♪ My HEARTFUL Song ♫
Monday, March 29, 2010

yo minna ! sry sry for the lack of pictures LOL siannn ....

saw a phrase if i can rmb it clearly - for the one i love , i will sacrifice .

anyways , i watching macross frontier now 8D whees .
omggg . okays . was raining ..
went to guitar lessons ~ bought myself a vivienne westwood necklace , a small rabbit keychain and a hibari keychain wahahaha . love love !

hoho . nowadays all my plans become crossdressing plans LOL . den all the yaoi . omg .
wad is wrong with me D: my god !

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh . okok . den aft lesson , went to daiso .. den aft that went to buy sushi and stuffs . den chat chat . CHAT alot with snow agn D: awwwww . now i feel like . i can only tell her stuffs D:! meow . oh wells .

xDD labu labu ma LOL XD nyahaha .
this week study week . jiayou le ! XD nyahahaha .

ahhhhhhhhhhhh . i am bored . how i wanna go out D: movie ! XD shall go call ppl le .
anyways , i will start watching macross frontier because of the songs . damn nice ~~ XDD

kaes la ~ jaa !


3/29/2010 11:57:00 PM my heartful song Y


YOHOO MINNA .

okays . i noe i don have the guy's face but i am gonna try !
roars !
up on my list got
basil
hibari
squalo
viper
fong

and i cant rmb LOL yes ! from khr LOL . all the yaoi pairings is loved .

anyways . kinda zzz . baka oniisan . sighs . seems like he forgot abt the majong session with my mama ne . D: sadded okays . roars ! no mood =.= .
think abt it nias zzz . roars !

okays~~ XD my leg full of mosquito bites sias omg X_X . jiu ming ahhh ..

today completed KHR ! xD yay !
hmmm got nanoha grp outing just now ~ meow . was ok ~
bought myself new earpiece . my god freaking pink =.= i wan red ~ oh wells ~ jaaaa !


3/29/2010 12:41:00 AM my heartful song Y

Saturday, March 27, 2010

YOHOO MINNA .

FIRST I WANT TO SAY CONGRATS TO JESUKE AND AYA AND KRISTY AND THE REST OF THE 3 GRPS FOR WINNING THE COMPE TO GO TO KOREA XD OMGGG .

hahahaha .

OKAYS .
on the 26th . went to play jubeat at TKA DBG . wah lau eh . the machines there is =.= . i switched 3 machines kaes . den zone x de wasnt that good either though . but better D:

den i was suppose to have photoshoot ma . end up ssa din bring my stuffs . so ange went on to have the shoot lo . was at fortcanning . den ssa help me take fashion shots . lol . sry la . i not model i dunno how to pose ma . roars !

den aft tat , makan , den go home !

den today !!!

WCS . woke up prepared etc ... den head down to west coast plaza ~ compe already started etc ~ den see see omgggg . all was so nice xD esp jes and aya ~ XD love love !!
camwhored with many today too ~ photos in FB . xD haha want see den go see urself ~ nyahaha .
den aft tat nuaaaa den ate subway den ard 7+8+ went to clementi TKA . den play jubeat with kil . meow . haha . i wan practise coming true . just unlocked . played 2 times . got B ? i think XD so ya .. must jia you . i play until my fingers pain can . sighs ...
anyways ! i miss my gf and i miss korkor ... so long nv talk to them le D: sigh . msn also no talk lo ! sms also no have D: is sadded !!!

OH I BOUGHT MY KHR BADGES =D . HIBARI XD
hoho . i said i wanna try cos hibari . i shall try kaes ... newbie in crossdressing . i got my dino le . ~ thanks pat ! she say ask waiyi . don wan laaa .ppl will paiseh lol . it's like yaoi la ! my god x_X . dino x hibari HOHO . coughs .

anyways , my costume arrived le ! can cos for moy ~ XDD surprise kaes ! XD nyahaha .
anyways , have been chionging KHR for the past 1 week . now episode 140 le ~ omg . i noe i am slow . aft khr chiong macross xDDD

if i got the time that is . next week is study break le .. den exams . sighs stressed lei . i must pass . no pass = fail = retake = pay $$ agn T_T my goddddd .

STRESSSSSSSSSSS AHHHHHHHHHH .
and i feel sick agn D:
nono is i haven ok =.= ! fish .

my leg still itching from the mosquito bites D:

and aft exams , gonna work at yoshi restaurent there le . got snow snow working in school there. omg when can i start my jap class agn?!
and my sch now very wad lo . wan do crash course . fish them . no break at all ok . no holiday break . don have ! study week is the only holiday break =.=

kaes la , i go watch my anime le ~ tata ~ i wanna complete asap .

tmr got nanoha outing . i sure feel damn weird cause i dunno most of them D:


3/27/2010 11:38:00 PM my heartful song Y

Thursday, March 25, 2010

yosh !

okays .
monday
nv go guitar

tuesday
din go outing

wed today
aft sch , went to ps get contacts ,
went to dajie there chat chat
den went home ..

has been watching KHR these 3 days . watched until 68 le .
hibari is so loved =x
meow .

haha
okays . later on . i know i have to go alot of places but i don even know where i have to go =.=!!

okays . i feel tempted for arcade shit ! lol . shld i go CS to play ? since there are not so many peeps there ?

den aft tat , meet up with fren to collect something , den have to pass ayu wiggy .
den maybe go find mama ? lol ! den i can buy the E-MA sweet i am so addicted to =.=
omg ... but it cost like 4.95 for a small circle D: OTL . my god .

oh wells !
gomen didi , jo , kat , cant go to sentosa with you . i am rather busy these days . we go another day kaes ! XD

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh .
i nid money =x LOL . exams next week and i din noe until teacher was saying den i was like ?!
oh wells , aft tat den start to work properly for yoshi le D: . i nid money . i don wan ask from mama . omg .

