i'm feeling so moodless .
i dunno wad to do .
i feel so lost already .
my thinking plus others thinking all mixed up .
tell me wad to do .
i'm already trying my best . to me , i noe .
wad more do you all want from me ?
u wanna see me change , at least give me time .
a person changes can be seen as time passes .
don expect it to be so sudden ok or maybe in dunno how many mths times etc .
eh it's hard ok .
u every try ma ?
i have made so much changes in the past .
sacrifices i have made , i gave up my happiness in life just for the changes .
i tot as times pass , my life will be better , i was happy already .
it has been so long since i've cried like this .
it's been an hour , and still counting on .
if the past me , now i would be drinking till i am drunk .
but i am not . sighs .
u were frens who suppose to bring joy to my life extract the sadness which filled inside me .
u did it already . please do not let it come back alright ?
i dunno why am i saying so much .
i noe there is so much more i wanna say my feelings etc . just tat i dunno how to say it . i just need a break a guess .
i'll go to sch tmr but not jap class i guess . i cant handle it . i'm sry .
9/10/2009 03:11:00 AM my heartful song Y
