yea . today mood not bad =D . thanks to alvin's god bro . had a nice chat with him last night =D . yea . today . woke up , went for exam . was late still . LOL . attractions , not bad .. lols . i tried my best although i think i will fail T_T . oh my god . den when it was the 2nd paper, marketing . i died . my classmates too . all see paper , " teacher , we don wan do , we take sup paper can " LOL . realli very hard . i gave up in the end . haha . den went to meet alvin and his god bro . went to sakae sushi .. den eat talk .. omg . at that time ... so paiseh . joanna yong la . omggggg . lols . meowwwww . wedding sias . omg ... lols . den went to arcade =x . i play juuuuuuubeattttt . omg . seriously addicted to it . finally B4 class le . like finally T_T omggggggggggg . yeaaa . den aft tat , went to walk walk arddddd . etc ... den alvin and god bro left . den me and jo continue talk talk .. den walk walk walk .. den sit down . hear songs . dunno whys , still hearing emo songs . yea . den pohlin came , went arcade wanted play jubeat long queue , played time crisis . until wrist pain agn =.= .. lols . den went to inoue le . for meeting . den met snow there . den meeting over , went home le .
sighs . i took out contacts to prevent it from redding but i think it doesnt help much ? omg . okok . i try . not to wear my contacts for this week kaes =DD . byes minna ...
wheeeeeeeeeees . i ish bored . i don feel like doing presentation . and , most importantly , i miss him =D .
peektures below , consist desert i ate at pizza hut , realise the brownie got a hole in the middle , den a pic of a japanese small boy which i find him so cute that i stalked him , den spamation of my own photos , me snow windy , and me and alvin ~
6/30/2009 11:51:00 PM my heartful song Y
yo minna .
today is a emo day agn . sighs . whys whys whys . omg . faints ... meow ! okayys . anyways , met snow , ard 4+ went to inoue to collect pay . den went to plaza sing .. bought cosmetics . omg . i tell u today shopping i spent alot agn okays . realli alot . i bought 1 eye lash glue , 2 eyelashes , 1 packet of chicken , spent 40 bucks on arcade ? ( i won jackpot got myself a dolphin , played jubeat and time crisis ) , den spent 10 bucks on daiso i think , den spent 20+ in sanrio , less den 10 bucks in bread talk den i cant rmb le la . omg . faints ! yea . tat's abt it ~
sighs . i'm thinking bout so much things . thanks snow for the mini talk on the way home . and thanks jo for everything . u made me think so much . thanks so much . you're still the best . my number 1 . sighs , it seems , i can realli onli tell you everything . thanks so much .
i hate myself sometimes , for the things and ways i do . sighs . omg . kill mi can . i don deserve to live man . sighs .
to aaron - why do u have to contact me today , why don u only tell me everything now . why why why ?! omg . i cant take it anymore .
everything just coming now . i cant take it . i gonna go crazy any moment . i'm just controlling . no more please . no more ..
6/30/2009 01:03:00 AM my heartful song Y
Sunday, June 28, 2009
YO minna !
hmmms wad did i do on friday and saturday~~ let's seeeeeeeee . hmmmmmmmmmmmms . OH . met pohlin in the afternoon went to pizza hut to have lunch ? omg . sianed laa . i love the ice cream . hehhs . okayys . i always eat the ice cream =.= . nvm . ice cream is loved . as long as it is ice cream it is loved HAHAHAH . den went to ps with poh lin play jubeat ~~ until shuang shuang ... den went to meet alvin . den went to isetan scotts to find snow and windy . went back to marc by marc jacobs . so long never see them . miss them alot la T_T . omg . and nur not there . bennet mummy not there T_T . din stay long . sighs ... meowww . okayys . den bought my scallop ! yayys ! happy me ~ den went to inoue le .. waited outside for like nearly 1 hr for yoshi to come zzz . den aft tat .. geraldine opened the door for us we went in den blah .. den end up so angry with yoshi cause he say don nid us go then still call us . onli nid pohlin . den me windy snow and alvin go eat lo . at the food court there . yea . den aft tat went to arcarde .. me and windy jubeat agn ~~ wahaha . yea . den errr . aft tat at night . pohlin cry .. omg . sorry my dear . sighs . den we got confrontation with yoshi . settle everything once and for all . sianed . he also la . sometimes very zzzzzzzz just don wan say nias lors . roars ! den aft tat said byebye to everyone .. den me pohlin and alvin went to opp 85 there slack till ard 2am+ den alvin came my hse lo . den i din slp the whole day . omg . den left my hse at ard 2+3+ den went to meet snow at takashimaya . mascot parade ma . haha . yea . hmmms . den liddat lo . walk walk ard .. go far east . den walked back to plaza sing . i go play jubeat agn . hohoho . jubeat is loved . addiction okays ! lols . yea .. den liddat lors . aft tat went food court . den sianed ! cause my eyes damn fucking pain . damn contact lens . bryan , shiki , crestryn , snow all can see that my eyes red swollen wadever . LOL . sianed . den i don think tmr i can wear le T_T . omg noooooooooooooo . nvm . tuesday !!! i gonna risk ! i don care ! omg ... shall rest my eyes properly le . must be lack of slp and wear too long . omg .
