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Monday, March 29, 2010

yo minna ! sry sry for the lack of pictures LOL siannn ....

saw a phrase if i can rmb it clearly - for the one i love , i will sacrifice .

anyways , i watching macross frontier now 8D whees .

omggg . okays . was raining ..

went to guitar lessons ~ bought myself a vivienne westwood necklace , a small rabbit keychain and a hibari keychain wahahaha . love love !

hoho . nowadays all my plans become crossdressing plans LOL . den all the yaoi . omg .

wad is wrong with me D: my god !

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh . okok . den aft lesson , went to daiso .. den aft that went to buy sushi and stuffs . den chat chat . CHAT alot with snow agn D: awwwww . now i feel like . i can only tell her stuffs D:! meow . oh wells .

xDD labu labu ma LOL XD nyahaha .

this week study week . jiayou le ! XD nyahahaha .

ahhhhhhhhhhhh . i am bored . how i wanna go out D: movie ! XD shall go call ppl le .

anyways , i will start watching macross frontier because of the songs . damn nice ~~ XDD

kaes la ~ jaa !

3/29/2010 11:57:00 PM my heartful song Y

YOHOO MINNA .

okays . i noe i don have the guy's face but i am gonna try !

roars !

up on my list got

basil

hibari

squalo

viper

fong

and i cant rmb LOL yes ! from khr LOL . all the yaoi pairings is loved .

anyways . kinda zzz . baka oniisan . sighs . seems like he forgot abt the majong session with my mama ne . D: sadded okays . roars ! no mood =.= .

think abt it nias zzz . roars !

okays~~ XD my leg full of mosquito bites sias omg X_X . jiu ming ahhh ..

today completed KHR ! xD yay !

hmmm got nanoha grp outing just now ~ meow . was ok ~

bought myself new earpiece . my god freaking pink =.= i wan red ~ oh wells ~ jaaaa !

3/29/2010 12:41:00 AM my heartful song Y

Saturday, March 27, 2010

YOHOO MINNA .

FIRST I WANT TO SAY CONGRATS TO JESUKE AND AYA AND KRISTY AND THE REST OF THE 3 GRPS FOR WINNING THE COMPE TO GO TO KOREA XD OMGGG .

hahahaha .

OKAYS .

on the 26th . went to play jubeat at TKA DBG . wah lau eh . the machines there is =.= . i switched 3 machines kaes . den zone x de wasnt that good either though . but better D:

den i was suppose to have photoshoot ma . end up ssa din bring my stuffs . so ange went on to have the shoot lo . was at fortcanning . den ssa help me take fashion shots . lol . sry la . i not model i dunno how to pose ma . roars !

den aft tat , makan , den go home !

den today !!!

WCS . woke up prepared etc ... den head down to west coast plaza ~ compe already started etc ~ den see see omgggg . all was so nice xD esp jes and aya ~ XD love love !!

camwhored with many today too ~ photos in FB . xD haha want see den go see urself ~ nyahaha .

den aft tat nuaaaa den ate subway den ard 7+8+ went to clementi TKA . den play jubeat with kil . meow . haha . i wan practise coming true . just unlocked . played 2 times . got B ? i think XD so ya .. must jia you . i play until my fingers pain can . sighs ...

anyways ! i miss my gf and i miss korkor ... so long nv talk to them le D: sigh . msn also no talk lo ! sms also no have D: is sadded !!!

OH I BOUGHT MY KHR BADGES =D . HIBARI XD

hoho . i said i wanna try cos hibari . i shall try kaes ... newbie in crossdressing . i got my dino le . ~ thanks pat ! she say ask waiyi . don wan laaa .ppl will paiseh lol . it's like yaoi la ! my god x_X . dino x hibari HOHO . coughs .

anyways , my costume arrived le ! can cos for moy ~ XDD surprise kaes ! XD nyahaha .

anyways , have been chionging KHR for the past 1 week . now episode 140 le ~ omg . i noe i am slow . aft khr chiong macross xDDD

if i got the time that is . next week is study break le .. den exams . sighs stressed lei . i must pass . no pass = fail = retake = pay $$ agn T_T my goddddd .

STRESSSSSSSSSSS AHHHHHHHHHH .

and i feel sick agn D:

nono is i haven ok =.= ! fish .

my leg still itching from the mosquito bites D:

and aft exams , gonna work at yoshi restaurent there le . got snow snow working in school there. omg when can i start my jap class agn?!

and my sch now very wad lo . wan do crash course . fish them . no break at all ok . no holiday break . don have ! study week is the only holiday break =.=

kaes la , i go watch my anime le ~ tata ~ i wanna complete asap .

tmr got nanoha outing . i sure feel damn weird cause i dunno most of them D:

3/27/2010 11:38:00 PM my heartful song Y

Thursday, March 25, 2010

yosh !

okays .

monday

nv go guitar

tuesday

din go outing

wed today

aft sch , went to ps get contacts ,

went to dajie there chat chat

den went home ..

has been watching KHR these 3 days . watched until 68 le .

hibari is so loved =x

meow .

haha

okays . later on . i know i have to go alot of places but i don even know where i have to go =.=!!

okays . i feel tempted for arcade shit ! lol . shld i go CS to play ? since there are not so many peeps there ?

den aft tat , meet up with fren to collect something , den have to pass ayu wiggy .

den maybe go find mama ? lol ! den i can buy the E-MA sweet i am so addicted to =.=

omg ... but it cost like 4.95 for a small circle D: OTL . my god .

oh wells !

gomen didi , jo , kat , cant go to sentosa with you . i am rather busy these days . we go another day kaes ! XD

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh .

i nid money =x LOL . exams next week and i din noe until teacher was saying den i was like ?!

oh wells , aft tat den start to work properly for yoshi le D: . i nid money . i don wan ask from mama . omg .