I NID TO RESIST TEMPTATION OMG . i cant .
i fail D:

oh wells . i feel so tired . thinking wanna chiong morning go arcade . LOL it feels like last time man . but different thing is i'm alone now . hmmm .

everything seems so different now , people changes , some changes so fast , they left you behind . maybe they dont really think that they left you behind but you can feel it . cause it's you .
the care and concern , the laughters , chats etc . has been reduced as the days goes by . sad huh . oh wells . wad to do T_T

ok la . i shall chiong arcade . gmaine jiayou ! xD loves loves myself ~

so many secrets , i cant say out , happy and sad . ahhh . so !!!! . roars ! meow .
happy - think abt it and smile to myself . sad - just put it aside and try not to care .

so yea . ganbatte ne . daijoubu desu yo .
kantan desu .
jaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa mata ne !
oyasuminasai .


3/25/2010 01:08:00 AM my heartful song Y

Saturday, March 20, 2010

yo minna !

i was nearly late for work ! omg X_X
wore maido agn today !! right below the pic is on friday de . den second de is saturday de ! XD
i noe i look weird LOL . my sharon wig is loved !

okays ! today more ppl came . much more fun . so happy to see everyone . well , not almost everyone . so ya..

oh just wanted to say thanks yoshi for the uber huge stitch and kuromi
korkor , u don nid catch for me le .. thanks .

den yea . took loads of photos . really alot okays . sian . i posted in fb le ! XDD nyahahaha .
had lots of fun la basically xD . OH . and i bought like 6 packs of nail art , 17 nail polish LOL damn funneh .

den den . er . er . yes . finally work is finisheddd ! hoho ! happy .

den later , nid to prepare den head down to iluma . heard that the blazblue grp meeting there also . lols . meow .

anyways , let's see my plan for next week D:

monday ,
guitar

tuesday ,
umineko grp outing
ben's and jerry's

wed ,

thurs ,

friday ,
photoshoot

sat
wcs

sunday
nanoha grp outing

cant really rmb wad else . i nid collect ~ pass stuffs X_X my god . and i'll be start working at yoshi restaurent with my dear snow at the school . can meet up with her like almost everyday ? LOL

i wanna start up on my intermidiate jap le D:
pls ! i am dying omg X_X

kk . i shall go slp early early .

my bed is full of toys ! XD nyahahahaha . daisuki !
I AM CURRENTLY CRAZY OVER FINAL FANTASY lol .
got alot to do =.= . 2 is ppl request me de . den another 2 is i wanna do .
LOL a GUY . my god . wish me luck XD




3/20/2010 11:38:00 PM my heartful song Y

Thursday, March 18, 2010

YOHOO MINNA . BEEN SO LONG =X HAHA

okays ! on the 16th!
aft sch , went to meet hayate at zone x . he play djtech , i play jubeat . nobody ma.. so play for 1 hr LOL . been so long since i've touched it D: din want to actually cause i am now lan until sibei jia lat D: . but nvm . if got chance i practise agn kaes XD nya . man man lai ba D: .
den went to cityhall~~~
went to celebrate angeline's bdae =)
met her , etine , simeon , andy , yokey and marcus .
den we head down to sakae sushi xD yays for salmon ! xD and my hotate !! love love !
den aft tat , we went to the arcade .. catched 3 toys agn xD played taiko ~ played majong ~ meow . played time crisis ~~ XDD .
den we took neo ..
den head to plaza sing .. marcus nid buy thing ..
den went to the cathay to eat ben's and jerry !
den aft tat , went to the level 1 . wah lau . got this couple . catch the kuromi i wanted . but they got stocks left so heng D: . i no choice den sms ah kor de lo ! hmph ! i still rmb i don wan talk to him cause he say , don wan me also can . ok lo . u good u liddat . nvm i got cheryl xD . nyaha . but den i realised only got korkor who can catch for me D: so i smsed him . i will be guai guai le D: wont ignore you le . jia you for compe .

den on the 17th !
met etine , marcus , lyre , kuro , greg and one more guy at chinatown . den we went to buy cloth . den head down to orchard to meet angeline and simeon . den we wore wiggies ma XD nyahaha . den went to the anime fair ~~ XDD . i saw xiaoxu , he din see me . meow .
den went over to isetan scotts . shaw , bought tickets for up in the air .
den went to the kyushu fair in the supermarket . den we went to makan .. some of us eat long johns , some ate pasta mania , some ate subway ... den aft tat , went for our movie le .
the movie is D:! lol . the ending sucks sias . no happy ending LOL .
den aft tat .. we went to ion to nua .. den chat abt alot of things funny funny . xD den aft a while , we all go home le XD nyahaha .

den the 18th !
i went to kallang collect my vivienne westwood bag omg . xD love it !
den went to liang court to atsuki find akimme to get my bag and shoes XD
den wen to kino while waiting for pino . den OMG . I SAW SO MANY HIIRO NO KAKERA ART BOOKS OKAYS . 2 OF THEM COST 47.50 ANOTHER 2 COST 56.80 1 COST 60+ AND I SAW THE TRINITY BLOOD ART BOOK CAUSE 47.50 OMG OMG . I WAN . end up i bought 1 art book D: and 1 manga . i was practically fan girling over the whole art book XD lol ESP MY RYOUUUUUUUU . lol he damn shuai la ok .
den aft tat , met pino le , saw my yumeiro patissier gacha agn ! den i got 3 . but still not the ones i wan D: . next time i shall camp at the machine D: .
den we took bus to novena . den mrt-ed down to amk . den go tailor hse . omg laaa . the costumes are nice . but we still left alot of sewing and etc to do D: my god . alot of work to be done . den the weapons too . my god . no time no time . left 1 week only D: den the competition le D: so stress . dunno la . first time join competition . den still nid performance , voice talent etc D: my god . jiu ming . must jia you le . really D: . nid to get alot of things .
i think i next week also busy sias D:

i sat aft work nid to rush buy ingrediants le D: for sunday . not only nid to cook for korkor now , need to cook for dear cheryl . meow . aika ganbatte ! XDD nyan .

hai ! i nid to rest early . tmr sch le , rush down to event already D: . meow . see ya all ! love ya !
gomen i lazy upload photos XD


3/18/2010 11:00:00 PM my heartful song Y

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

baka oniisama .

roars!
shall change back to oniisan . hmph !

he good. i will rmb what he say !
nvm . i still got cheryl ! hmph !

i shall be xiao qi gui . don talk to you.
don talk to me it's ok de ma no meh ? roars.


3/16/2010 03:01:00 AM my heartful song Y


YO MINNA .

okays . i stayed home the whole day LOL .
my cheque banked in le ! yes !
but it is gonna be gone in poof . cause nid to pay off alot of things D:

anyways . woke up at 2pm plus xD nyahaha

den er , went to use com .. until ard 5+ wah lau stupid starhub . my whole block cut off la . den until now den can use D: sad sias .... den in between , i was drawing , playing non online games , nuaing , playing DS . wah buay tahan . i super felt like going out lo D:!

so ya . that summarize the end of my day dechu !
and i wanna take pastry lessons D: .
got the nitec that one sias . i was searching . den i found it den i was like wah ! i wan =x

but mama nowadays busy D: so cant ask her ba .

anyways , i have another GF ~! =x -coughs-

she is cheryl ! =D love her many many . 140310 . WHITE DAY OKOK . lol .
meow meow . i got a present for her . confirm she will love me loads loads loads ! XD cant wait to pass it to her meow !

pic is chingay day 1


3/16/2010 01:07:00 AM my heartful song Y

Sunday, March 14, 2010

yohoo minna . today i am home early .
i cant use my com due to my papa slping in the room -.-
roars !

anyways , today woke up late . den used com awhile , den went to meet pino at arab street . the shops din open .
and i lost my anna sui comb D:~!

den we went to art friend bought some stuffs for the weapon .
den i saw sarah ang .. aw ... so long nv see her xD miss her xD haha .

den went to chinatown to buy cloths . wah lau one uncle cheat me . i mean he nv tell me price go cut the cloth already wth =.=

den no choice nid to buy lo sianed ...

i still nid buy shoe , fix up the weapon etc . nya .
omg . so scared la . pino also feel stressed . dunno can enter the competition not . i mean . stage fright . and must jia you lo . left 2 weeks nias D:

aft tat , went over to tailor aunty shop . den ask her on tips how to sew etc . took measurements .. den on the 20th night going back den sew sew some stuffs also D: alot of hard work sias ! making of costume and prop . alot $$ fly also . LOL .

omg i dunno if i can make it not . very scared i will fail leis D: aika ganbatte.

den i cabbed home lo. it took ard 10 - 15min for me to reach home from amk LOL fast hors !

sry today cant upload pics also D: refer to first sentence ^ upup !

ANYWAYS , mama cried alot today .
uncle dennis passed away . he is my mama boss .
he's a very nice person .
i wanna attend his funeral .
noone noes abt his death besides my family and the japanese .
cause work for JTB ma . he is really a very good person D:
died cause of cancer . sighs .
my mama worked for him for more den 30 years le .
tmr is suppose to be their company anniversary .
but end up they gonna announce that boss died .
well , rest in peace ya . we'll all miss you .

and .. i was thinking of 20th night aft cathay job chiong go buy ingrediants D: don think can le . no time .. D: sianed ... shall see when... maybe 18th i go buy those dried ingrediants first . den 19th / 20th see how la .
yawns . tired . will be slping early i guess . bye bye !


3/14/2010 10:27:00 PM my heartful song Y


yo minna .

no energy le X_X damn tiring . sighs .
wont post pics for today . maybe tmr i upload photos .

damn fever + headache . my god i wan to die already .

anyways , today i wore the alice in wonderland jsk XD nyahaha .
den went to meet ayu den go collect my shoes from ssa den head down to cathay xD
we are working under akibanana la . not much ppl but expect more for next week =D xD
and omg . I SAW A FREAKING CUTE KUROMI OK . omg . is so cute . winter wear with a treble clef on the head D: i tried to catch but failed . den i saw alot ppl trying to catch i wanted to curse the machine =.= but i think wait i ownself wan catch cannot D:

sadded ! aw . anyways met alot ppl today ! not bad hahaha i rmb .. i forgot her name=.= asked me go for the akibanana boot camp in may LOL my god . den liddat i really gonna work in maid cafe . i bet snow they all will be like . see ! i told u , she's suitable to work in maid cafe etc den start LOL-ing . lol .

omg i really cant type properly sighs D: emo emo . abt alot stuffs oh wells ! i don wanna think abt it anymore ~

trinity blood is loved lots lots agn agn ~ XD


3/14/2010 12:54:00 AM my heartful song Y

Saturday, March 13, 2010

reality hurts man ! it still do . hah

i feel bored of life .
meow .


3/13/2010 11:05:00 AM my heartful song Y


YOHOO MINNA ~

I ARE BACK DECHU .
and yes . i have not recovered . i am a bu ting hua de xiao mei lol ! i cant control myself .
i wonder who can wahahahaha . i will pei fu the person . can control germaine tan sias .
roars .

okays . went IT fair with rhyn , kakashit and chunfong . lol see so many things XD so many ppl luhhs D: . den i went to see my japan phones ahhh ! tempted D: the newest cost 800+ my god !
i rather fly to japan to get one D:
i wanna go japan agn . i wan go visit saki they all D: i wanna go the gakuen festival and the natsu matsuri in japan D: oh my . i shall migrate there =x just joking !

lol . den i bought hair dye honey orange =.= it looks the same . i forgot my hair length nid 2 bottles LOL . nvm anotehr day xD nyahaha .

den the next day , meet haziq , korkor , cheryl and another guy , we go watch movie . watched zuo ren . wah lau eh i cry alot can ! and laugh alot also =.= forever liddat de . make u cry den make u laugh roars ! nice show . there is so much that i wanna watch somemore luhhhh . roars .

den before movie , we roam ard cine ( i stm )
okok before that , aft sch went to far east .. wanted to find kenji . end up he not there i talk to the boss . he hiring hairstylist D: meow talked alot xD nyahaha .
den i went to look for snow . she working at the private sale ma . den went back to marc by marc jacobs . aw . i miss them can ! but i was kinda sad when i was there . shall not say why D: oh wells . sighs . den OMG . got kyushu fair ! bought my hotate . my love ok ! hahahahaha . i love love love it alot . shall go hokkiado eat nicer ! =x hoho

den aft tat went to ion meet haziq and korkor . den went to buy taiyaki . thanks kor for the taiyaki and haziq for the macca tea ! XD nya . den aft tat cheryl came we go gai gai . walk to cine . den stopped by a place sit down makan cause was drizzling . OMG . I SO WANNA GO THE ANIME SHOWDOWN D: SIANNN . shall see when i free i ownself go see see =x meow . loner LOL . den er .

go cine le , I SAW HER . HAHA . see her nias , become happy le =X . hahaha ! from not so happy become happy also LOL . meow .

den we went to plaza sing . den they wanted to play arcade . reach le arcade saw hy . den korkor like sian sian . den we went to zone x instead XD i wanted to catch my kuromi D: really really liked it alot D: sads T_T but like so hardddddd . sighs . oh wells D: no luck D:

den aft tat go meet the other guy den go for movie . aft movie go makan . ( oh it was aft movie that i saw her LOL ) den they went to play pool . i sit there look at them play =x meow . XD

den aft tat walked to plaza sing arcade , saw yoshinori said hi . saw xiaohau88 and gengar they all . i wonder they got hit jackpot not . den nua there awhile den go home le omg so tired tired ok !

den on the way home chatted alot . ALOT with snow . abt ALOT of things sighs . thinking abt it = D: T_T! i dun wan ! but but i cant cause it's hard sighs . taihen desu ! D: kanashii....D:
sighs ! roars . i wan post in my rant blog but but but it's so dangerous my god . this big prob that i am having i cant tell anyone except snow D: sighs . gg laaaa D: help me man . kami sama ! D:

i got the schedule le D: . tmr will be helping out till 7pm D:
19th will be helping out till 9pm den 20th 8pm i think i cant rmb .
i have to go home early to slp sias .
cause 21st is korkor compe le .
den i have to wake up early early . really early to prepare and deliver his bento in time XD .
gomen that my skills not so good . so if not so much don mind ah =XX . i noe u big eater LOL .

den yea . omg . i feel so tired now . busy busy these few days D: i cant wait for my cheque to bank in so many things to pay D: sobs . cries !

i just bought 2 tops for my doll . xD she is so cute xD the chibiest aiko chan xD she is still loves . ren rei and amaya . all still doing well . esp amaya . the super ex de D: ahhh ! meow .

anyways , if any of you all wanna come visit me at cathay come tell me kaes ! wah sian . cannot cos must wear lolita . re si ren ah !!! D: i shall request can i do maido with ayu =x den i can wear my neko set ! XD hoho =x goshujinsama ~ =x coughs coughs LOL . ok laaa . i really nid go slp le .

had a tiring but fun day ! thanks all ! love ya ~
more photos in fb ~

and then agn , to oniisama and tomodachi , get well soon !

right at the bottom was taken when i go to the it fair
followed by outing
and taiyaki
and the yogurt which made me cough agn D:
and nicely decorated kuromi xD nya






3/13/2010 12:55:00 AM my heartful song Y

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

yo ! tmr going to IT fair !!! XDD nyahahaha .
okays busy busy day !! XD

haha . okays . i am so busy la ! okays D: i cant rmb wad to type D:
ahhh . nvm nvm xD nyaha .

tmr i come home see got wad to update ma la hors . xD bye !

xDDD


ps : get well soon korkor !!! XD sry if i really passed to you the sickness D:
friday pass u herbal tea kaes ! =D


