♪ My HEARTFUL Song ♫
Friday, August 29, 2008

we broke up~!
and i tot that it would be a sad thing for me .
it was . bud it happened so soon .
now he's happy . he moved on very quickly ,
i should do the same ya . so i cant be bothered .
give me a week =))
all my frens have been saying to break with him for like 2 weeks plus .
onli tat i dun wanna say . so stupid hors . bud nvm . it's memories le . =))

anyways ~!!!!!
tmr event i'm so excited . got new fren poh lin xD
will be going with her xD even though she younger den me
hohoho . bet i'll enjoy xDDD
i'm not gonna let anything affect me ok ~!!!


8/29/2008 11:02:00 PM my heartful song Y

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

hahaha . ytd was fun =))
thanks keng wang for waiting for me xDD hohoho .
pretty long wait ahs .
actually ii look not bad with curls xDD hehhs
comfirm~! i'm so gonna join matsuri . xDDD whees .

notet : pls don let me see what i'm not suppose to see .
thanks .


8/27/2008 10:02:00 AM my heartful song Y

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

JOANNA ~ THIS SATURDAY AHS . ON U XDDD YAYYS BOAT QUAY .


timetable xD

today , at 7pm go heeren find peishan .
wednesday find kat go eat .
thursday go sch .
friday sch .
sat =)) go pub at boat quay with jo =))
sun home ?

xDD whees .
thinking of the happy stuffs instead of the sad .

sry to all those who kip couselling me bud ya ...
=DDD bud don worry ur efforts wont be wasted =))

whys do ii love euu so much ..
bud ii noe , ur're not the one which ii loved the most ,
it's alrights .
i'll just leave it to fate to decide =))
ii hope everything will turn out right .


8/26/2008 02:52:00 AM my heartful song Y

Monday, August 25, 2008

you din contact me . it's the first time .
you noe how much ii missed you my darling .
sighs . am ii asking for too much ?
ii don think so yahhs .
just for you to talk to me ,
to reply me ,
to go out with me .
is it realli hard ?
you once said you neglected me .
thanks for knowing . bud at least ,
you still rmb me .. it's sad euu noe .
know that u online .
you never reply me ..
wanna talk to euu dunno if can anot .
wanna call euu bud scared that ii disturb euu .
my darling . tell me wad to do will you .
i'm lost , totally . dunno wad to do . sighs .
heart so pain . ii don mind . ii just kip shut .
wan call u , scared u slping or busy ii disturb euu .
bud msg euu also no reply sighs . how .
our one mth , u called . u noe how happy ii was ?
it's cause realli so long nv talk to euu lerhhs .
do you even treat mii as ur gf . bud ii trust euu .
don break my trust in you okayys .
take care of yourself loads .
cause i'm not there physically beside you .
bud if there's anything ,
i'll be a phonecall away .
24/7 . yupps .
don forget .
ILOVEYOU .
MY DARLING .


siao ehs ,
thanks for peiing me talk and listening to mii kp .
yupps euu told me . our anni on the 14th hahas .
the 3 of us yahhs . wont forget ur bdae too 9/9 =))
turn les la ~!! best . sighs .

gal , jan , yj , ah bee
thanks for the effort in coming to tonight's dinner .
realli appreciate it =DD thanks ~!

xiaojie ,
thanks for cheering me up .
bud ya , ii still love my boy .

travis ,
everytime ask mii go ur hse .
you buay sian ahs .
ii reject until ii sian liao lors .

neko ,
arigatou for being there for me .
realli thanks . just tat ii dunno wad to say le .
kokoro hontou ni itai . u noe . the feeling . sighs .

my dear boy ,
i'm missing euu fucking badly .
dont leave me alone will you .
it's lonely .
it's sad .
all ii wanna is for you to know ,
that ii'll be here waiting still ,
no matter wad happens ,
ii wont ask much ,
ii wont say much ,
it's ur life .
ii cant control even if i'm your gf .
i'm sry bud this is me .
i'm diff from others .
i'm scared .
sighs .


8/25/2008 12:07:00 AM my heartful song Y

Saturday, August 23, 2008

ytd , went watch fireworks . sighs . unow . my mood now ish damn fucked up la okayys . suppose to be happy .. went to natsumatsuri =DD .. kaes . done . nth to say . sighs .

to ...
ii wonder , who am i to you .
wad do you wanna do with me .
sighs . don think that i'm not true to u ok .
ii miss you so much .
ii so so miss the past .
where you will talk to me etc~
dunno is it ii think too much or wad .
bud sighs . euu realli drifted too much from me .
it's so sad la .
you noe , everyday , waiting for your 1 sms .
just 1 ii oso very happy euu noe mahhs .
sighs . ii dunno wad to do .
although ii noe , this is a choice made by me .
ii have to face it .
wad am ii realli to u ?
sighs . don neglect mi will you .
sighs , ii don wan the first half of the year's stuff to repeat .
it will be history repeat itself .
you noe , ii wanna sooooooooo much ,
to talk to you on the phone . at least you're talking to me .
at least , sighs . it will feel like last time .
wad you wan me to do ?
sighs . ppl kip telling mii negetive stuffs ,
ii think positively .
you said u accidentally deleted my songs in my ipod ,
you asked why am ii not angry .. ii just heartpain onli .
cause must wait soo long and reput all the songs .
bud it's alrights , you're my dear . and not say the songs are lost ya .
tat's whys . i'm not like others ,
ii don open up my real feelings .
reason ? cause ii don dare . ii scared ii say wrong thing . den the end .
wahhs . i'll be sooooooooooo T.T la at that time . sighs .
you noe ma .. wad ii realli realli wan ..
to talk to you agn like last time .. to go out with you ..
sometimes ii think , u don wan go out with me is it ? sighs .
you noe , anything you can tell me the truth derhhs . today , you whole day at home ii assume . you never reply me . not a single msg . sighs . sad u noe .
it's tiring to wait . real tired . bud i'll just wait . sighs .
ILY . IMY . do you noe ? very badly .