I NID TO RESIST TEMPTATION OMG . i cant .

i fail D:

oh wells . i feel so tired . thinking wanna chiong morning go arcade . LOL it feels like last time man . but different thing is i'm alone now . hmmm .

everything seems so different now , people changes , some changes so fast , they left you behind . maybe they dont really think that they left you behind but you can feel it . cause it's you .

the care and concern , the laughters , chats etc . has been reduced as the days goes by . sad huh . oh wells . wad to do T_T

ok la . i shall chiong arcade . gmaine jiayou ! xD loves loves myself ~

so many secrets , i cant say out , happy and sad . ahhh . so !!!! . roars ! meow .

happy - think abt it and smile to myself . sad - just put it aside and try not to care .

so yea . ganbatte ne . daijoubu desu yo .

kantan desu .

jaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa mata ne !

oyasuminasai .

3/25/2010 01:08:00 AM my heartful song Y

Saturday, March 20, 2010

yo minna !

i was nearly late for work ! omg X_X

wore maido agn today !! right below the pic is on friday de . den second de is saturday de ! XD

i noe i look weird LOL . my sharon wig is loved !

okays ! today more ppl came . much more fun . so happy to see everyone . well , not almost everyone . so ya..

oh just wanted to say thanks yoshi for the uber huge stitch and kuromi

korkor , u don nid catch for me le .. thanks .

den yea . took loads of photos . really alot okays . sian . i posted in fb le ! XDD nyahahaha .

had lots of fun la basically xD . OH . and i bought like 6 packs of nail art , 17 nail polish LOL damn funneh .

den den . er . er . yes . finally work is finisheddd ! hoho ! happy .

den later , nid to prepare den head down to iluma . heard that the blazblue grp meeting there also . lols . meow .

anyways , let's see my plan for next week D:

monday ,

guitar

tuesday ,

umineko grp outing

ben's and jerry's

wed ,

thurs ,

friday ,

photoshoot

sat

wcs

sunday

nanoha grp outing

cant really rmb wad else . i nid collect ~ pass stuffs X_X my god . and i'll be start working at yoshi restaurent with my dear snow at the school . can meet up with her like almost everyday ? LOL

i wanna start up on my intermidiate jap le D:

pls ! i am dying omg X_X

kk . i shall go slp early early .

my bed is full of toys ! XD nyahahahaha . daisuki !

I AM CURRENTLY CRAZY OVER FINAL FANTASY lol .

got alot to do =.= . 2 is ppl request me de . den another 2 is i wanna do .

LOL a GUY . my god . wish me luck XD

3/20/2010 11:38:00 PM my heartful song Y

Thursday, March 18, 2010

YOHOO MINNA . BEEN SO LONG =X HAHA

okays ! on the 16th!

aft sch , went to meet hayate at zone x . he play djtech , i play jubeat . nobody ma.. so play for 1 hr LOL . been so long since i've touched it D: din want to actually cause i am now lan until sibei jia lat D: . but nvm . if got chance i practise agn kaes XD nya . man man lai ba D: .

den went to cityhall~~~

went to celebrate angeline's bdae =)

met her , etine , simeon , andy , yokey and marcus .

den we head down to sakae sushi xD yays for salmon ! xD and my hotate !! love love !

den aft tat , we went to the arcade .. catched 3 toys agn xD played taiko ~ played majong ~ meow . played time crisis ~~ XDD .

den we took neo ..

den head to plaza sing .. marcus nid buy thing ..

den went to the cathay to eat ben's and jerry !

den aft tat , went to the level 1 . wah lau . got this couple . catch the kuromi i wanted . but they got stocks left so heng D: . i no choice den sms ah kor de lo ! hmph ! i still rmb i don wan talk to him cause he say , don wan me also can . ok lo . u good u liddat . nvm i got cheryl xD . nyaha . but den i realised only got korkor who can catch for me D: so i smsed him . i will be guai guai le D: wont ignore you le . jia you for compe .

den on the 17th !

met etine , marcus , lyre , kuro , greg and one more guy at chinatown . den we went to buy cloth . den head down to orchard to meet angeline and simeon . den we wore wiggies ma XD nyahaha . den went to the anime fair ~~ XDD . i saw xiaoxu , he din see me . meow .

den went over to isetan scotts . shaw , bought tickets for up in the air .

den went to the kyushu fair in the supermarket . den we went to makan .. some of us eat long johns , some ate pasta mania , some ate subway ... den aft tat , went for our movie le .

the movie is D:! lol . the ending sucks sias . no happy ending LOL .

den aft tat .. we went to ion to nua .. den chat abt alot of things funny funny . xD den aft a while , we all go home le XD nyahaha .

den the 18th !

i went to kallang collect my vivienne westwood bag omg . xD love it !

den went to liang court to atsuki find akimme to get my bag and shoes XD

den wen to kino while waiting for pino . den OMG . I SAW SO MANY HIIRO NO KAKERA ART BOOKS OKAYS . 2 OF THEM COST 47.50 ANOTHER 2 COST 56.80 1 COST 60+ AND I SAW THE TRINITY BLOOD ART BOOK CAUSE 47.50 OMG OMG . I WAN . end up i bought 1 art book D: and 1 manga . i was practically fan girling over the whole art book XD lol ESP MY RYOUUUUUUUU . lol he damn shuai la ok .

den aft tat , met pino le , saw my yumeiro patissier gacha agn ! den i got 3 . but still not the ones i wan D: . next time i shall camp at the machine D: .

den we took bus to novena . den mrt-ed down to amk . den go tailor hse . omg laaa . the costumes are nice . but we still left alot of sewing and etc to do D: my god . alot of work to be done . den the weapons too . my god . no time no time . left 1 week only D: den the competition le D: so stress . dunno la . first time join competition . den still nid performance , voice talent etc D: my god . jiu ming . must jia you le . really D: . nid to get alot of things .

i think i next week also busy sias D:

i sat aft work nid to rush buy ingrediants le D: for sunday . not only nid to cook for korkor now , need to cook for dear cheryl . meow . aika ganbatte ! XDD nyan .

hai ! i nid to rest early . tmr sch le , rush down to event already D: . meow . see ya all ! love ya !

gomen i lazy upload photos XD

3/18/2010 11:00:00 PM my heartful song Y

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

baka oniisama .

roars!

shall change back to oniisan . hmph !

he good. i will rmb what he say !

nvm . i still got cheryl ! hmph !

i shall be xiao qi gui . don talk to you.

don talk to me it's ok de ma no meh ? roars.

3/16/2010 03:01:00 AM my heartful song Y

YO MINNA .

okays . i stayed home the whole day LOL .

my cheque banked in le ! yes !

but it is gonna be gone in poof . cause nid to pay off alot of things D:

anyways . woke up at 2pm plus xD nyahaha

den er , went to use com .. until ard 5+ wah lau stupid starhub . my whole block cut off la . den until now den can use D: sad sias .... den in between , i was drawing , playing non online games , nuaing , playing DS . wah buay tahan . i super felt like going out lo D:!

so ya . that summarize the end of my day dechu !

and i wanna take pastry lessons D: .

got the nitec that one sias . i was searching . den i found it den i was like wah ! i wan =x

but mama nowadays busy D: so cant ask her ba .

anyways , i have another GF ~! =x -coughs-

she is cheryl ! =D love her many many . 140310 . WHITE DAY OKOK . lol .

meow meow . i got a present for her . confirm she will love me loads loads loads ! XD cant wait to pass it to her meow !

pic is chingay day 1

3/16/2010 01:07:00 AM my heartful song Y

Sunday, March 14, 2010

yohoo minna . today i am home early .
i cant use my com due to my papa slping in the room -.-
roars !

anyways , today woke up late . den used com awhile , den went to meet pino at arab street . the shops din open .
and i lost my anna sui comb D:~!

den we went to art friend bought some stuffs for the weapon .
den i saw sarah ang .. aw ... so long nv see her xD miss her xD haha .

den went to chinatown to buy cloths . wah lau one uncle cheat me . i mean he nv tell me price go cut the cloth already wth =.=

den no choice nid to buy lo sianed ...

i still nid buy shoe , fix up the weapon etc . nya .
omg . so scared la . pino also feel stressed . dunno can enter the competition not . i mean . stage fright . and must jia you lo . left 2 weeks nias D:

aft tat , went over to tailor aunty shop . den ask her on tips how to sew etc . took measurements .. den on the 20th night going back den sew sew some stuffs also D: alot of hard work sias ! making of costume and prop . alot $$ fly also . LOL .

omg i dunno if i can make it not . very scared i will fail leis D: aika ganbatte.

den i cabbed home lo. it took ard 10 - 15min for me to reach home from amk LOL fast hors !

sry today cant upload pics also D: refer to first sentence ^ upup !

ANYWAYS , mama cried alot today .
uncle dennis passed away . he is my mama boss .
he's a very nice person .
i wanna attend his funeral .
noone noes abt his death besides my family and the japanese .
cause work for JTB ma . he is really a very good person D:
died cause of cancer . sighs .
my mama worked for him for more den 30 years le .
tmr is suppose to be their company anniversary .
but end up they gonna announce that boss died .
well , rest in peace ya . we'll all miss you .

and .. i was thinking of 20th night aft cathay job chiong go buy ingrediants D: don think can le . no time .. D: sianed ... shall see when... maybe 18th i go buy those dried ingrediants first . den 19th / 20th see how la .
yawns . tired . will be slping early i guess . bye bye !