3/10/2010 10:08:00 PM my heartful song Y


oh oh ! i keep forgetting to post things D: ahh !

yoshi asked me to helped out at his restaurant . i was like every week give schedule ah . i not everyday can work hors . f&b is liddat de ma . every week de XD no mehh . lol . so yea . i asked him how much his mum paying . waiting for reply . and and shld be ard 5+ the most ? lesser den tat i shall not =.= roars . meow . but his there slack de leis . i guess o.o lols ! xD meow . hmmm i asked him got uniform ? he say wear lolita =.= i smack him . u noe how ma fan it is to serve in lolita LOL . u ask me wear my maido i don mind la =X or just normal de ok =.= roars !

kaes laaaaa . getting tired X_X


3/10/2010 06:36:00 PM my heartful song Y


yay ! er . deleted my cosplay plans section cause i am lazy to update =x lol ! XD nya . simple blog is loved


3/10/2010 06:34:00 PM my heartful song Y



YOHOO MINNA .

okays . i din go to school agn D:
oh wells , woke up and felt my throat so dry my god .

has been stoning in front of my com ever since D:
anyone , wanna go food expo ? D: got one at suntec , another at expo . see la huh .

oh wells , woke up feeling much much better dechu ~
but still got the sian sian feeling .. my face is like -.- now de lol serious !

ahh i got nth much to post eh D: shall go eat my porridge le . meow .
jaa !!! this weekend and next weekend will be busy for me D:

ganbatte ne !


3/10/2010 04:34:00 PM my heartful song Y


maybe , i shld try to get used to being alone .
maybe that is how i really shld be ya ?
maube ....
who knows .
sighs .

who will be there for me when i nid them ?
i wonder .
maybe . noone ?
myself agn . and my toys . hah . yea .

off to bed . hopefully i can T_T
寂しいと悲しいですよね。
本当に大嫌いです。
さようなら~



3/10/2010 12:01:00 AM my heartful song Y

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

konbanwa minna .

note : sry kolyn , that i end up nv go . really sorry . i owe you a present kaes ! loves . hope you've enjoyed ur day . one year older le . jia yous for everything kaes ! -hugs-

meow . today dunno why . honestly whole day no mood D: . sighs .
so many things running in my mind D:

woke up today .. like a zombie . the medicine effect haven wear off . head was feeling super heavy .
doing everything half awake . slept on the way to school . slept while waiting for teacher .
my god . it has been so long since i was like that .

it was a very tiring day for me le . aft school , i went to tampines to collect my pay cheque . 500+ ~ yay ! budden .. end up they missing one letter D: it was gemaine tan wan yi . my R missing D:
i told them i rather dey don put my eng name =.= the last time dey just put tan wan yi . roars . i think that is so much better D: . den chatted with the peeps etc . aw . really missed them alot . D: . sighs .

den oh ! before going to hairinn , went to arcade played jubeat . fish la . seriously . long time no touch = super lan = no mood + no feel budden still bu shuang so continue play . play until all my nails chui agn D: sighs . den i saw , they hiring lei ! D: sian . but i this person . attend events etc . aiya . don work sua . my schedule is so not suitable for working life =.= . oh wells . gomene mama . have to keep taking okane from you D:

den .. i , alone went shopping . yays for germaine tan who went shopping herself agn . my god . =.= . kill me man D: . i mean ya . i don like to go places myself etc . but i cant expect ppl to pei me everywhere ma . so ya . i shall learn ya . i always thought that being alone will be lonely . i hate it la . but i'm trying to get used to it . so ganbatte de .

went mango , bought 1 shorts and a top , went cotton on bought 3 tops .
den i went back to hairinn . i trimmed my fringe . i wanna dye my hair . D: brighter color maybe ? D: dunno will nice not . or shld i just stick to my this color ? it's golden brown .

oh wells , den aft that , i went home le . den waited for ayu to come , den lent her my whole white loli xD is the musical not jsk . lent her with a pair of socks and my shoes =) xD nyahaha . she's gonna look super kawaii . now i think .. i dunno which lolita to wear for saturday D: sighs . red ? blue ? black ? pink ? omg X_X pink and blue is a nono . lol . so left with black and red ... meow . see how agn bahhs . nya .

den after awhile , i headed down to bugis . smsed haziq if hayate was there , pass him the textbook . he say he teach me jap mj i teach him jap lang . ok lo ~ trade ! 8D haha . den reach there . funny sias . i whacked korkor with the textbook =X i already said sry in advance D: don angry me kaes D: i was totally moodless laaaaa . all the way still D: dunno wad's wrong with me . sighs . den played blazblue D: . den catched a few toys ( the thrill is wohoo , worth the moneh ? kill meh i noe you want to ) . nya . i saw a super cute super small piggy in the catch catch machine D: . i shall go try luck one day . it's damn cute la D: . -prays for luck-

den aft chit chat awhile .. den i go find mama . on the way to sim lim square , i went to bugis street . and began shopping alone agn D: and i bought a dress pink one =.= omg . wad's wrong with me . i mean hello~ i shld be buying black stuffs ? it suits meh D: oh wells , and i bought a grey bag . am i trying to add colors into my life ? omg i sound like some sadist D: ahhh ! D:

seriously i can sense myself emo-ing while typing all this =.= and i have not a single clue wad's wrong with me . hello ~ -knockknock- is germaine tan ok =.= . -piak myself- ahh ! don wan care le D: .

den aft going to mama there , went to makan and den end up back home . i slept on the way home too . wanted to take a nap first before online . but gomen . i cant resist the temptation . i mean , unless i very very very tired tat type i confirm will ko let u see lols .

ahhhhhhhh sian . staying at home = eat rubbish = fat . D:
but go out = no where to go , nobody to go with D:
everyone is busy with their own stuffs . and when they are free , i'm the one busy D: D: D: !!! T_T-cries-

someone please bring this kitty out D:
sighs . -emos-
hate it la ok . my god .

my cough has making my mood worst D: ah ! daikirai dechu ! D: dai dai dai dai dai kirai !!!! D: T_T

i'm feeling so lost .. inside ... lost in me . get it ? lols =.=
sighs . meow .
which reminded me . teacher asked me today , what is ur motivation in life .
i cant answer . and i thought , i fail la ok =.= sighs .
D:

if everyday was a dream , someone smack me hard and wake me up from the nightmare D:

Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment.
can i do it ? D:

i have no ideaaaaaa . ah and fish =.= the fonts changed . ahh . forget it man . D: this sucks . big big time .
i suddenly feel like playing the piano . D: but i can only play forbidden love . D: ahh . it brings back memories .

how i wish , it was like the past .. but of course i don wish for it too la . so contridicting hors . cause my past , was filled with , sadness and happiness . lots of sadness . up till now .

with family etc . don always see me so cheerful ah ! i got alot problems also hors ! just tat i don wan show it out nias , i mean be happy smile , others see le will also be happy ma =) so yea . meow .

i'm a complicated person kaes . it's hard to understand me . unless u noe me for long long , den i don nid say anything u also will noe what i thinking , so far only joanna yong managed to do that . oh wells .

tmr lei .. maybe .. shall go meet hayate . for mj lessons D: sighs . no life me no life D: emos .
suan le . today not a good day . big big time .

shall end le . this feels like a super uber long boring wall of text post D: once in awhile nias oh . kaes la .
jaaaaaaaa ! mata ne .

shall find some stupid ugly photo to post D: okays . i cant find so i shall post pic of the character i will be doing for hetalia . she's Seychelles =D she is like too cute and pretty for me D: i sure ruin her chara D:







3/09/2010 08:34:00 PM my heartful song Y


I CANNOT TAKE IT ANYMORE AHH . OMG . KIP COUGHING AND COUGHING . DAMN DRY COUGH D: VERY NAN SHOU LEI . SIGHS . EMO EMO . MY GODDDDDDD .

KILL ME ALREADY T_T . EITHER U BE GONE IF NOT KILL ME KAES !

SHOOOO ! I DON WAN YOU TO COME D:


3/09/2010 12:30:00 AM my heartful song Y

Monday, March 8, 2010

YOHOO . I ARE BACK

SPEAKING ABT MOVIEESSSS .

here are the list of movies i am gonna wait for XD nyahahaha

sry tat alot are cartoons D:
Yona Yona Penguin
Nodame Catabile The Movie
rec 2
Professor Layton and the Eternal Diva
Clash of the Titans
Shutter Island

the first two on the list are must ! XD


3/08/2010 09:31:00 PM my heartful song Y


HOHO . KONBANWA MINNA XD .

nya~ yups just got some photos from nyan XDD
den i uploaded some into DA xD .
my DA is so zzz . meow . cant upload to cure cause ah . file to big X_X
my god .

anyways , today . suppose to go meet some ppl to sell some clothes .
den mama say i cannot go out cause i still sick wait spread to others D:

anyways , tmr ayu coming over ! yay~ to choose lolita XD so aft sch i must rush home le.
she nid it for the cathay de event too xD seriously akibanana so not organized D:
dey nv tell us where to go what to do . i mean details needed pls T_T .

anyways ~ i decided to list what i eat everyday XD

today , lunch was sausages with plain porridge =D
den i had fruits as snacks
den dinner i ate taogeh ( bean sprouts ) and soup ! xD

nyaaa XD

AHHH . i found out smth . but it's so hard to kip it inside me D: i mean i so feel like telling that person but but but i don wan spoil the person mood le D: already very sad leis ! my god . when i found out , i was like .. sighs . why liddat . my god ! tasukete onegaishimasu !
nvm T_T don care .. meow ...


AND OMG . i nv eat medicine u noe , cause the cough syrup = i wil slp . den i drink le slp , drink le slp D: pig D: . become evolved form ! panbiezhu D: noooo ! i don wan...

hmmmm . kaes laaaa . i nowadays kip camping at cafe lol . ahhh !!!!!! i feel so lazy !!!
i'm gonna start jogging next week ! this week too busy le D: meow .

tmr kolyn birthday . sry that i kept saying i don wan go . no feel no mood ba .. but i think cannot because of myself den don go . very bad to you . so yea i decided to go . since it was for awhile nias . =)

den wednesday i don think got anything .
den thursday going IT fair ! XDD nyaaa . dunno go there for wad D: but going with friends so it's okays ba XDD hoho . kaes laaaaa . nth to blog le XD tata~


3/08/2010 09:01:00 PM my heartful song Y

Sunday, March 7, 2010

YOHOO MINNA . KONBANWA .

lol . omg x_x . i am so bored . i wanna die already X_X

anyways ! woke up lateeeee . i was so damn tired la . tbh , i slept at 3+ ! my god . i dunno why. i din feel like waking up so early but i no choice . see la ! really become panbie le T_T -emos-

anyways , woke up with stupid bad cough agn .
den stone in front of com etc .
den dig clothes to wear . cant think of wad =.= dress very shui bian . meow .

den went to bugis meet snow . cause nid to get the lolita thingy ma . wahlau all the costumes there look like those sex shop de =.= my god . i choose until i wan die . den when finally choose ok , out of that place etc . the ringo smsed me back . den i ask can i bring my own she say can . den i was like =.= nv say earlier ! roars .

okays before i meet snow , i went to iluma find korkor . tbh , gomen korkor D: . i too tempted le . no ice cream so i went for yogurt T_T and ended up coughing like siao agn T_T . sry i not guai bu ting hua D:

okok . den took mrt back to bedok . chat alot with snow . den head off with family to changi beach club . hard place to find D: but the place is damn nice la ok . roars . total bill for 6 persons was 158+ but is 1 for 1 buffet ma . really ate alot T_T ( looks at tummy , my god )

once in awhile ba . ok if u calculate , it's abt 20+ per person . not tat bad right ? xD somemore is damn nice laaa . next time see who wan go we go tgt kaes . the view damn nice . it is called seaview dining =DD haha XD nyahaha .

okays . den aft tat , head home le lo . and here i am . meow .
oh die la . i itching to cos lei how how how .
AND MY DIET PLAN GO WHERE LE ?! ok i shall stick to eating porridge everyday . =.=
it's good waddd . and i am sick dechu . let's say if i sick for 1 mth i will eat porridge for 1 mth ! idea leis ! XD see i smart - pls don whack me -

nyahaha . kaes la .nth to do le . i go practise sing song XDD

i have finally completed , memorizing etc the http://www.jpopasia.com/lyrics/22655/kana-nishino/tokutemo-feat-wise.html this one . kana song .


but damn nice i love her songs . the lyrics are so XDD nyahaha . esp best friends , dear , motto and alot more laaa . braveheart , den er ... alot la ! LOL


BEST FRIEND SONG SHALL DEDICATE TO BLACK CANDY PEEPS =D . nya . love you all man . =D

i went to draw korkor the dp . that fire thingy and it ended up fail ok . lol it doesnt look like the exact pic and and it doesnt look fierce oTL .


3/07/2010 10:31:00 PM my heartful song Y

Saturday, March 6, 2010

YO MINNA .

ok there is some "action" going on at my tag board . don care kaes !!
daijoubu desu yo ne ~ =DDD

ANYWAYS . I HATE MY COUGH DAMMIT . ROARS .
ahh ! i wanna change my blog song leeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee . roars .
i dunno what to change D: how how how . lemme think as i blog ya =D nya ~

okays . sry that i din turn up for all the activities planned today . i'm going see doc agn later T_T .
omg X_X . lols . siannn .

okays . last night played majong agn ~ play till 12am . i got curfew D: given by korkor . nvm i shall be guai . cause i noe wei wo hao T_T . xie xie dechu !

ok . talking abt today plan . omg . x_X . i have to go all the way to orchard just to pass windeh stuffs . be honoured kaes ! i sick still te di go pass you T_T . nyaaa .

tmr lei . i meet snow , den need go choose lolita O_O . for the akibanana event thingy . so ya . hmmm . working for them for the 13th , 19th and 20th . at the cathay de event lo . i wonder wad we going to do sias . my god .

anyways , i nid to meet alot ppl too . to sell stuffs to them and to collect stuffs that i bought .
and omg . my god sis called me . my pay is here ! wahahahahahaha . happy shall go collect . budden ah . i nid pay for my wiggy so poof ! gone D:

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh . anyways , i asked korkor to pei me go takashimaya , cause i wanna go the anime showdown thingy . can ask haziq along too xD nya .

omg . kill me . i hate cough . esp dry cough . oh wells . i nid to practise guitar dechu T_T . nya .
and die. i forgot wad i wanna write =.= OH . my this whole year alot of vocaloid cos sias.. buay tahan . lol . vocaloid is loved la . meow .

eh and i realised i covered all the characters except for kaito LOL ! gakupo is for IB de . but i will nv cos gaku ever agn LOL . i wont for kaito too . ahhh hahaha .

okays . i am feeling tired X_X . shall go nap nap ~
afternoon nap for kitteh =DD

see ya all in my wonderland ~ xD loves loves !! XDD random pic for the day !


3/06/2010 04:36:00 PM my heartful song Y

Friday, March 5, 2010

this is the end . thanks to some ppl .
idiot .
oh wells .
live with it .
jia you .


3/05/2010 06:28:00 PM my heartful song Y


YOHOO MINNA . I HAD A GREAT DAY ON MY BIRTHDAY THANKS TO MY LOVE ONES XD thanks minna ~

okays . i am so bored . nya ..