gal ,
ii miss those drinking times .
bud you cant drink . ii wanna be drunk agn . like those times . bud alone .
it's so lonely the feeling . bud ii guess tonight , i'll be alone .

xiaojie ,
you're kinda like ah tan . cant stand that attitude .
yishun ppl none is good okayys . sighs .
bud thanks for your effort in getting me a kuromi =))

korkor ,
bring me go alice shop kaes =)

amelia meis ,
you very sad ahs . ii noe ,
you told me you wanna cry ..
ii too . sighs . if onli can ,
jio euu go out drink sias .
be les better . guys , sighs ,
dunno dem . T.T

SIGHS . I SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO T.T DRINKING TIME . JAA~ NE .


8/23/2008 11:56:00 PM my heartful song Y

Thursday, August 21, 2008

today din go sch~ =XXXX hehhs . den meet mama at bugis ..sim lim aquare ppl realli pervert sias . roars . tody my skirt so short agn don dare walk in =.= sianed . hehhs . den errr . went to do manicure ~~~ love it loads manx hehehehe . den went for the hippo / duck tour lols . den go kino buy my jap book . den go eat waraku =D nowadays it's like 1 meal per day for me la~!!!! lols . jia yous~! hmmms . ii saw atsuki GL at liang court . noisy peeps having photoshoot =.= sianed . lols . hmmms . anyways , cant wait for teacher's day den we go back to school xDDD wohooos . sac memories are missed xDDD hehhs . den liddat lors ... =)) hmmms . tired day . tmr got test . my file with joanna yong =.= how to study ?! tmr got fireworks starting lerhhs . so cool la . ii wanted to watch ~! nvm sat go watch ? hmmms let's see how yahhs . the days are passing so fast !


gal ,
ii cant wait to talk to u =)) <3

dear ,
u nv contact mii whole day lerhhs .
dunno wad u doing oso . sighs . miss euu alot leis .
bud nvm ..
sad derhhs . bud ....

xiaojie ,
thanks for "entertaining me" this afternoon =))
nice talking to euu hehhs xDD

my love ,
hurry up . i'm getting impatient sighs .


a phrase which ii see in forum . think very nice
If you love somebody, let them go. If they return, they were always yours. If they don't, they never were.


8/21/2008 10:41:00 PM my heartful song Y


it's my choice to see . the temptation which made me see . ii tried to resist but it's so hard . ii noe that i'll see the things which ii dont wanna see . ii noe that ii will be upset . ii tried thinking positively it helps though =))

my family ..... dunno how to say sighs . something's happening .

running away from reality for everything is the onli thing ii can do now .

my dear ,
thanks for "comforting" me ytd . sighs .

neko~
thanks for listening mii kp at least euu can cheer me up . =))

my love , finally when i'm waiting for ur arrival,
u seem so far from me . sighs . whys , do hurry .
i need ur love and concern . ur attention .
u are the onli one which can give it all to me .
cause ii noe euu will be faithful and loyal .
you'll always belong to me .
this i must kip a secret . =))


8/21/2008 12:22:00 AM my heartful song Y

Monday, August 18, 2008

hmmms.. today .. slept till 3++ ? ii forgot xD den changed etc .. go bugis with jo den meet my mummy and uncle ... den go watch 12 lotus . omg la . ii wan go join getai lerhhs hahahas . realli lors . damn nice canx ~!!!!! next yr . me and jo wanna go hehhs . den errrs ... yahhs .. go shopping blah . bought my gothic lolita bible xDD <3333 den go pei jo buy watch den went home aft tat . den now reach home lerhhs lors .. so bored . ohs ~! anyways .. ii like zh kor's blog song . shall go find xDD hehhs wheeees . hmmms . ohs~! ii saw taby just now . she say she join the jj music sch leis den she saw him lors .. omg la xDD ii oso wanna learn . hehhs . ii think nowadays ii wanna learn soooo much luhhs xDD hehhs . whees . anyways . sighs . so bored .....................

my dear ,
send u so many msges den end up ii forgot ii ownself don have le to send to u =.=
roars ~!!!!!!!


xiaojie ,
how the hell u noe my full name ??!!!! roars ....
u say guess pls la .. wont so qiao derhhs lors...

gal ,
go out more often okayys . jiayous for our getai yahhs .
let's learn more more hokkien songs~~ go go go~!
hehhs xDD wheees ..

my love ,
i'm waiting for u .. you've not come yet . sighs .
i noe euu will be coming bud ..
it's so long .
your arrival is meant to be a few years .
bud ii cant wait ..
ii hope that u will come to me soon .
my longing for u is becoming stonger ,
as the days goes by . please hurry .

myself ,
wad do i wanna do ?
wad do i wanna achieve ?
wad do i wanna change ?
sighs . always same questions bud nth done ..
sighs.........
anyways~~~~~~ be happy xDD that's the best .
live everyday to the fullest . you might nv noe wad may happen today xD
tmr will always be a better day den today =))

aishiteru minna san~~~~ atashi no kokoro unlock~!!!!


8/18/2008 11:28:00 PM my heartful song Y


hellos . been long ya .. these few days .. appetite so not good . nearly fainted due to that . my mother kp me la .. went to mustafa that day .. so funny we got lost xDD took bus from parway ended up at novena .. walk back 2 bus stops to kk hospital den to little india den finally mustafa =.= lols so tiring . it was like 12am plus le la ... den there were me , jo , yj , janelle , ah bee , daphne and ernest . lols . bored .. reach home ard 2+ online till 4 .. thus slping so late .. lols .. den sat go find darling.. pass him medicine .. lend him my ipod touch and shit ii rmb my notes inside die die die . den took bus from his hse there go orchard road . dropped by max and co to get my cream xDD think it works lols . journey left le .. ii miss them .. i'm finding job ~! anywhere anytime okayys ~! ii wanna do manicure derhhs . or shld ii go retail ? hmmms . mama wanna set up a shop for me xD den ii can sell things bud thinking of wad to sell nias .. must do alot things derhhs . den will be so busy la hors . den aft that went to collect my clothes xDD hahaha it arrived ~! yes ~! my 4 lolitas~~ my bunny sch outfit , my maid lolita , my fairytale lolita and my musical note waloli xDD whees . hehhs . waiting for more .. ii think my lolita wardobe will bomb xDD hehhs . dresses so many shoes so little xDD hohoho . ii wanna get a doll~! omg so cute la ok something tat ii saw . temptation ~! ok .. continue .. den aft that went to janelle hse go swimming .. till 10pm den chat till 12 ..hahhs .. abt old sch times .. still missing it la ya ? xDD hehhs . TEACHERS DAY ~!!! so going back sias . den sunday whole day stay home bored suppose go dinner .. miracle ii stayed home.. feel so sianed this few days .. ltr .. jo wanna go bugis .. hehhs . tuesday , helping cheryl ban dong xi ... waiting for jo reply ... den maybe tues night go watch movie.. hmmms. den wed think rot at home .. den thursday got sch going on hippo cruise with my mama . wtf .. ii must dress like how ii did when ii was like working at focal =.= .. fri sch.. acc test... sianed one week gone agn liddat .. hehhs . anyways .. heard from kat .. xt joined 21 ... ah yi moved to woodlands.. ah yi still wanna jio her .. hmmms .. peishan working at tony and guy now~ heeren there . maybe shld go visit her lors.. hehhs ...

gal~
jia yous kaes .
although ii noe it's gonna be very very hard
bud it takes times =))
u can try ur best . maybe just the friendship first =))
ganbatte~ ii noe u can do it =))

janelle~
jia yous on your project okayys ~
go out more often yahhs ~!
misses...boyfriend~ xDDD

dear~
aiyohs . u everyday make me miss u so much =.=
make me worried also .
make me anyhow think roars .. sianed ..
euu noe .. meet u that time .. like suddenly so silent .
like nth to talk .. sad ahs ......
euu ahs get well soon kaes ... love ya . miss ya loads ..

my love~
you're finally coming . though ii kept ur presense from everyone .
even when ur're here . i cant tell anyone .
it's sad bud i have not choice .
ii choose to love u .
which is the beginning of the wrong path that i chose .
what will happen no one will noe ..
it's cause i'm just so in love with u . =))

to anyone~
I WANNA WATCH THAT FREAKING DUMB DUMB SHOW BUT IT'S M18 HOW THE HELL AM I GOING TO PASS SIAS . SOMEMORE II ONE MORE YEAR DEN CAN GO IN LE LEHHS NOT FAIR . ahems . and ii still got alot movies wanna watch who wan pei me T.T desperate ~

-hohoho . thanks jo ii finally got back my mint choc .. anytime ii feeling down ii have it to accompany me lerhhs xDDDD
ii wanna put tattooooo~~~~~ lettering " vampire " at my bat's tail there =)) omg la .. ii wanna join a vk team okayys~ vampire knight is sooo loved xDD now my sister oso wanna watch hehhs . lending her the comic . ii read the manga .. waiting for my kamichama karin chu too xDD i'm back into maple agn~! and my char is so rabbit la ~ kawaii~~!!!


8/18/2008 12:53:00 AM my heartful song Y

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

ii read something on forum .. makes alot of sense . guess it is always wad jo and cheryl have been telling me .. see ii rmb wad u all say de hors ~!
http://sgcafe.com/showthread.php?t=48358


8/13/2008 09:24:00 PM my heartful song Y


FUCK LA OKAYYS . WHYS ALWAYS GIVE ME SEE THINGS WHICH I DON WANNA SEE . FUCK FUCK FUCK . SUPER SPOIL MY MOOD OKAYYS . sighs . ii wanna cry . ii wanna cry out loud !!!!


8/13/2008 05:19:00 PM my heartful song Y


wahahaha. another boring day at home =.= . wth la . receive derek foo call . noe is nothing good derhhs =.= wth wth wth .. borrow 300 leis . ii ownself wan save $$ okayys . OHS~! http://www.taobao.com/view_image.php?pic=Wx0GGlFDXA1VUwMKWx0SCwkNGRFcVxxQW1UcCxMFRBkDCFdVV1cRRhpcRDhHInp7amtdelUxKghaGQMOYBpZQhI%3D&title=QUJJTyBBTkdFTKGqoaoxLzNCSkTFrs3eoaqhqpybW8%2FWu%2FVdoaqhqtbQufrK17j21K20tEJKRMa3xcY%3D&pCode=ZTE1MWExMTBkYTBmMjMyMTRiZDgxYWJlMzYxYTRhNmU%3D&version=2
GO SEE xDD

my love, see my love for u is growing stronger . how ii wish i can own euu . euu look so sweet even though ur're not the one in my dreams . bud i'll love u the way i'll love her =DD .

darling , i miss euu . do get well soon yahhs xDD

oh my cant wait for halloween xDD anyways . ii wanna watch MOVIE and alot in fact . who free~!!!


8/13/2008 05:04:00 PM my heartful song Y

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

ARIES - The Liar
Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, Addictive. Loud. 16 years of bad luck if you do not forward.
TAURUS - The Tramp
Aggressive. Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good
fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Good kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. One of a kind. Not one to mess with. Are the most attractive people on earth! 15 years of bad luck if you do not forward.
GEMINI - Irresistible
Nice Love is one of a kind. Great listeners Very Good in the you know where... Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing, VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE. 9 years of bad luck if you do not forward.
CANCER - The Cutie
MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high appeal. Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet! Entirely creative. Extremely random and proud of it. Freak.
Spontaneous. Great telling stories. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to. 12 years of bad luck if you do not forward.
LEO - The Lion
Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to have fun Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward.
VIRGO - The One that Waits
Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward.
LIBRA - The Lovely One
Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! However, not the kind of person you want to mess with... you might end up crying... 9 years of bad luck if you do not forward.
SCORPIO - The Addict
EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Energetic. Predict future. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luck if you do not forward.
SAGITTARIUS - The Promiscuous One
Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in the you know where..!!! Not the kind of person you want to mess with- you might end up crying. 4 years of bad luck if you do not forward
CAPRICORN - The Passionate Lover
Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Predict future. Irresistible. Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. Cool. Loves to own Gemini's in sports. Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Smart. 24 years of bad luck if you do not forward.
AQUARIUS - Does It In The Water
Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves being in long-term relationships. Extremely energetic. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out. 2 years of bad luck if you do not 4ward
PISCES - The Partner for Life
Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. High appeal. Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Fun to be around. Extremely weird but in a good way. Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. Always lets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet, but usually crazy!5 years of bad luck, so 4ward it

mine quite true yahhs xD esp the crazy part hahhs ~! today go k with jo and ak . hehhs xDDD loves singing ii wan go join course T.T sighs . miss darling .. wonder how euu lerhhs . sighs . T.T tmr stay home... bored.... thursday got sch . sighs . sianed ........ how how how ?! ii wan watch movie~!!!!! bring me out someone~! sighs . ehs . ii dunno wad to say mind blank sighs . bye .


8/12/2008 11:23:00 PM my heartful song Y

Monday, August 11, 2008

OMG . u told me u involved in accident . wtf . hiong somemore . cant u be more careful ?! take care la huh ?! no license still ge kiang =.= wth . .. haiyos . i see ur msg ii was like omg wtf . haiyooooooooooooooooooooooooo . see la now injured lerhhs . gomenasai . u noe .. ii find myself very dots . SOMETIMES I JUST THINK TOO MUCH U NOE . HOHOHO . den cause prob for myself . so fucked up hors . sighs . . anyways ... hahahahahahaahaha . omg la . wth i'm mad . anyways dear , sry for sending u that msg in friendster . i emoing ahs . hahas . sighs . i miss u !

omg kat ~! finally wed hope jo can make it lors~ prays~! got so much to chat with u . catch up with u dear gal . =DDDD miss ya loads too ..


8/11/2008 10:49:00 PM my heartful song Y


sighs!!! ii wan my wawa .. ii wanna buy a wawa.. ii want to love a wawa. because it's easier .


8/11/2008 08:51:00 PM my heartful song Y


i miss euu . i realli do . sighs . u nv reply me , don call me etc.. i'm alright with it i guess . ii miss the times .. we were so "close" hahhs .bud now u seem like ur're drifting away . pls dont let me have wild thoughts . i noe u said u needed time . i don mind . are u giving me the chance ? i kip asking u out . yet either u cant or no reply at all . sighs . jo said smth i agree . why cant we go out like how other couples do ? sighs . darling , it hurts so much u noe . i'm just kiping it silent . i don wanna fan u . i noe u have ur own problems . i'm glad that u called me ytd . our one mth . sighs . was so happy . can hear ur voice can finally talk to u . even if it is just awhile . u noe... i longed to see u . it's been a week plus . sighs . darling , u got any problems etc , share with me will u ? like how u did in the past ? my zhu ren... don throw ur piggy aside . ppl ask me how's me and my bf .. ii say ok... got meet ? never .. why ? ii just kept silent . i don noe how to answer . this few days ... been trying hard to contact euu , been trying hard to ask u out ... yet .. no reply ? want to talk to u , u not free ii guess ? dunno wad u've been doing these few days... sighs... u used to message me so often ...even before we stead . sighs . is this wad they call aft stead "effect" ? ii dunno . bud ii choose to trust euu . euu said u wont play me rights . don break my trust will u ? sighs . ii realli hope .. realli realli hope .. don drift so much away from me will u ? anything , i'll listen to u .. help u as much as i can .. like last time.. i'm happy being able to help u .. ii wanted to not msg u just 1 day .. bud end up i cant . i'm missing u like fuck loads . sighs . so i just sent that msg. i noe u wont reply bud at least i noe u read it . ppl ask me let go . i don wanna . fuck i hate that word ok . sighs . bud like i say ..if it's not meant to be .. it'll nv be .. sighs . sad u noe .. been cheering myself up .... dunno how to tell jo and cheryl stuff cause ii noe wad dey will say and i don wanna hear cause i'm just running away...sighs .

jo thanks for acc my ytd .. even though it's awhille . sighs . u noe . i wasnt feeling okayys . thanks for being there . sighs .it hurts whatever u said when i msged u just now . it feels like something pierced through u noe . sighs . all the way .. through dinner ii thought abt it . so fan . so heart pain . sighs .

anyways , i'm right . blog is the best palce to kp . sighs . nobody will noe.. not say nobody . bud i kp .. who will care . sighs . i go le ... byebye.. sighs .

MAKE MY NEXT HALF OF THE YEAR PLEASENT WILL YOU ? I DON WANNA HAVE A WHOLE YEAR OF SADNESS .. LAST HALF OF THE YEAR WAS A TORTURE TO GO THROUGH .I DON WANNA IT TO REPEAT . PLS GRANT ME THIS WISH . THANK YOU .


8/11/2008 08:22:00 PM my heartful song Y

Saturday, August 9, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGPORE~~
HEHHS . MINNA~! HAPPY NATIONAL DAY~! WOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOS. xDDD HALLOWEEN'S COMING~! YOHOOS . CANT WAIT~! anyways , i'm soooooooooooooooooooooo in love back with vampire xDDD hahahas.. ii read the vampire knight manga ~! omg la . fell back in love with yuuki and kaname xDD ahhhhhhhhhhh so sweet la ~! vampire love~! omg omg . xDD wohoos . den read finish kamichama karin~~~ rosario + vampire xDDDD OMG . hahhs . i'm lending jo my vampire knight the comics xDD ii bought book 7 recently ma hohoho . xDD ii wan buy alot alot alot of manga~~~~~~~~~~~wohoos ! hehhs xDD . anyways , these few days stopped shopping that much xDD hohoho . good~! anywas.. tmr .. tmr ...100808 ... dunno will he rmb not . hehhs . bud if he dont nvm bahhs . tmr going out with ak and jo . ak say wan put tattoo . fuck . temptation~!!!!! OMG . hehhs xDDDD woooooooooooooots . today is coscon lors~! ii see like not so many ppl go leis~ ii think matsuri will bomb more xDDD hahahahaha . anyways , it's boring today~~ hehhs . tired~!!!! ohs~! i'm like practising my song la ~~!!!! it's called .. ehs ... minna daisuki ~! by buono . second opening song for shugo chara~! damn nice T.T hehhs xDD okok la .. ii go sing lerhhs . cya ~ muacks . want the song ? listen from me xDD nice den i'll send u wahahahahaha . i'm sooooooooooooooooo loving it manx ~!! my wawa~ wait for me okayys . 'm waiting for u .

MY LOVE , you've been gone for so long , u are finally back . thanks to the manga ii read xDD i'm back in love with u .. vampires~

Song: Minna Daisuki (I Love Everyone)
Artist: Buono!

Here is the full version of Buono!'s 4th single, "Minna Daisuki."
Please enjoy.
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LYRICS:

(Romanji)
Purichou hiraitara ironna atashi-tachi
Warattari sumashitari de ukerun desuu
Nani kore kyara janai kedo arisugi tanoshisugi
Maji desu kaa~ tte yuu ka arigato

Maigo ni natte mo kokoro no tamago
daijoubu atashi no toko modotte oide

Kimi to issho ni hora hoppu suteppu janpu
Kimi ga iru kara doruu dorou doroun
Kimi to itsu datte chippu shiroppu hoiippu
Mou ichido kokoro wo anrokku!!

Daisuki da yo minna
Soba ni itai yo Nee~ Suki yo!

Chikoku shisou na asa da Ranchi no oshaberi da
Nanja sorya!!! Ataranai uranai da

Muri ssu kenka shitari medetashi nakanaori
hisabisa ni hansei shimashita

Atashi no zenbu wo shitteru tamago
itsudatte atashi no koto mamotte kureru

Sora made toberu yo hoppu suteppu janpu
Pikaso mitai ni doruu dorou doroun
Okashi wa makasete chippu shiroppu hoiippu
Kyara nari kokoro wo anrokku!!

Hanarenai de minna
Issho ni itai yo Nee~ Zutto!

Naitari warattari mou hitori no jibun
Itsu datte atashi ni genki wo kureru

Kimi to issho ni hora hoppu suteppu janpu
Kimi ga iru kara doruu dorou doroun
Kimi to itsu datte chippu shiroppu hoiippu
Moo ichido kokoro wo anrokku!!

