwa minna .
note : sry kolyn , that i end up nv go . really sorry . i owe you a present kaes ! loves . hope you've enjoyed ur day . one year older le . jia yous for everything kaes ! -hugs-
meow . today dunno why . honestly whole day no mood D: . sighs .
so many things running in my mind D:
woke up today .. like a zombie . the medicine effect haven wear off . head was feeling super heavy .
doing everything half awake . slept on the way to school . slept while waiting for teacher .
my god . it has been so long since i was like that .
it was a very tiring day for me le . aft school , i went to tampines to collect my pay cheque . 500+ ~ yay ! budden .. end up they missing one letter D: it was gemaine tan wan yi . my R missing D:
i told them i rather dey don put my eng name =.= the last time dey just put tan wan yi . roars . i think that is so much better D: . den chatted with the peeps etc . aw . really missed them alot . D: . sighs .
den oh ! before going to hairinn , went to arcade played jubeat . fish la . seriously . long time no touch = super lan = no mood + no feel budden still bu shuang so continue play . play until all my nails chui agn D: sighs . den i saw , they hiring lei ! D: sian . but i this person . attend events etc . aiya . don work sua . my schedule is so not suitable for working life =.= . oh wells . gomene mama . have to keep taking okane from you D:
den .. i , alone went shopping . yays for germaine tan who went shopping herself agn . my god . =.= . kill me man D: . i mean ya . i don like to go places myself etc . but i cant expect ppl to pei me everywhere ma . so ya . i shall learn ya . i always thought that being alone will be lonely . i hate it la . but i'm trying to get used to it . so ganbatte de .
went mango , bought 1 shorts and a top , went cotton on bought 3 tops .
den i went back to hairinn . i trimmed my fringe . i wanna dye my hair . D: brighter color maybe ? D: dunno will nice not . or shld i just stick to my this color ? it's golden brown .
oh wells , den aft that , i went home le . den waited for ayu to come , den lent her my whole white loli xD is the musical not jsk . lent her with a pair of socks and my shoes =) xD nyahaha . she's gonna look super kawaii . now i think .. i dunno which lolita to wear for saturday D: sighs . red ? blue ? black ? pink ? omg X_X pink and blue is a nono . lol . so left with black and red ... meow . see how agn bahhs . nya .
den after awhile , i headed down to bugis . smsed haziq if hayate was there , pass him the textbook . he say he teach me jap mj i teach him jap lang . ok lo ~ trade ! 8D haha . den reach there . funny sias . i whacked korkor with the textbook =X i already said sry in advance D: don angry me kaes D: i was totally moodless laaaaa . all the way still D: dunno wad's wrong with me . sighs . den played blazblue D: . den catched a few toys ( the thrill is wohoo , worth the moneh ? kill meh i noe you want to ) . nya . i saw a super cute super small piggy in the catch catch machine D: . i shall go try luck one day . it's damn cute la D: . -prays for luck-
den aft chit chat awhile .. den i go find mama . on the way to sim lim square , i went to bugis street . and began shopping alone agn D: and i bought a dress pink one =.= omg . wad's wrong with me . i mean hello~ i shld be buying black stuffs ? it suits meh D: oh wells , and i bought a grey bag . am i trying to add colors into my life ? omg i sound like some sadist D: ahhh ! D:
seriously i can sense myself emo-ing while typing all this =.= and i have not a single clue wad's wrong with me . hello ~ -knockknock- is germaine tan ok =.= . -piak myself- ahh ! don wan care le D: .
den aft going to mama there , went to makan and den end up back home . i slept on the way home too . wanted to take a nap first before online . but gomen . i cant resist the temptation . i mean , unless i very very very tired tat type i confirm will ko let u see lols .
ahhhhhhhh sian . staying at home = eat rubbish = fat . D:
but go out = no where to go , nobody to go with D:
everyone is busy with their own stuffs . and when they are free , i'm the one busy D: D: D: !!! T_T-cries-
someone please bring this kitty out D:
sighs . -emos-
hate it la ok . my god .
my cough has making my mood worst D: ah ! daikirai dechu ! D: dai dai dai dai dai kirai !!!! D: T_T
i'm feeling so lost .. inside ... lost in me . get it ? lols =.=
sighs . meow .
which reminded me . teacher asked me today , what is ur motivation in life .
i cant answer . and i thought , i fail la ok =.= sighs .
D:
if everyday was a dream , someone smack me hard and wake me up from the nightmare D:
Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment.
can i do it ? D:
i have no ideaaaaaa . ah and fish =.= the fonts changed . ahh . forget it man . D: this sucks . big big time .
i suddenly feel like playing the piano . D: but i can only play forbidden love . D: ahh . it brings back memories .
how i wish , it was like the past .. but of course i don wish for it too la . so contridicting hors . cause my past , was filled with , sadness and happiness . lots of sadness . up till now .
with family etc . don always see me so cheerful ah ! i got alot problems also hors ! just tat i don wan show it out nias , i mean be happy smile , others see le will also be happy ma =) so yea . meow .
i'm a complicated person kaes . it's hard to understand me . unless u noe me for long long , den i don nid say anything u also will noe what i thinking , so far only joanna yong managed to do that . oh wells .
tmr lei .. maybe .. shall go meet hayate . for mj lessons D: sighs . no life me no life D: emos .
suan le . today not a good day . big big time .
shall end le . this feels like a super uber long boring wall of text post D: once in awhile nias oh . kaes la .
jaaaaaaaa ! mata ne .
shall find some stupid ugly photo to post D: okays . i cant find so i shall post pic of the character i will be doing for hetalia . she's Seychelles =D she is like too cute and pretty for me D: i sure ruin her chara D:
