YO MINNA ....

I'M HERE AGAIN AFT LIKE 3 DAYS ?! LOL .
okayys let's start with 28th .
went to meet my sister to watch angels and demons at vivo city . not bad la . hahaha . den went to buy snow's present . went to shop at daiso . and i cant rmb . i bought lots of sweets from candy empire errrrrrrr . i seriously got stm T_T . i cant rmb le . so everything cut short T_T meow .

OT i am in love with azusa WAHAHAHAHA .

hmms den 29th . went to meet pohlin aft sch . did i go sch ? no i din . i suppose to have my CA =.= faints . having it on monday instead meow . hehehe . errr . den met pohlin . den went to bugis . LOL laaaa . we played jubeat .. den play play till forget time =.= faints . den went to kino buy my nana bk 12-16 den another 2 manga . den went to taka meet gwen and snow . den pohlin bought a cake from bread talk . in kino bought another mag . total i spent in kino = 95 bucks plus plus omg hors >< meow . den we went to ajisan and eat . passed snow her prezzie . den went to celebrate her bdae . meow . sry if it wasnt a good one . bud it has been so long since we have went out tgt just the 4 of us . cant wait for next week's photoshoot loves!

den 30th ! happy birthday to snow !!! lols . err . din go to sch . woke up went to pohlin house did my hair etc . costume blah . for my cousin's event . jigoku shoujo ( hell girl ) . ippen shide miru ? LOLS . went to punggol to meet vogue , liqing , rin , bry , kazu , reina (did i get it right) and yuuwa . thanks all for going down to the event and helping out . they singed , we danced . everyone was snapping photos and going crazy over ren and aiko cause i brought them there . lols . meow . den aft event , rin bry and reina went home . the rest of us headed to bugis food court to eat . den aft tat , liqing gtg first so left with me vogue yuuwa and kazu . den we head down to arcade . me and kazu kip on jubeat . LOL . den he went to play time crisis . yuuwa and vogue play drums and guitar . den ard 10 went home . onli left with me and kazu lols laaaa . den i din realise it was 10 already laaa . den kazu took lots of photos of ren and aiko . he's a good poser =D if u understand wad does that mean la . LOL . okayys . meow .

den now is already 31st may .
OH . 4 CASES OF H1N1 . faints . take care ppl ! omg . anyways , i scared for my E2 test . faints .
okok . later meeting negi ~ go eat first den go to see joel perform .. den aft tat see wad time joanna ok . den go sing K~!! wheeeeeeeeees . den yaaaa . bringing negi along . hahaa . yea . bored . tired . feeling so hot T_T . faints .

the time passes so fast laaaa . wah lau . going to june leeee . den slowly slowly another year pass . omg . i kip thinking can time slow down . too fast le . too fast till i not getting used to it T_T . i don wan . i don wan to grow up so soon . sighs . i dunno why . it's just a fear of alot of things . growing up is so zzzzz to me . u noe , so many things on my mind everyday . tat's whys ppl see me as blur . actually cause i'm not concentrating ? alot alot things in my mind . making me think all day . sighs . so fast this year will end . so fast i will grad . don wanna enter working life so soon . it sucks la . T_T . omg save me ma .. sighs . how how how . i dunno . i dun wanna think bud i cant . it just kips appearing T_T . sighhhhh .

nights minna . sry for the spamming of photos .

5/30/2009 10:56:00 PM my heartful song Y

YO minna~

hmmms today , woke up , went to school was late . sian . met jo end up she and me wore the same style laaa . somemore we never plan tgt etc xD den studied for test .

CONFIRMED CASE OF A H1N1 GIRL . 22 YEARS OLD . JUST CAME BACK FROM NEW YORK .

okok . den in sch slack etc . den knit abit =x LOL . den at 230 start CA sian on attraction . see le my eyes go @_@ sias . den negi came my sch cause we were suppose to go peni ma . *gomen negi make you pei me ard my sch for 2 hrs xD* den went off to peni .. den went davis bought a guitar stand . omg i can get a new guitar . cause repair my guitar is 113 T_T might as well buy new de . den we walk ard ... den went to bras basar .. swee lee . walk walk . wahhs all so nice . faints . den i dunno wad to buy . i'm a fan of ESP so yaaaa LOL . wheees . predict wad i will buy =)) . den went to marina square beside qi ji there eat . LOL . den so qiao de me and negi eat and drink same thing . den aft eat jiu go home le . omg laaa . my back ache sias . sore from carrying the guitar all ard . LOLS . den come home , quarrel with mama already . she la . so unreasonable . sian don feel like saying .

anyways , my knitting is okays le ~ my skill ish becoming better wahahaha .
siannnn laaaaaaaaaa .
meow . so shaggg . T_T .