3/14/2010 10:27:00 PM my heartful song Y

yo minna .

no energy le X_X damn tiring . sighs .

wont post pics for today . maybe tmr i upload photos .

damn fever + headache . my god i wan to die already .

anyways , today i wore the alice in wonderland jsk XD nyahaha .

den went to meet ayu den go collect my shoes from ssa den head down to cathay xD

we are working under akibanana la . not much ppl but expect more for next week =D xD

and omg . I SAW A FREAKING CUTE KUROMI OK . omg . is so cute . winter wear with a treble clef on the head D: i tried to catch but failed . den i saw alot ppl trying to catch i wanted to curse the machine =.= but i think wait i ownself wan catch cannot D:

sadded ! aw . anyways met alot ppl today ! not bad hahaha i rmb .. i forgot her name=.= asked me go for the akibanana boot camp in may LOL my god . den liddat i really gonna work in maid cafe . i bet snow they all will be like . see ! i told u , she's suitable to work in maid cafe etc den start LOL-ing . lol .

omg i really cant type properly sighs D: emo emo . abt alot stuffs oh wells ! i don wanna think abt it anymore ~

trinity blood is loved lots lots agn agn ~ XD

3/14/2010 12:54:00 AM my heartful song Y

Saturday, March 13, 2010

reality hurts man ! it still do . hah

i feel bored of life .

meow .

3/13/2010 11:05:00 AM my heartful song Y

YOHOO MINNA ~

I ARE BACK DECHU .

and yes . i have not recovered . i am a bu ting hua de xiao mei lol ! i cant control myself .

i wonder who can wahahahaha . i will pei fu the person . can control germaine tan sias .

roars .

okays . went IT fair with rhyn , kakashit and chunfong . lol see so many things XD so many ppl luhhs D: . den i went to see my japan phones ahhh ! tempted D: the newest cost 800+ my god !

i rather fly to japan to get one D:

i wanna go japan agn . i wan go visit saki they all D: i wanna go the gakuen festival and the natsu matsuri in japan D: oh my . i shall migrate there =x just joking !

lol . den i bought hair dye honey orange =.= it looks the same . i forgot my hair length nid 2 bottles LOL . nvm anotehr day xD nyahaha .

den the next day , meet haziq , korkor , cheryl and another guy , we go watch movie . watched zuo ren . wah lau eh i cry alot can ! and laugh alot also =.= forever liddat de . make u cry den make u laugh roars ! nice show . there is so much that i wanna watch somemore luhhhh . roars .

den before movie , we roam ard cine ( i stm )

okok before that , aft sch went to far east .. wanted to find kenji . end up he not there i talk to the boss . he hiring hairstylist D: meow talked alot xD nyahaha .

den i went to look for snow . she working at the private sale ma . den went back to marc by marc jacobs . aw . i miss them can ! but i was kinda sad when i was there . shall not say why D: oh wells . sighs . den OMG . got kyushu fair ! bought my hotate . my love ok ! hahahahaha . i love love love it alot . shall go hokkiado eat nicer ! =x hoho

den aft tat went to ion meet haziq and korkor . den went to buy taiyaki . thanks kor for the taiyaki and haziq for the macca tea ! XD nya . den aft tat cheryl came we go gai gai . walk to cine . den stopped by a place sit down makan cause was drizzling . OMG . I SO WANNA GO THE ANIME SHOWDOWN D: SIANNN . shall see when i free i ownself go see see =x meow . loner LOL . den er .

go cine le , I SAW HER . HAHA . see her nias , become happy le =X . hahaha ! from not so happy become happy also LOL . meow .

den we went to plaza sing . den they wanted to play arcade . reach le arcade saw hy . den korkor like sian sian . den we went to zone x instead XD i wanted to catch my kuromi D: really really liked it alot D: sads T_T but like so hardddddd . sighs . oh wells D: no luck D:

den aft tat go meet the other guy den go for movie . aft movie go makan . ( oh it was aft movie that i saw her LOL ) den they went to play pool . i sit there look at them play =x meow . XD

den aft tat walked to plaza sing arcade , saw yoshinori said hi . saw xiaohau88 and gengar they all . i wonder they got hit jackpot not . den nua there awhile den go home le omg so tired tired ok !

den on the way home chatted alot . ALOT with snow . abt ALOT of things sighs . thinking abt it = D: T_T! i dun wan ! but but i cant cause it's hard sighs . taihen desu ! D: kanashii....D:

sighs ! roars . i wan post in my rant blog but but but it's so dangerous my god . this big prob that i am having i cant tell anyone except snow D: sighs . gg laaaa D: help me man . kami sama ! D:

i got the schedule le D: . tmr will be helping out till 7pm D:

19th will be helping out till 9pm den 20th 8pm i think i cant rmb .

i have to go home early to slp sias .

cause 21st is korkor compe le .

den i have to wake up early early . really early to prepare and deliver his bento in time XD .

gomen that my skills not so good . so if not so much don mind ah =XX . i noe u big eater LOL .

den yea . omg . i feel so tired now . busy busy these few days D: i cant wait for my cheque to bank in so many things to pay D: sobs . cries !

i just bought 2 tops for my doll . xD she is so cute xD the chibiest aiko chan xD she is still loves . ren rei and amaya . all still doing well . esp amaya . the super ex de D: ahhh ! meow .