Daisuki da yo minna
Soba ni itai yo Nee~ Suki yo!

(English)
When I open my print club book,
there are so many different versions of us
Laughing, or looking unconcerned, and it's hilarious

What is this? It's not my character,
but there are too many and it's too fun
Seriously~? But, thank you

Even if I'm lost, it's OK
Come back to me, my heart's eggs

Hey, with you, hop, step, jump
Because you're here, drew, draw, drawn
Someday, with you, chip, syrup, whipcream
Unlock my heart one more time!!

I love all of you
I want to be with you, hey~ I love you!

It's a morning I might be late; It's talking over lunch
What's that?!!! An unlucky fortune

It's impossible, we fight, and then we wonderfully make up
For the first time in a while, I apologized

Someday, these eggs that know
everything about me will protect me

I can jump up to the sky, hop, step, jump
Like Picasso, drew, draw, drawn
Leave the snacks to me, chip, syrup, whip
Changing into a character unlocks my heart!!

Don't leave me, everyone
I want to be with you, hey~ forever!

Crying and laughing, there's another me
Someday, it'll give me energy

Hey, with you, hop, step, jump
Because you're here, drew, draw, drawn
Someday, with you, chip, syrup, whip
Unlock my heart one more time!!

I love all of you
I want to be with you, hey~ I love you!


8/09/2008 10:42:00 PM my heartful song Y


HAPPY NATIONAL DAT MINNA SAN~!


8/09/2008 12:07:00 AM my heartful song Y

Thursday, August 7, 2008

gal onli if i can be like u . onli if i can learn to be like u .

special someone : ii miss u , when will u be back . sighs . i'll wait for u .


sighs.
how do i start . dunno . sighs .
do u even .. argh .nvm . wadever it is okayys . bye .
no mood~! i wan cry le la .

i'm like having a fucking fever . sighs . sick .
hope i pass exam tmr . sighs

anyways , happy birthday kor ~


8/07/2008 11:01:00 PM my heartful song Y


sighs.
how do i start . dunno . sighs .
do u even .. argh .nvm . wadever it is okayys . bye .
no mood~!

hope i pass exam tmr . sighs


8/07/2008 11:01:00 PM my heartful song Y

Monday, August 4, 2008

to wait and wait and wait . sighs .
why do i feel like everythings gonna repeat itself .
am i thinking too much .

gal i nid u .
bud sighs . i dunno how to approach euu anymore .
i disappoint u too much in everything .
i dunno who can i tell my things to .
i realli dont .
now , i cant kp much to my blog to .
reason : onli i noe .
i'll tell u why ya .
sighs . gal ah gal . sighs . how i wish .
i can talk to u like last time~~~
i noe u have ur own problems .
why cant i just handle everything myself .
it looks like i cant grow up .
i can be independent . i kip on replying on ppl .
maybe cause i'm scared . to be alone . i cant face problems .
i run away from reality before trying to accept it .
which made me suffer the past 6 mths . the necklace .
i so long to take it out . bud it gives me a used to wearing it that type of feeling.
bud it's from him . i dont wanna be reminded . sighs . although i feel nth now .
bud ya . sorry for complaining so much . i miss euu gal . i realli realli do . missing euu soooo much . sighs . we always go out .... spent not much time just the two of us . it's so sad la . just to think abt it . sighs . u free , i not , i free u not . wth canx . sighs .......................................

oh my , if this is realli pms ,
i pray for it to go away soon .
it's kills~! i cant take it .
i dont wanna experience any of this feelings anymore .


omg la . why is my blog getting all so emo . argh . where are the happiness~!?
omg . wad's wrong with me . i don wanna be . like how i used to be .
in the past half year . it was wrong . totatlly wrong . everything just went wrong wrong wrong . sighs . it hurts ya just thinking abt the process .. lols. ya . stupid.

looking back , the times .
how i missed it .
bud it's all in the past .
nth can change that fact .
it hurts bud .
if it's meant to be den it's meant to be .

i'll rmb =))

GAL~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ii got so many rubbish wanna kp to u T.T ii miss euu terribly sighs .


8/04/2008 09:45:00 PM my heartful song Y


fuck . i still don have the mood to study . sighs . must realli pass my econs sias . settling my money prob xDD hehhs . personal~ buy too much things =.= bud it's gonna be ok le ~ of course with a high price to pay la . macham trade u noe ?! lols . so must pass exam if fail ahs must pay 600+ to retake leis ~!!!! omg la . anyways , been staying home for the past 2 days and today . daved up to 80 dolars le xDD happy =DD hehhs . tmr sianed .. going the 7th month dinner ..

gal , i miss euu . come out soon and play okayys . =D
national day coming le .. sighs . so fast .. so fucked up .. mood not so good these few days .


i miss you calling me piggy
i miss calling you zhu ren
i miss the times back then
i miss the times where you tell me so many things
i miss the time when i talk to you
i miss everything
i'm just so missing you nowadays . sighs .

my show's gonna end this wednesday . requested to watch it with u . realli hope that u can . bud if u cant . then , it's alrights . ilu still .