okayys . tmr got CA again . T_T~ study hard ? no i cant cause i cant get anything in . maybe tmr going ktv with jo . emo emo . sing sing ba ..

anyways ! stupid mood swings . i finally lai ang le .. sighs ... make me so emo .. so happy .. wtf .. roars ! nights~

5/27/2009 11:18:00 PM my heartful song Y

EMO AHH !!!!!!!
sighs .

anyways , finally went to school . am so happy la T_T . i went to school . bud i am so stressed up . so many CAs in a row . how i wish i can just dont take la . give up okayys . zero den zero sighs . lost all motivation feel so sian .. idiot mood swing come wrong timing sias .. wah lauuu .. going lai ang liao laaa . roars ! sighs . i'm stress abt so many things .

guitar
E2 exam ( jap )
my school exam ( i even more stress for presentations )
my cousin's event
work

omg . maybe realli like wad jo say . i cannot take it . cannot tahan . sighs . can i realli do it all ? is it too much for me ? sighs i dunno . i tot i can . sigh . bud end up i cant . sighs . only thing i can do the best is spend loads and loads of money .

i miss last time . i miss the fun times @ work . with wendy , nur , bennet , hui qing , dhora , wendalyn etc . sighs . work has never been so fun to me . i miss them so much . sighs .

fuck la . i'm so emo la . T_T . crying agn ? emo thinking wah lau and wad a emo song =.= i din choose hors shuffle de . sighs . wad can i do . i dunno . i hate myself . sometimes , for being so stupid etc . being so useless . cant do anything . no motivation for anything . sighs . T_T . wan do thing always halfway de . sighs .

for now i gotta try my best everyday wake up at 730 to go to sch already sighs . T_T~
please don give me the chance to emo . i hate it .

the reason to why i work . i don wan kip on take $$ from my mum . if i got pay , for a period of time i don nid take from her ma . i will feel bad de ok . sighs . jo told me , now maybe relax abit enjoy life . when grad le really is fulltime working ppl le . den evern more stress de . sighs .

i think i shld take a break ? i don wanna go into depression agn . bud somehow i miss the feeling . =x i'm crazy i noe . haha . told u le . mentally i got prob de =x . sometimes laaaa . oh wells , it's all in the past . i dunno . maybe it's coming back ? omg . sighs . T_T .

CHEER UP GERMAINE TAN WAN YI . JIA YOU !
i must try my very best in everything . i realli must .

and thanks to all those who helped me so much . love you all . bye . nights . sighs .

5/26/2009 11:18:00 PM my heartful song Y

TO AIIKI DARLING : so sorry ! sighs me phailure T_T . cant even help u with something . sry darling . really sorry T_T .

YO MINNA , okayys . errr . today , went to ps met negi , snow , pohlin , hatake_boy and fren , bry and shiki . den we set off to inoue . saw yan shuang dere . waited for miya and fren and yoshi to come back . den started with the briefing . gomen negi for not pairing with u xD haha . den talked chat settled etc . den negi , shiki and pohlin went outside class room . was having my lesson . ok la . chapter 20 easy . budden i next week the review don think i can go T_T . nid help out at my cousin's event . faints . sighs . yea . nid make up lesson lors T_T . omg . who can save meeeee . faints . errr . den ahh . ehhh . er . cant think T_T . okayyyyyyys . errrrrrrr . yea . den final test coming T_T omg . gonna take jlpt 4 this year . so must jia you if i get to E3 first laaa . lols . sianed laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa . how desu ?! meow . okayys nvm . den aft class . snow , me , pohlin , negi , shiki yoshi went to ps to eat . went hongkong cafe . den aft tat . saw da ge , den he just end work . den is like hmmms . heard from da ge he say he noes ken O_O so yaaaa , den he say is ken copy his style . i was like zzzz . den ahhh snow left us at ps . den we headed to cityhall . den said bye to da ge . den went to peni cause wan buy capo from davis ma . yup den end up close . den went another shop and buy . den aft tat we headed to suntec . walk walk etc .. den negi and yoshi went to play archery .. den me pohlin shiki went arcade .. went to catch toy . i catched 3 ~ yayys ! 8D my skills improved hahahahaha . wheees . loved . next time i shall prepare more $$ just for tat . den went to play taiko with pohlin .. den went to play house of dead 4 . wahlau . ci ji gan sia . i nv play b4 ma . hahaha . shall play more next time . i miss l4d hahaha . yeaaa . i wan watch drag me to hell !!!! who wan pei me watch T_T . meow . okayys . errr . den aft tat all shops close le , den we started to walk back to cityhall mrt where we all parted =D . yea . tired . but it's a fun day ! i'm starting to love sat and suns haha dunno whys . anyways , still thinking shld i bring guitar to sch tmr ? hehehe . whees . errrr . shall slp early today ! wanna go sch later . don wanna fail and retake modules T_T meow~ if not i graduate slower . by right end of this year i can grad le . with a advance dip . fast ya . HAHAHA . budden due to i fail fail fail . den nid retake so i think is next year le . i noe le . the faster i learn pass pass pass . den i don nid study ma . cause grad right ! so i shall aim towards that =x LOL . anyways , i'm quite sian about some stuff . and kip thinking of somethings . not necessary to think bud i still do . making me so ... sighs . anyways , my mother asked me to work part time instead of full . sighs . cause she say everyday see me like so tired etc . never go sch etc . sighs T_T . meow ~ maybe i shld .. shld i ? main thing now is to focus on studies .. yea .. i shall consider ba . anyways me going off soon . so ya . ganbatte for me . and jaaaaaa ~ oyasuminasai desu minna san .

gomen for the wall of text and no peektures .

5/24/2009 11:51:00 PM my heartful song Y

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5/24/2009 01:35:00 AM my heartful song Y

YO MINNAAAA .
i am superrrrrrrrrr tired desu ! haha . the pictures below are just some pic . maybe tmr or so i will post more more more kaes =D . okayys , ordered my nanatsuiro drops the costume le . left wig . den k-on de will tailor . HAHAHA . i wan do the 1st k-on performance that one .. still deciding though . hope TS will choose that one . so nice desu ~! okayys . today soooo tired T_T . wake up sooo early . faints . den yea . pohlin came my house first . she cos as mio~~ haha . den i is neko maido ma . hehehe meow~~ den i brought aiko there .. we met ritsu and ayu and eriol at cityhall first , den we went to raffles city the toilet , den justice came . den we walked back to mrt . negi and javen and joel came . den we all went to suntec to coscon =D . lots of people etc . saw shiroro , ozora ~ ojousama(rayray) many more . lots of photos were taken blah . poor aiko . all the flashes . haha , yea . me had to pose like neko . omg laa . must act cute bodoh . bud oh wells . once in awhile lols ! den smile until very fake le . cause smile till mouth suan =.= so many photogs omg . den windy arrived den stayed at coscon till ard 6+ ? cant rmb the time . saw jesuke shuai siaaa sheeee . omg . haha . din see sochii leis . maybe got la . from far far . haha . okayys . den we went to bugis ~ omg by that time , me and pohlin leg damn pain laaa . killer heels okays ! den we went to food court eat . there were 9 of us la . haha . den i ate chicken rice . hohoho . okayys . errr . den aft tat went kino . bought nana 11 and 10 !!! left 5 more books ! ganbatte ne ~! cant wait desu . hohoho . okayys . err . den aft tat went to arcade , see them play mario cart , drum , guitar and jubeat den we all go home le . sore sore legs . tired tired . will slp soon . haha . den tmr meeting the people to go for meeting =D okok briefing LOL . okayys . roars . and den i got lesson from 3-5 . omgomg. lesson 20 . meaning next week is like my review den my E2 test le !!!*stabsself* i scared scared scared . wakaranai hontou ni . zenbu wasurejate T_T . tasukete onegaishimasu ! T_T . okayys . enough . i'm gonna practise my jap !! intensive T_T . and my guitar too . omg omg . chords chords !!! faints . so many things so little time . sighs . shag . will go siao . omg . jia you ! okayys minna san i gtg . byebye . loves loads . sighs .

5/23/2009 11:47:00 PM my heartful song Y

YO MINNA .

WARNING : SELF OBSESSION IN PROGRESS . FLOOD OF PHOTOS OF MEEEE . =D .

okays ! today tiring day . managed to wake up and reach by 10am . qi ji . den met pohlin at 630 went to walk ard ps . den went to bugis . i went to buy my nana book~ now i got 1-9 left 10-16 wahahahaa . den went home le . thanks girl ! went to cats ! bought a jacket .. very kawaii de .. i think gwen also have the pink ver ? heard from pohlin haha ! couple ma ! she my husband leis ! of course wear couple shirt LOL . okays ! sent in my orders for my nanatsuiro drops le . helped aiiki and her cousin . i left with my k-on de . faints . and my streetfest de . kazusa . her costume i finally found tailor budden i nid wig . T_T wonder if sochii batch still on . hmmms . i nid the yellow wig . ref pic below . yea . den errr . i also nid to get my yui's wig and dress her socks is the worst . omg whys do ED version T_T . uni ver would be so much easier laaaa . faints . okayys .errrr . den aiyo sia la . i still got so much to do . den have to help my cousin think how to publisize her event and recruit ppl .

ANYWAYS , ANYONE INTERESTED TO DO FASHION SHOW ?
FOR LOLITAS ( ALL VER ) VISUAL KEI , PUNK WADEVER .
COSPLAY OSO CAN =D .

yea . i nid to "recruit" ppl siannnn . finally today friday le . tmr !!!! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees . outing ! like finally . one day freeeeee . sian .... save me . haven practise guitar T_T . nid to practise !!! chords chords !!! cause of that song T_T . faints .