anyways , if any of you all wanna come visit me at cathay come tell me kaes ! wah sian . cannot cos must wear lolita . re si ren ah !!! D: i shall request can i do maido with ayu =x den i can wear my neko set ! XD hoho =x goshujinsama ~ =x coughs coughs LOL . ok laaa . i really nid go slp le .

had a tiring but fun day ! thanks all ! love ya ~

more photos in fb ~

and then agn , to oniisama and tomodachi , get well soon !

right at the bottom was taken when i go to the it fair

followed by outing

and taiyaki

and the yogurt which made me cough agn D:

and nicely decorated kuromi xD nya

3/13/2010 12:55:00 AM my heartful song Y

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

yo ! tmr going to IT fair !!! XDD nyahahaha .
okays busy busy day !! XD

haha . okays . i am so busy la ! okays D: i cant rmb wad to type D:
ahhh . nvm nvm xD nyaha .

tmr i come home see got wad to update ma la hors . xD bye !

xDDD

ps : get well soon korkor !!! XD sry if i really passed to you the sickness D:
friday pass u herbal tea kaes ! =D

3/10/2010 10:08:00 PM my heartful song Y

oh oh ! i keep forgetting to post things D: ahh !

yoshi asked me to helped out at his restaurant . i was like every week give schedule ah . i not everyday can work hors . f&b is liddat de ma . every week de XD no mehh . lol . so yea . i asked him how much his mum paying . waiting for reply . and and shld be ard 5+ the most ? lesser den tat i shall not =.= roars . meow . but his there slack de leis . i guess o.o lols ! xD meow . hmmm i asked him got uniform ? he say wear lolita =.= i smack him . u noe how ma fan it is to serve in lolita LOL . u ask me wear my maido i don mind la =X or just normal de ok =.= roars !

kaes laaaaa . getting tired X_X

3/10/2010 06:36:00 PM my heartful song Y

yay ! er . deleted my cosplay plans section cause i am lazy to update =x lol ! XD nya . simple blog is loved

3/10/2010 06:34:00 PM my heartful song Y

YOHOO MINNA .

okays . i din go to school agn D:
oh wells , woke up and felt my throat so dry my god .

has been stoning in front of my com ever since D:
anyone , wanna go food expo ? D: got one at suntec , another at expo . see la huh .

oh wells , woke up feeling much much better dechu ~
but still got the sian sian feeling .. my face is like -.- now de lol serious !

ahh i got nth much to post eh D: shall go eat my porridge le . meow .
jaa !!! this weekend and next weekend will be busy for me D:

ganbatte ne !

3/10/2010 04:34:00 PM my heartful song Y

maybe , i shld try to get used to being alone .

maybe that is how i really shld be ya ?

maube ....

who knows .

sighs .

who will be there for me when i nid them ?

i wonder .

maybe . noone ?

myself agn . and my toys . hah . yea .

off to bed . hopefully i can T_T

寂しいと悲しいですよね。

本当に大嫌いです。

さようなら～

3/10/2010 12:01:00 AM my heartful song Y

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

konbanwa minna .

note : sry kolyn , that i end up nv go . really sorry . i owe you a present kaes ! loves . hope you've enjoyed ur day . one year older le . jia yous for everything kaes ! -hugs-

meow . today dunno why . honestly whole day no mood D: . sighs .

so many things running in my mind D:

woke up today .. like a zombie . the medicine effect haven wear off . head was feeling super heavy .

doing everything half awake . slept on the way to school . slept while waiting for teacher .

my god . it has been so long since i was like that .

it was a very tiring day for me le . aft school , i went to tampines to collect my pay cheque . 500+ ~ yay ! budden .. end up they missing one letter D: it was gemaine tan wan yi . my R missing D:

i told them i rather dey don put my eng name =.= the last time dey just put tan wan yi . roars . i think that is so much better D: . den chatted with the peeps etc . aw . really missed them alot . D: . sighs .

den oh ! before going to hairinn , went to arcade played jubeat . fish la . seriously . long time no touch = super lan = no mood + no feel budden still bu shuang so continue play . play until all my nails chui agn D: sighs . den i saw , they hiring lei ! D: sian . but i this person . attend events etc . aiya . don work sua . my schedule is so not suitable for working life =.= . oh wells . gomene mama . have to keep taking okane from you D:

den .. i , alone went shopping . yays for germaine tan who went shopping herself agn . my god . =.= . kill me man D: . i mean ya . i don like to go places myself etc . but i cant expect ppl to pei me everywhere ma . so ya . i shall learn ya . i always thought that being alone will be lonely . i hate it la . but i'm trying to get used to it . so ganbatte de .

went mango , bought 1 shorts and a top , went cotton on bought 3 tops .

den i went back to hairinn . i trimmed my fringe . i wanna dye my hair . D: brighter color maybe ? D: dunno will nice not . or shld i just stick to my this color ? it's golden brown .

oh wells , den aft that , i went home le . den waited for ayu to come , den lent her my whole white loli xD is the musical not jsk . lent her with a pair of socks and my shoes =) xD nyahaha . she's gonna look super kawaii . now i think .. i dunno which lolita to wear for saturday D: sighs . red ? blue ? black ? pink ? omg X_X pink and blue is a nono . lol . so left with black and red ... meow . see how agn bahhs . nya .