8/04/2008 04:56:00 PM my heartful song Y

Sunday, August 3, 2008

list of club 21 stores xDDD

A|X ARMANI EXCHANGE Ngee Ann City 6736 4741
A|X ARMANI EXCHANGE Paragon 6732 5726
A|X ARMANI EXCHANGE Vivo City 6376 9646
ARMANI COLLEZIONI Takashimaya 6735 8063
ARMANI JEANS Isetan Orchard 6734 5730
ARMANI JUNIOR Takashimaya 6733 5722
BALENCIAGA Hilton Hotel 6733 8270
BERLUTI Ngee Ann City 6736 3695
BETULA Forum 6735 2602
BLACKJACK Forum 6735 0975
CK & DKNY ACCESSORIES Isetan Orchard 6733 1294
CK CALVIN KLEIN Forum 6735 8278
CK CALVIN KLEIN Ngee Ann City 6737 8837
CK CALVIN KLEIN Paragon 6836 1355
CK CALVIN KLEIN Isetan Orchard 6736 1467
CK MENS Isetan Scotts 6836 7866
CLUB 21 GALLERY Four Seasons Hotel 6887 5451
CLUB 21 LADIES Four Seasons Hotel 6235 0753
CLUB 21 MEN Four Seasons Hotel 6732 4531
D&G Forum 6733 9860
DIESEL Forum 6735 3387
DIESEL Paragon 6732 3525
DIESEL Vivo City 6376 9007
DKNY Isetan Orchard 6735 7318
DKNY Palais Renaissance 6734 0811
DKNY Takashimaya 6734 4359
DKNY JEANS Isetan Scotts 6235 2031
DKNY KIDS Forum 6736 4566
DKNY KIDS Takashimaya 6734 5838
DOLCE & GABBANA Hilton Hotel 6737 2369
DONNA KARAN Hilton hotel 6735 8891
DRIES VAN NOTEN Hilton Hotel 6884 9350
EMPORIO ARMANI Forum 6734 5766
GIORGIO ARMANI Hilton Hotel 6734 4025
ISHOP Cathay Cineleisure 6622 8988
ISSEY MIYAKE Hilton Hotel 6732 5514
JIL SANDER Hilton Hotel 6734 4036
KIDS 21 Forum 6737 2306
KIDS 21 Isetan Scotts 6733 5722
KIDS 21 Paragon 6738 2339
MARC BY MARC JACOBS Ngee Ann City 6734 5765
MARINA RINALDI Forum 6732 9727
MARNI Hilton Hotel 6735 3118
MAX & CO Isetan Scotts 6733 5393
MAX & CO Takashimaya 6737 7221
MAX MARA Forum 6738 5561
MAX MARA Ngee Ann City 6738 0058
MULBERRY Hilton Hotel 6887 5100
MULBERRY Changi Airport T3 6242 4842
PAUL SMITH Hilton Hotel 6737 8861
PAUL SMITH Isetan Orchard 6735 0667
POMELLATO Hilton Hotel 6235 3152
TWELVE 21 Forum 6735 6134
VILEBREQUIN Forum 6737 2306

sad ahs.. max % co . maxmara . marina rinaldi all going no more lerhhs T.T sobs...

anyways .. ii miss my darling . =)) byebye . watching shugo chara ..
ATASHI NO KOKORO UNLOCK~!


8/03/2008 05:01:00 PM my heartful song Y

Saturday, August 2, 2008

ohs~! and jo the malay song realli very nice . u noe got one day dunno whys emo hors .. den listen the song repeatedly until i fell asleep at night leis xDD hehhs . nowadays also . very nice song . love it . thanks gal . miss euu . muacks ..

title : i'm sorry , goodbye .


8/02/2008 10:41:00 PM my heartful song Y


ghost festival started lerhhs xDD hehhs xDD go home early is the best thing~~~ =DDD national day coming lerhhs ~~~~ yayys hahahahahahas . bored~!

argh~~~ ii wanna watch P2 !!! more details http://www.shaw.sg/sw_moviedetails.aspx?filmCode=216%20215%20232%20137%20118%20112%20147%2065%20109%2055%2020%20158%2047%2064%20101%20113 anyone wan go watch with me ?! hehhs xDD

anyways , ytd went opp sch .. den went to mac and co xDD hehhs xDD whees .. so long nv see them . den go with journey to the cathay . brought her to black alice shop.. nice sias bud even more ex la ... stick to haru and alice 88th better . there de things all 200-300++++ derhhs lehhs~!! omg la.. bud very very nice T.T anyways . i bought kamichama karin chu book 1 ~! second series of kamichama karin . omg damn nice la . cant wait for the next one . hohoho . ohs . den ytd went to darling's house hahhs pass things .. den ii ard 10+ den go home.. so far xDD bud surprisingly ii reach home less den half an hour hahahas~!! den today ... so lazy . don feel like going out . ohs den tmr zermine jio me go out . den end up he say last min cant =.= anyways xDD he ask me attend his photoshoot leis next time . he say take for me ii was like O.O omg la XDDD hahahas . hehhs . one day nv go out save 20++ le .. today nv go out .. tmr nv go out .. ii think ii got the most 50 le ~~ den monday agn nv go out tuesday oso stay home study .. den 100 ~! yayys . omg . econs like coming le la ~!!! how ii very scared don have the mood to study roars~! jo~ i'm waiting for ur story . updates okays . waiting for darling's ghost story too xDD hehhs . nelvinder~~ nore update on sch pls~!!! hehhs . ehs ..ppl ii very very free leis . jio mii out okayys ~!