anyways , i haven do my 2 presentations yet ! omg . and i having exams tmr ! meow . good luck to me . gotta wake up early to go sch to study le ! i gotta post this post by 12am !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR DARLING JOANNA YONG ! U WILL NOT BE FORGOTTEN BY ME . LOVE YOU SO MUCH YA . MEET UP SOON . I MISS YOU SOOOO MUCH . =D .
nights minna! tmr going to collect pay from inoue and maybe pay school fees ? yamaha .. guitar lessons . gotta go far east ? maybe dunno . i wanna jubeat ! and i nid to get guitar tabs for k-on songs le ! byebye ~~ photos up next post ! rushing for time !
6/28/2009 11:43:00 PM my heartful song Y
Thursday, June 25, 2009
yo minna .
end up i din get to cut and rebond my hair T_T . omg . i just dyed onli . and trim abit . because ahh . they say my hair spoil ma . yea i noe like grass LOL . due to my excessive experimental dying of hair .. den my healthy hair onli left with the top part . which means = i cut bob which is no way . so end up ya .. my hair too cui ruo le . if rebond my hair byebye le . so yea ... den i saved 100 bucks in 4 days cause i din go out so no nid to spend . den i went kino bough shoujo beat , fools mate and cure for 40+ den went to watson bought a new foundation and casing and 2 eyeliners cosing ard 50+ den went to far east 1 of the shop bought 2 tops for 40+ den another 1 top for 40 bucks . omg laaa . i overly overspent in 1 day. =.=. faints . omg omg omg . yaaa . sianed . i still haven don my project laaaa . sian .. i lazy i nid motivation . sigh . anyways , my plan for tmr . i not sure too . omg . sian . gotta cook for alvin tan . he this baka ! xD .
6/25/2009 08:20:00 PM my heartful song Y
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
DISAPPOINTED .
6/24/2009 11:13:00 PM my heartful song Y
i miss him . omg . meow .......... i shall spam watching anime the whole of today . sigh ...... my presentation . no mood no feel to do ... waiting for his sms ... omg . *faints* why am i like tat ..
roars . anways , thanks to leader . our costumes will be done by 5/6 july . very express speed hors . wahahahaa . meow . yea . errr . den costume is 85 . yea . now i nid to find the socks nias . siannn .
6/24/2009 03:38:00 PM my heartful song Y
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
Yo minna , did nth much todayy. went to vivo met snow .. waited for my mama and sister . den went to watch transformers .. not baddd interesting . pictures below for the past few days . yepps nth much to post . tmr will be going amk ... maybe cause tailor . omg tired .
6/23/2009 11:01:00 PM my heartful song Y
Monday, June 22, 2009
OMG LA . meowwww . omg . sighs . i din go for guitar lesson omg T_T faints . u noeeee . cause of my damn contacts make me go out spoil mood nias . red eyes blah blahhh . meow . omg . hahaha . aiya . now nth to blog. later continue =x
6/22/2009 07:58:00 PM my heartful song Y
omg laaaa . so freaking cute ! don u think sooooooooooooooooooo . newborn baby kitteh omg omg omg omg .. hahaha .