den after awhile , i headed down to bugis . smsed haziq if hayate was there , pass him the textbook . he say he teach me jap mj i teach him jap lang . ok lo ~ trade ! 8D haha . den reach there . funny sias . i whacked korkor with the textbook =X i already said sry in advance D: don angry me kaes D: i was totally moodless laaaaa . all the way still D: dunno wad's wrong with me . sighs . den played blazblue D: . den catched a few toys ( the thrill is wohoo , worth the moneh ? kill meh i noe you want to ) . nya . i saw a super cute super small piggy in the catch catch machine D: . i shall go try luck one day . it's damn cute la D: . -prays for luck-

den aft chit chat awhile .. den i go find mama . on the way to sim lim square , i went to bugis street . and began shopping alone agn D: and i bought a dress pink one =.= omg . wad's wrong with me . i mean hello~ i shld be buying black stuffs ? it suits meh D: oh wells , and i bought a grey bag . am i trying to add colors into my life ? omg i sound like some sadist D: ahhh ! D:

seriously i can sense myself emo-ing while typing all this =.= and i have not a single clue wad's wrong with me . hello ~ -knockknock- is germaine tan ok =.= . -piak myself- ahh ! don wan care le D: .

den aft going to mama there , went to makan and den end up back home . i slept on the way home too . wanted to take a nap first before online . but gomen . i cant resist the temptation . i mean , unless i very very very tired tat type i confirm will ko let u see lols .

ahhhhhhhh sian . staying at home = eat rubbish = fat . D:

but go out = no where to go , nobody to go with D:

everyone is busy with their own stuffs . and when they are free , i'm the one busy D: D: D: !!! T_T-cries-

someone please bring this kitty out D:

sighs . -emos-

hate it la ok . my god .

my cough has making my mood worst D: ah ! daikirai dechu ! D: dai dai dai dai dai kirai !!!! D: T_T

i'm feeling so lost .. inside ... lost in me . get it ? lols =.=

sighs . meow .

which reminded me . teacher asked me today , what is ur motivation in life .

i cant answer . and i thought , i fail la ok =.= sighs .

if everyday was a dream , someone smack me hard and wake me up from the nightmare D:

Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment.

can i do it ? D:

i have no ideaaaaaa . ah and fish =.= the fonts changed . ahh . forget it man . D: this sucks . big big time .

i suddenly feel like playing the piano . D: but i can only play forbidden love . D: ahh . it brings back memories .

how i wish , it was like the past .. but of course i don wish for it too la . so contridicting hors . cause my past , was filled with , sadness and happiness . lots of sadness . up till now .

with family etc . don always see me so cheerful ah ! i got alot problems also hors ! just tat i don wan show it out nias , i mean be happy smile , others see le will also be happy ma =) so yea . meow .

i'm a complicated person kaes . it's hard to understand me . unless u noe me for long long , den i don nid say anything u also will noe what i thinking , so far only joanna yong managed to do that . oh wells .

tmr lei .. maybe .. shall go meet hayate . for mj lessons D: sighs . no life me no life D: emos .

suan le . today not a good day . big big time .

shall end le . this feels like a super uber long boring wall of text post D: once in awhile nias oh . kaes la .

jaaaaaaaa ! mata ne .

shall find some stupid ugly photo to post D: okays . i cant find so i shall post pic of the character i will be doing for hetalia . she's Seychelles =D she is like too cute and pretty for me D: i sure ruin her chara D:

3/09/2010 08:34:00 PM my heartful song Y

I CANNOT TAKE IT ANYMORE AHH . OMG . KIP COUGHING AND COUGHING . DAMN DRY COUGH D: VERY NAN SHOU LEI . SIGHS . EMO EMO . MY GODDDDDDD .

KILL ME ALREADY T_T . EITHER U BE GONE IF NOT KILL ME KAES !

SHOOOO ! I DON WAN YOU TO COME D:

3/09/2010 12:30:00 AM my heartful song Y

Monday, March 8, 2010

YOHOO . I ARE BACK

SPEAKING ABT MOVIEESSSS .

here are the list of movies i am gonna wait for XD nyahahaha

sry tat alot are cartoons D:

Yona Yona Penguin

Nodame Catabile The Movie
rec 2
Professor Layton and the Eternal Diva
Clash of the Titans
Shutter Island

the first two on the list are must ! XD

3/08/2010 09:31:00 PM my heartful song Y

HOHO . KONBANWA MINNA XD .

nya~ yups just got some photos from nyan XDD

den i uploaded some into DA xD .

my DA is so zzz . meow . cant upload to cure cause ah . file to big X_X

my god .

anyways , today . suppose to go meet some ppl to sell some clothes .

den mama say i cannot go out cause i still sick wait spread to others D:

anyways , tmr ayu coming over ! yay~ to choose lolita XD so aft sch i must rush home le.

she nid it for the cathay de event too xD seriously akibanana so not organized D:

dey nv tell us where to go what to do . i mean details needed pls T_T .

anyways ~ i decided to list what i eat everyday XD

today , lunch was sausages with plain porridge =D

den i had fruits as snacks

den dinner i ate taogeh ( bean sprouts ) and soup ! xD

nyaaa XD

AHHH . i found out smth . but it's so hard to kip it inside me D: i mean i so feel like telling that person but but but i don wan spoil the person mood le D: already very sad leis ! my god . when i found out , i was like .. sighs . why liddat . my god ! tasukete onegaishimasu !

nvm T_T don care .. meow ...