ohs finally kathering came back~~~ no more MIA LOLS . XDD .

omg la . my things ii nid to pay for body line =437 ii guess . cant rmb .
plus miwitch de... 300+ OMG la .. give me 1k manx . i'll pay it all .
hehhs . ii think not enough lors . shit manx ii think ii spend alot alot alot sias ... u noe.. my posb update .. last mth ii spend 2k plus leis ~!!!!! alot hors.. omg omg . hehhs . okayys luhhs . stop here xDD

byesbyes minnasan~~~


8/02/2008 10:32:00 PM my heartful song Y


Welcome to my world =D
Love is like a river,
will cut a new path;
whenever it meets an obstacle.
-MYWORLDMYSTYLE<3-




germaine
♫A.k.a gmaine
neko , kitty desu~
♫040391. 十九歳です
♫aika kuroda . 愛華黒田
sacss sec 5.3'08 still missing it
♫melior business school ( tourism and hospitality )
♫inoue school of language and art
♫sgcafer , mystically.me ♥
♫guitarist dechu
♫black♥candy
♫cosplayer , lolita & vkei
♫大好きだよ。愛してる。恋しくて。
www.aika-kuroda.deviantart.com
f4baby@hotmail.com

大好き
HE who stole my heart
BELOVED friends
♠♥SUBCULTURE cosplay , GLP , visual kei
UNSPOKEN TRUTH FORBIDDEN LOVE ♥
♠DOLLS
♠CATS and to meow
♠KUROMI
♠SINGING
♠JAPANESE
♠BLACK

大嫌い
liars
to be alone
insects
heights
the truth
gossipers
BackSTABBERS
betrayers
hypocrites


Moretime
LOVEfrom everyone
ELECTIC GUITAR
♥More MONEY
♥More HAPPINESS
VIVIENNE WESTWOOD LIGHTER AND ACCESSORIES
♥to buy comme des garcons shirt ! play series
to buy my 1st dollfie xD
to buy my 2nd dollfie xD
to buy my 3rd dollfie xD
to buy my 4th dollfie xD
to go to afa xD
to enjoy AFA 09
♥to buy another electric guitar
♥to to master my guitar xD
to go japan
♥to go to japan agn
♥to continue my manga drawing class
to continue my japanese class E1
to continue my japanese class E2
to continue my japanese class E3
to pass jlpt4
♥to pass jlpt3
to get my vera wang princess pink ver. perfume
♥to pass my exams and grad for my adv dip course
♥to have a new handphone
♥for my friends and family to be healthy and safe
♥to know ***
♥to achieve my biggest wish ! =)) <33

Cosplay 計画
COMPLETED
my DA . to see pictures of my cos

私がたいと思う何をし
♥ludwig kakumei
♥pita ten

過去
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November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
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March 2009
April 2009
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June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
April 2010
May 2010
June 2010
July 2010
September 2010
December 2010

音楽


MusicPlaylist
Music Playlist at MixPod.com

JUBEAT
Calender
2010 cosplay events ( to be updated )
28/5-30/5 : L2P
31/5-6/6 ( 5/6 ) : STARFEST
13/6 : STREETFEST
18/6-20/6 : THE GATHERING
3/7 : MASCOT PARADE
3/7-4/7 : COSFEST
9/7-11/7 : TGX
10/12-12/12 : STGCC
話します




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大好きの友達
alicia . pot
ivy . xingan .
amelia . mei .
zhi hao . kor
kelly . kel
janelle . boyfriend =))
christable . ah bel
priscilla . pris
joanna . banana <3
katherine . kat <3
yinjie =))
cheryl . rin
wenya =))
gwendolyn tan =))
zhen xiu =))
tian qin =))
geraldine wong =))
adel =))
pearle
charmaine siew . lao shi
jermaine =))
rebecca =))
desmond . oozeblood
amelia =))
genevieve =))
esther ye . shumin
janus =DD
shilah =DD
adabelle =D
heidey =D
alvin . darling <33
hazel . reira
kolyn
katherine . mei .
jin cai kor
monkey didi . xiuting .
wilson

SGCAFERS
sgcafe =))
maiko =D
angelica =D
mijipon =D
poh lin . mirandamana <3
shana chan . =)
ayu ~
elina .snowkitten . <3
crestryn . rin .
winnie . DROP. ♪
felicia . yuuki , darling .
mel . rand0mnez
xbong
kaiyyy
raygonda . レイ . ojousama~!
destiny =D
yoshihiro inoue
junjie . ozora
gwen . dol-hime <3
visual shoxx
vanessa . aiiki <3
vogue_ace =D
shiroro =D
wenjin
darius . flamemeleonbread
eriol . kamijiji
ex14 . joel . papa .
akaritsu . labu <33
hatake_boy . azunyan
xMinoru
wenjin
kami.kaze
kira maru
shiro約束
jayem . haruse =D
nicholas
alice.cullen
akira
kagami
asakuralala . oli .
nooboii
Athrun2085 . fluffy .
astaroth . jamie .
1.5k DSBC . club .
sgcafe jubeat mon team
mystics
tsukigawashin
minisuka
kiwi . vernice
sgAMIRUL
negi
stellar . rinya
namiko
shawn . yukihoshi
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