6/22/2009 06:09:00 PM my heartful song Y
YO minna , okayys continue from ytd . hmms . aft sending windy to 85 , went home . alvin was still at my hse ma . den watch videos with him etc . den parents came back ~ blah . hah . at least they can accept my this grp of frens . bud my sister say we very noisy =x . gomen~ lols . yea . den cooked noodles for alvin .. sry for the extra ingrediants .. den my mama cooked for me wahahaha . =x . yea . den ard 5+ den left hse . went to changi hospita visit my ah yi . sighs . see her ahh . omg . den was very very tired . slept on the chair . heng i brought my cap . cover my face . den talked on the phone with alvin . till we go buy dinner den hang up the phone . haha . den i was so tired to eat la. u noe , no energy no appetite tat type of thing . never felt so tired b4 . is anytime can ko tat type . omg . lols . den ahh . before i slp , went to write letter to alvin which i promised i'll write laaa . i thought alot alot . wrote alot alot . omg la . den now i think dunno wan give him not. shld i re write . cause is like omg. =.=. i dunno ... what was i writing omg . faints . kaes la . later i got guitar lesson . meow .. i lazy post pictures . later den i post when i come back ya ~
and i ordered my wigs for cosfest ! yes yes yes ! only left my day 2 k-on the dress den i'm done omg omg xD yayys ~ meowww . hahaha . kaes laaaaaaaaaaaa . byebye minna ~
i'm missing him already . sigh . miss the times . T_T omg .
6/22/2009 02:21:00 PM my heartful song Y
Sunday, June 21, 2009
YO minna ,
kinda felt alrights lerhhs =D . thanks for everyone's concern . had many advices from joanna yong .. thanks girl . and thanks for coming .
went to sch , met pohlin , snow cant come last min . den we went wig hunting ard chinatown . omg so hard to find the place lols ! den yea . aft tat went to plaza sing play jubeat i re buy my e amusement pass and i'm class 1 agn ! i chiong-ed =.= bud yea . got more s and i got one song is ss lors . omg . hahaha . so yupp shall jiayous . den head home aft tat . my eyes were damn sore . really both eyes are red . even until now . is damn fucking red . den went to 85 to meet windy~~ den aft awhile , alvin came .. den my jiemei dropped by awhile .. den ordered food etc le , took bus to my hse . watch some weird ghost movie which is very boring =.= .. meow . den joanna came .. den went to seven eleven . den came up agn . den joanna left aft my father woke up . den we were all on skype and msn using my name .. den kip changing between the four of us xD omg . yea . den aft tat , went into the room , den chit chat , zi high self entertain . esp with the spamming of ** . i was thinking omg laaaaaaaaaaaa . sighs . nvm .. den yupps poh poh and windy slept first followed by me and alvin . yupps .
hmmms . i tot that it will feel weird esp the atmosphere , bud end up it din . and i'm realli glad tat it turned out okay =D . it feels nice to have him by my side . but it was for that moment only so ya . sighs xD oh wells .
and sry to yoshi for today . my eyes damn red and swollen .
6/21/2009 10:21:00 AM my heartful song Y
Saturday, June 20, 2009
SIGH . THIS IS AN EMO POST . OK . SIGH .
got up early in the morning . saw 4 sms from my gan laogong . sighs . read le i cry sia . omg . fuck la okays . i cant say anything much i cant say that he never think of my feelings cause i din think of his sighs . it has been so long since i felt like this . hahhs ! whys does things always happen for half a year and never continues ? sighs . omg . u noe , joanna ever told me .. be gans ok don too tou ru . bud i guess we did den end up sry . i'm crying early in the morning . i noe it will spoil my day sighs . i woke up early bud still i'm in no mood to go to sch . sighs . maybe i go ? bud i'll just emo ? fuck la . how i wish i never woke up to read the sms sigh T_T .