AND OMG . i nv eat medicine u noe , cause the cough syrup = i wil slp . den i drink le slp , drink le slp D: pig D: . become evolved form ! panbiezhu D: noooo ! i don wan...

hmmmm . kaes laaaa . i nowadays kip camping at cafe lol . ahhh !!!!!! i feel so lazy !!!

i'm gonna start jogging next week ! this week too busy le D: meow .

tmr kolyn birthday . sry that i kept saying i don wan go . no feel no mood ba .. but i think cannot because of myself den don go . very bad to you . so yea i decided to go . since it was for awhile nias . =)

den wednesday i don think got anything .

den thursday going IT fair ! XDD nyaaa . dunno go there for wad D: but going with friends so it's okays ba XDD hoho . kaes laaaaa . nth to blog le XD tata~

3/08/2010 09:01:00 PM my heartful song Y

Sunday, March 7, 2010

YOHOO MINNA . KONBANWA .

lol . omg x_x . i am so bored . i wanna die already X_X

anyways ! woke up lateeeee . i was so damn tired la . tbh , i slept at 3+ ! my god . i dunno why. i din feel like waking up so early but i no choice . see la ! really become panbie le T_T -emos-

anyways , woke up with stupid bad cough agn .

den stone in front of com etc .

den dig clothes to wear . cant think of wad =.= dress very shui bian . meow .

den went to bugis meet snow . cause nid to get the lolita thingy ma . wahlau all the costumes there look like those sex shop de =.= my god . i choose until i wan die . den when finally choose ok , out of that place etc . the ringo smsed me back . den i ask can i bring my own she say can . den i was like =.= nv say earlier ! roars .

okays before i meet snow , i went to iluma find korkor . tbh , gomen korkor D: . i too tempted le . no ice cream so i went for yogurt T_T and ended up coughing like siao agn T_T . sry i not guai bu ting hua D:

okok . den took mrt back to bedok . chat alot with snow . den head off with family to changi beach club . hard place to find D: but the place is damn nice la ok . roars . total bill for 6 persons was 158+ but is 1 for 1 buffet ma . really ate alot T_T ( looks at tummy , my god )

once in awhile ba . ok if u calculate , it's abt 20+ per person . not tat bad right ? xD somemore is damn nice laaa . next time see who wan go we go tgt kaes . the view damn nice . it is called seaview dining =DD haha XD nyahaha .

okays . den aft tat , head home le lo . and here i am . meow .

oh die la . i itching to cos lei how how how .

AND MY DIET PLAN GO WHERE LE ?! ok i shall stick to eating porridge everyday . =.=

it's good waddd . and i am sick dechu . let's say if i sick for 1 mth i will eat porridge for 1 mth ! idea leis ! XD see i smart - pls don whack me -

nyahaha . kaes la .nth to do le . i go practise sing song XDD

i have finally completed , memorizing etc the http://www.jpopasia.com/lyrics/22655/kana-nishino/tokutemo-feat-wise.html this one . kana song .

now learning her other song . hard sias T_T http://www.jpopasia.com/lyrics/27858/kana-nishino/kimi-no-koe-wo-feat-verbal-m-flo.html

but damn nice i love her songs . the lyrics are so XDD nyahaha . esp best friends , dear , motto and alot more laaa . braveheart , den er ... alot la ! LOL

BEST FRIEND SONG SHALL DEDICATE TO BLACK CANDY PEEPS =D . nya . love you all man . =D

i went to draw korkor the dp . that fire thingy and it ended up fail ok . lol it doesnt look like the exact pic and and it doesnt look fierce oTL .

3/07/2010 10:31:00 PM my heartful song Y

Saturday, March 6, 2010

YO MINNA .

ok there is some "action" going on at my tag board . don care kaes !!

daijoubu desu yo ne ~ =DDD

ANYWAYS . I HATE MY COUGH DAMMIT . ROARS .

ahh ! i wanna change my blog song leeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee . roars .

i dunno what to change D: how how how . lemme think as i blog ya =D nya ~

okays . sry that i din turn up for all the activities planned today . i'm going see doc agn later T_T .

omg X_X . lols . siannn .

okays . last night played majong agn ~ play till 12am . i got curfew D: given by korkor . nvm i shall be guai . cause i noe wei wo hao T_T . xie xie dechu !

ok . talking abt today plan . omg . x_X . i have to go all the way to orchard just to pass windeh stuffs . be honoured kaes ! i sick still te di go pass you T_T . nyaaa .

tmr lei . i meet snow , den need go choose lolita O_O . for the akibanana event thingy . so ya . hmmm . working for them for the 13th , 19th and 20th . at the cathay de event lo . i wonder wad we going to do sias . my god .

anyways , i nid to meet alot ppl too . to sell stuffs to them and to collect stuffs that i bought .

