EMO AHH !!!!!!!
sighs .
anyways , finally went to school . am so happy la T_T . i went to school . bud i am so stressed up . so many CAs in a row . how i wish i can just dont take la . give up okayys . zero den zero sighs . lost all motivation feel so sian .. idiot mood swing come wrong timing sias .. wah lauuu .. going lai ang liao laaa . roars ! sighs . i'm stress abt so many things .
guitar
E2 exam ( jap )
my school exam ( i even more stress for presentations )
my cousin's event
work
omg . maybe realli like wad jo say . i cannot take it . cannot tahan . sighs . can i realli do it all ? is it too much for me ? sighs i dunno . i tot i can . sigh . bud end up i cant . sighs . only thing i can do the best is spend loads and loads of money .
i miss last time . i miss the fun times @ work . with wendy , nur , bennet , hui qing , dhora , wendalyn etc . sighs . work has never been so fun to me . i miss them so much . sighs .
fuck la . i'm so emo la . T_T . crying agn ? emo thinking wah lau and wad a emo song =.= i din choose hors shuffle de . sighs . wad can i do . i dunno . i hate myself . sometimes , for being so stupid etc . being so useless . cant do anything . no motivation for anything . sighs . T_T . wan do thing always halfway de . sighs .
for now i gotta try my best everyday wake up at 730 to go to sch already sighs . T_T~
please don give me the chance to emo . i hate it .
the reason to why i work . i don wan kip on take $$ from my mum . if i got pay , for a period of time i don nid take from her ma . i will feel bad de ok . sighs . jo told me , now maybe relax abit enjoy life . when grad le really is fulltime working ppl le . den evern more stress de . sighs .
i think i shld take a break ? i don wanna go into depression agn . bud somehow i miss the feeling . =x i'm crazy i noe . haha . told u le . mentally i got prob de =x . sometimes laaaa . oh wells , it's all in the past . i dunno . maybe it's coming back ? omg . sighs . T_T .
CHEER UP GERMAINE TAN WAN YI . JIA YOU !
i must try my very best in everything . i realli must .
and thanks to all those who helped me so much . love you all . bye . nights . sighs .
5/26/2009 11:18:00 PM my heartful song Y