to my ex-gan laogong :
sry that i din think abt ur feelings , i wont be like that if i din xi huan shang ni also okayys . u noe in my situation now , for me to xi huan yi ge ren very hard ma . sighs . thanks for everything that you've done . sry that i cant be your stead due to my own selfishness . you don wanna be my gan den it's okays . bud can u at least still remain as my fren ? sighs . i should have known earlier . sigh . i'm sry . i din noe that i make you until so zzzzzzzz . i realli am sry . but the times talking to you always , very enjoyable and memorable . realli thanks for always being there for me . and sry for neglecting you the past few days . sighs there's so much more that i wanna say bud i guess it's of no use ? if you realli wanna go den i cant stop you . i don have the right either . but i noe i'll miss you . i'm sry . i've still saved ur smses . i'm to us ied to having you ard me already . it's not onli you who have to get over this but me too . sighs . sry for everything tat i have done . sighs . if onli i had .. bud it's too late . aiya nvm T_T~ . meow .
wanna be single for long bud sighs . at first i dunno if i can do it . but now i think i can . i'm sry for everything . i feel so zzz T_T serious . i'm not a good person to like okays ! so don like me . i don wanna have a stead is because of my past experiences . it was damn fucking sad okays till i fall into depression . i'm serious . my close frens shld have known best who are joanna and katherine . they seen everything that happened to me . a very bad rs . till i am so afraid of liking anyone . realli realli afraid okays . sighs . i dunno la . i dunno wanna experience this heart wrenching situations anymore . i'm afraid i cant take it le . i always say guys are bad . not all la . maybe me myself is the bad one ? i'm not a good person alrights . sighs . not a good person to love . sighs . i wanna continue crying .
i cant kip the one i love by my side . as always sighs . i shldnt be loved at all . god save me from this fucked up life of mine . who wanna go out to drink . call me okay . i will wait . sometimes i am glad that i am 18 already =.=
6/20/2009 07:56:00 AM my heartful song Y
YO minna ,
OMG I AM SO HAPPY MY MSN FINALLY CAN LOG IN AGN . I MISS YOU ! OMG . okok . met snow at night , went to see her frens jam~ omg so nice . i wan i wan . i must go practise my guitar ! songs i nid to learn is cagayake girls , dont say lazy , smile ichiban ii onna , rose and glamorous skies . yea .. jiayous for me ! hehe . den aft tat went to yoshinoya to eat . met pohlin , windy , negi , ritsu and azunyan . den aft eating we went home .. at the mrt station saw kelly vanessa and zann . missed them la xD always see kelly and vanessa ard bugis . ahh been so long since i have such a hug le . thanks vanessa ! i missed those hugs alot T_T . meow . okays . i nid to slp early and go to sch early . LOL . meow . pm-ed ice princess abt her cosfest batch wig order . omg laa . i nid help so many ppl order . den nid to contact another aunty .. for tailor de . faints . okays laaa .
pictures below .. omg *slaps self* is without make up ( onli foundation ) and with make up . so sort of the before and after lols ! snow say not used to seeing me without . i feel weird to . den i showed her my normal de . like the me which i am . meow . dont u all think so ? hohoho .
6/20/2009 01:14:00 AM my heartful song Y
Thursday, June 18, 2009
YO minna
omg la . my comp super laggg like sit man . sighs . anyways. last night i was emo .
i miss you so much . but i don think u noe. please talk to me more . i'm always waiting for your replies .
anyways , i passed my jap ! successfully go next lvl ~ will be taking jlpt 4 this year ! jia yous ohs ! meow . chatted with snow ~ den aft test , went to arcade . play jubeat and silent hill haha. den went to catch toys for her . got her a cat ? or bear? dunno LOL sigh yea . den go home le . aiya i also dunno wad to say le . not in the mood . sighs . today is the 3rd day i emo le T_T meow .
anyways , saw jo just now . aft so long ohs . saw her with alicia and i forgot wad is her name . eda ? *smacks self * den saw yvette and andy . so qiao laaa . roars ! LOL . yaaa tat's all ba . sigh . nights minna.
i miss so many ppl T_T .. esp all my darlings .