and omg . my god sis called me . my pay is here ! wahahahahahaha . happy shall go collect . budden ah . i nid pay for my wiggy so poof ! gone D:

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh . anyways , i asked korkor to pei me go takashimaya , cause i wanna go the anime showdown thingy . can ask haziq along too xD nya .

omg . kill me . i hate cough . esp dry cough . oh wells . i nid to practise guitar dechu T_T . nya .

and die. i forgot wad i wanna write =.= OH . my this whole year alot of vocaloid cos sias.. buay tahan . lol . vocaloid is loved la . meow .

eh and i realised i covered all the characters except for kaito LOL ! gakupo is for IB de . but i will nv cos gaku ever agn LOL . i wont for kaito too . ahhh hahaha .

okays . i am feeling tired X_X . shall go nap nap ~

afternoon nap for kitteh =DD

see ya all in my wonderland ~ xD loves loves !! XDD random pic for the day !

3/06/2010 04:36:00 PM my heartful song Y

Friday, March 5, 2010

this is the end . thanks to some ppl .

idiot .

oh wells .

live with it .

jia you .

3/05/2010 06:28:00 PM my heartful song Y

YOHOO MINNA . I HAD A GREAT DAY ON MY BIRTHDAY THANKS TO MY LOVE ONES XD thanks minna ~

okays . i am so bored . nya ..

I AM STILL SICK DECHU .

okays i lazy to blog . so shall just blog abt watashi no tanjoubi ! LOL xD nyaaa .

okays , i was spammed by msn , and sms and fb ! XD thanks all . love you all lots lots xD

den played majong with lucas , haziq and lucas's cousin . viwawa~ xD

den morning ~ my bdae , waiting for computer uncle come repair my com XD it's ok le . just that a little problem . =.= no sound dechu .. T_T ~

den ah .. aft tat went to iluma cause meet there ma . korkor was late , so i went to play blazblue first nya XD .

den aft tat dey come le , went to collect my jlpt cert XD hoho . thanks for peiing me !

den went to makan at sakae . lol . we nuaed outside sakae for 30min . it felt so long laaaa . cause got buffet ma xD haha .

den got me , lucas , randomon ( gomen i dunno your name T_T ) , haziq , heki and shermin . if i am right laaaa hahaha .

den er . went inside eat and chat and laugh . it has been so long since i felt like this . so happy seriously enjoying and nearly cried cause too funny LOL . i mean although i dunno wad u all talking abt la . but den it's still funny in a way xD sooo i'm entertained 8D nyahahaha . thanks thanks XD love you all too xD nya . nice and friendly ppl ~ suki dechu !

den aft tat went back to iluma .. den they play jubeat ~ i din touch LOL . i noob compared to them . i die die wont play in front of them LOL . meow . den aft tat , i went to play majong . wah seh jap style de . not bad laaa . lol . i shld have concentrated on everything when i was watching saki T_T den can learn . but fun la ~ meow . XD i kept dying D:

den aft tat gwen and ozora came den pp came bring them go makan ..

den i went back play majong and taiko ~

sorry to makio T_T really sorry i dunno you angry with me or what but but sry T_T

and and the DJ tech is so tempting to play but but i don dare T_T .

nya . den den aft makan finish , time for movieeee . omg laa . i love the cat ! xD nya . not bad laaa . the movie . i cant imagine how will 3D look like XD haha .

den aft movie , went to arcade , de rest of them left le . so left me and those jubeat ppl XD .

den den i took pics ma . it's on fb . xD taking pics is loved . but with lucas is omg X_X hard . LOL he so tall but still ~

den played majong agn . with the help of hayate =D i lvled twice hahahaha . den while waiting for ppl to go off tgt , i was meowing xD den korkor was like=.= LOL .

i sounded like the neighbourhood cat . so is that good or not ? XD

and so i took cab home . LOL .

sry to my family that i was so late and not in time to cut cake D:

T_T hontou ni gomenasai T_T!

AND I WAS COUGHING LIKE SOME MAD WOMAN AGN D:

anyways , thanks snow for your lovely card . i love it so so so much la .. lucas said it was nice too =DD xD nya ~

and thanks haziq for the big teddy but poor teddy , u stripped it ! roars .

thanks lucas kor for the bunny =D it looks like the one you have lol ~ and and thanks for the stitch and kuromi xD hahahaha wheees .

let's go out soon agn kaes ! it's just so much fun =DD xD

i nid to start to save money to make stuffs for korkor for his competition , hope he eat le , will be more on FYRE LOL . nya ..

and usagi san has been asking if i wanna let him shoot my ph with jan chan XD i don mind .

and my saihate miku - i nid my kaito -

my plans are getting more and more . =.= alot of vocaloid . i swear LOL

and and i got some of the photoshoot pics T_T my god i look fat T_T faints big time nya . for my pandora hearts . shall show abit =x

3/05/2010 10:00:00 AM my heartful song Y

Thursday, March 4, 2010

HAHAHAA . HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEHHHHHH . HOHO .

THANKS FOR ALL THE WISHES . WILL UPDATE MORE WHEN I AM BACKKKK . !

3/04/2010 12:11:00 PM my heartful song Y