I AM STILL SICK DECHU .

okays i lazy to blog . so shall just blog abt watashi no tanjoubi ! LOL xD nyaaa .

okays , i was spammed by msn , and sms and fb ! XD thanks all . love you all lots lots xD

den played majong with lucas , haziq and lucas's cousin . viwawa~ xD

den morning ~ my bdae , waiting for computer uncle come repair my com XD it's ok le . just that a little problem . =.= no sound dechu .. T_T ~

den ah .. aft tat went to iluma cause meet there ma . korkor was late , so i went to play blazblue first nya XD .

den aft tat dey come le , went to collect my jlpt cert XD hoho . thanks for peiing me !

den went to makan at sakae . lol . we nuaed outside sakae for 30min . it felt so long laaaa . cause got buffet ma xD haha .

den got me , lucas , randomon ( gomen i dunno your name T_T ) , haziq , heki and shermin . if i am right laaaa hahaha .

den er . went inside eat and chat and laugh . it has been so long since i felt like this . so happy seriously enjoying and nearly cried cause too funny LOL . i mean although i dunno wad u all talking abt la . but den it's still funny in a way xD sooo i'm entertained 8D nyahahaha . thanks thanks XD love you all too xD nya . nice and friendly ppl ~ suki dechu !

den aft tat went back to iluma .. den they play jubeat ~ i din touch LOL . i noob compared to them . i die die wont play in front of them LOL . meow . den aft tat , i went to play majong . wah seh jap style de . not bad laaa . lol . i shld have concentrated on everything when i was watching saki T_T den can learn . but fun la ~ meow . XD i kept dying D:

den aft tat gwen and ozora came den pp came bring them go makan ..

den i went back play majong and taiko ~
sorry to makio T_T really sorry i dunno you angry with me or what but but sry T_T

and and the DJ tech is so tempting to play but but i don dare T_T .
nya . den den aft makan finish , time for movieeee . omg laa . i love the cat ! xD nya . not bad laaa . the movie . i cant imagine how will 3D look like XD haha .

den aft movie , went to arcade , de rest of them left le . so left me and those jubeat ppl XD .
den den i took pics ma . it's on fb . xD taking pics is loved . but with lucas is omg X_X hard . LOL he so tall but still ~

den played majong agn . with the help of hayate =D i lvled twice hahahaha . den while waiting for ppl to go off tgt , i was meowing xD den korkor was like=.= LOL .

i sounded like the neighbourhood cat . so is that good or not ? XD
and so i took cab home . LOL .

sry to my family that i was so late and not in time to cut cake D:
T_T hontou ni gomenasai T_T!

AND I WAS COUGHING LIKE SOME MAD WOMAN AGN D:

anyways , thanks snow for your lovely card . i love it so so so much la .. lucas said it was nice too =DD xD nya ~
and thanks haziq for the big teddy but poor teddy , u stripped it ! roars .
thanks lucas kor for the bunny =D it looks like the one you have lol ~ and and thanks for the stitch and kuromi xD hahahaha wheees .

let's go out soon agn kaes ! it's just so much fun =DD xD

i nid to start to save money to make stuffs for korkor for his competition , hope he eat le , will be more on FYRE LOL . nya ..

and usagi san has been asking if i wanna let him shoot my ph with jan chan XD i don mind .
and my saihate miku - i nid my kaito -

my plans are getting more and more . =.= alot of vocaloid . i swear LOL

and and i got some of the photoshoot pics T_T my god i look fat T_T faints big time nya . for my pandora hearts . shall show abit =x









3/05/2010 10:00:00 AM my heartful song Y

Thursday, March 4, 2010

HAHAHAA . HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEHHHHHH . HOHO .

THANKS FOR ALL THE WISHES . WILL UPDATE MORE WHEN I AM BACKKKK . !


3/04/2010 12:11:00 PM my heartful song Y


Welcome to my world =D
Love is like a river,
will cut a new path;
whenever it meets an obstacle.
-MYWORLDMYSTYLE<3-




germaine
♫A.k.a gmaine
neko , kitty desu~
♫040391. 十九歳です
♫aika kuroda . 愛華黒田
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♫melior business school ( tourism and hospitality )
♫inoue school of language and art
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♫black♥candy
♫cosplayer , lolita & vkei
♫大好きだよ。愛してる。恋しくて。
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大好き
HE who stole my heart
BELOVED friends
♠♥SUBCULTURE cosplay , GLP , visual kei
UNSPOKEN TRUTH FORBIDDEN LOVE ♥
♠DOLLS
♠CATS and to meow
♠KUROMI
♠SINGING
♠JAPANESE
♠BLACK

大嫌い
liars
to be alone
insects
heights
the truth
gossipers
BackSTABBERS
betrayers
hypocrites


Moretime
LOVEfrom everyone
ELECTIC GUITAR
♥More MONEY
♥More HAPPINESS
VIVIENNE WESTWOOD LIGHTER AND ACCESSORIES
♥to buy comme des garcons shirt ! play series
to buy my 1st dollfie xD
to buy my 2nd dollfie xD
to buy my 3rd dollfie xD
to buy my 4th dollfie xD
to go to afa xD
to enjoy AFA 09
♥to buy another electric guitar
♥to to master my guitar xD
to go japan
♥to go to japan agn
♥to continue my manga drawing class
to continue my japanese class E1
to continue my japanese class E2
to continue my japanese class E3
to pass jlpt4
♥to pass jlpt3
to get my vera wang princess pink ver. perfume
♥to pass my exams and grad for my adv dip course
♥to have a new handphone
♥for my friends and family to be healthy and safe
♥to know ***
♥to achieve my biggest wish ! =)) <33

Cosplay 計画
COMPLETED
my DA . to see pictures of my cos

私がたいと思う何をし
♥ludwig kakumei
♥pita ten

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2010 cosplay events ( to be updated )
28/5-30/5 : L2P
31/5-6/6 ( 5/6 ) : STARFEST
13/6 : STREETFEST
18/6-20/6 : THE GATHERING
3/7 : MASCOT PARADE
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ivy . xingan .
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kolyn
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jin cai kor
monkey didi . xiuting .
wilson

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