6/18/2009 11:46:00 PM my heartful song Y
YO MINNA ,
am back .. been going home late these few days den online till so late sighs . sianed . tired sias . lagging of slp . anyways , today met pohlin at plaza sing . went to play jubeat haha . yea . den went to inoue at 6 . retest my oral at 630 . yupps . i just pass now is my written . hope i pass ya ~ meow . den errrrrr... snow came .. den we chatted awhile . den yoshi came... with yan shuang and joell .. den we got meeting blahhh . den me snow pohlin zi high with the beans thingy . and my that sk . yea . LOL inside joke la . den chat chat .. plan plan . den windy came .. den blah blah . went to just acia eat .. talked bout alot . den went home le . and here i am .
i am emo today . i noe why is abt something. bud i don wanna say and i will not say cause it's too zzzz le . sighs . omg . faints . T_T from ytd .. till today i am emo . but i never say . i'm so troubled by something sighs . why why why ?! T_T
6/18/2009 12:42:00 AM my heartful song Y
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
YO minna . back after so long . fucked up msn sias =.=. anyways , for photos , sry i lazy rotate >< meow.
kaes .. june 13....STREETFEST. pohlin came my hse . lent her an outfit , den we head down to somerset to meet negi den saw rin they all . went to cine , waited for negi to change den wait for aiiki to come . den ya blah . saw alot ppl . i saw myraid ! omg ... my myraid ~ =x . took picture with ken . thanks kanojo . i look so zzz . den aft tat we went to bugis to eat and arcade awhile . den went home le ~
june 14 sunday went to inoue , had test exams blah . failed oral and written . gonna retake . den went to yishun . meet windy ritsu seph and his gf . went to see fire works . den aft tat me ritsu and windy went to hk cafe slack and nua . den aft tat windy pei me go find ah yi gwen xiuting sky and siyan . den chat awhile den went home le . den talked on the phone till 5am den slp . super tired .
june 15 monday was practising guitar .. till fingers pain . den at night , went to meet negi snow gwen wilson blahh for guitar lesson . aft lesson go home. put guitar den went off to 85 market to makan supper . met windy benj and pohlin . went home ard mid night .
june 16 tuesday met kingsley(pink dolphin guy) met him at plaza sing . went to arcade . played jubeat . taught him how to play .. i finally tried extreme mode and i passed =DD . i got A . surprisingly .. anyways , my jubeat sensei is windy haha.. den kingsley went to play bball ~ yea .. den play le . walked to cathay .. we went to watched drag me to hell . aiyo he actually bought the tickets b4 hand le.. den end up he don wan accept my money . sankyou ! i owe u one movie . meow . den yupps . the movie was so zzzzzz laaaa . so ci ji you mei you , got another show like this coming out . i wanna watch . anyone wanna go with me ? i wanna watch alot shows leis who free to pei me ?~ yea . den aft tat we went home lo . den i went to divya 21st birthday . missed everyone sias . den drank den my face red =.=... den aft tat windy came cause i invited him over~ den ard 9+ went to tamp . sankyou windy for accompanying me go find my frens agn ~ den played dai di until ard 11+ den took bus home lo . gonna slp soon le =)) tmr i got my retest for oral . wish me luck !
6/17/2009 01:25:00 AM my heartful song Y
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♠BELOVED friends
♠♥SUBCULTURE cosplay , GLP , visual kei
♠UNSPOKEN TRUTH FORBIDDEN LOVE ♥
♠DOLLS
♠CATS and to meow
♠KUROMI
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♠JAPANESE
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♣to be alone
♣insects
♣heights
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♥Moretime
♥LOVEfrom everyone
♥ELECTIC GUITAR
♥More MONEY
♥More HAPPINESS
♥VIVIENNE WESTWOOD LIGHTER AND ACCESSORIES
♥to buy comme des garcons shirt ! play series
♥to buy my 1st dollfie xD
♥to buy my 2nd dollfie xD
♥to buy my 3rd dollfie xD
♥to buy my 4th dollfie xD
♥to go to afa xD
♥to enjoy AFA 09
♥to buy another electric guitar
♥to to master my guitar xD
♥to go japan
♥to go to japan agn
♥to continue my manga drawing class
♥to continue my japanese class E1
♥to continue my japanese class E2
♥to continue my japanese class E3
♥to pass jlpt4
♥to pass jlpt3
♥to get my vera wang princess pink ver. perfume
♥to pass my exams and grad for my adv dip course ♥to have a new handphone
♥for my friends and family to be healthy and safe ♥to know ***
♥to achieve my biggest wish ! =)) <33