HAVING BAD TOOTHACHE NOW LAAAA . mama say cant rely on panadol le . sighs . kill me . yea . hahaha . okayys ! i comfirm will go sch starting from monday okays ! thanks minna ~ ! love u all ~!


BAKA BAKA . of all times , why did he choose to contact me now . sigh . as frens i'm ok bud nth more . i hope he understands . =D .

5/21/2009 11:38:00 PM my heartful song Y

BOO ! okayys . errr

5/21/2009 11:18:00 AM my heartful song Y

YO MINNAAAAA . HAHAHAA

ok ! i'm bored bored bored . it's gonna be midnight . siannnn . and a brand new day . life is still so boring desu ! okayys . pictures are today and tat day . i forgot when =x . okays . continue from sunday ya .. er . i cant rmb wad i did =.= faints . okayys went for jap class blahblah . den i brought ren out with me =D . den errr . did i meet pohlin in tamp ? i think i did . haha . if not how come got the photos . den errr . ya ! that little boy , he damn cute laaa . bunny teeth .. HAHAH . so i tou pai lors . hehehe . i'm not called bipedo for nth kaes ! . haha if u noe the meaning laaa . i said before . i shall say it agn ~ like guys and girls and small kids =x muahahahahaa =x okays i'm not scary hors ! okok . OT . err den we walked ard tamp etc ~ den when going home tat time , saw ayu ! hahaha . den she helped my style ren's hair . hai shi ayu style de zui mei . hahaha . okayys . den monday .. nv go sch .. nv go work . stayed home . rot . den went for guitar lesson . yamaha ppl say ren look like johnathan =.= faints .. the scandal T_T thanks to gwen ! it's still there . ROARS . nooooooooooo . and come to think of it din see johnathan already dont tell me he changed off day to monday LOL . ahhh . okok . den aft lesson went to walk walk daiso etc ~ den i went home ! den today ! boring day .work etc . din go sch agn . sad laaa . my attendance like i said already ... i think below 20% le lors .. T_T~~ nid 75% leis . not say i don wan go i cant dragg myself outta bed .. sry to those who called me to wake me upppp . anyone else wan to bomb ? =DDD 97961794 =DDD . stranger also can =x just call between 730-8 make sure i wake up by 8 =D . sankyou ! hahaha . siannnn . nth much happened too . bored bored boredddd . i wanna go outttttttttttttttttttttttt . i wan i wan i wan . i'm dying . everyday life is boring boring boring ! no life sias . faints . i wan go ktv i wan go movie i wan to go so many place ! who can ask me out T_T . if normal days i got work la T_T ~!! i'm free at night though =D aft 830 . watch late night movie ? T_T~ meow . sundays i free aft 5 .. saturdays i free whole day =D . ahhhhhhhhh ... suan le . everyday repeat same stuffffffs . ahhhhhhhhhh . omg ~~ okayys . nvm .. i'm still saving $$ for everyday .. hahaha . i shall slp early today ! i hope . i pray . i can . wake up on time . =DD . wheees . i wan go sch . i miss sch . cause sch 3 hours per day nias ! hahahahaha . meow ~~!!! .
kaes laaaa . i go off le ~~ byebye ~

ps : don mind my ugly photos ><

oyasumi~!!!! jaaaaaaa ~~ meow!

OMFG

I SENSE COCKROACH . SOMEONE HELP MEEE . MY NIGHTMARE ...
OMG
DONT LET IT HAPPEN FOR THE 3RD TIME OK . EEEEEEEEEEEEEEE . OMG OMG OMG .
I'M GONNA CALL MY MUMMY . EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE .
OMGGGG .

NO MORE FLYING COCKROACHES PLEASE T_T

5/19/2009 11:22:00 PM my heartful song Y

Welcome to my world =D
Love is like a river,
will cut a new path;
whenever it meets an obstacle.
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♥Moretime
♥LOVEfrom everyone
♥ELECTIC GUITAR
♥More MONEY
♥More HAPPINESS
♥VIVIENNE WESTWOOD LIGHTER AND ACCESSORIES
♥to buy comme des garcons shirt ! play series
♥to buy my 1st dollfie xD
♥to buy my 2nd dollfie xD
♥to buy my 3rd dollfie xD
♥to buy my 4th dollfie xD
♥to go to afa xD
♥to enjoy AFA 09
♥to buy another electric guitar
♥to to master my guitar xD
♥to go japan
♥to go to japan agn
♥to continue my manga drawing class
♥to continue my japanese class E1
♥to continue my japanese class E2
♥to continue my japanese class E3
♥to pass jlpt4
♥to pass jlpt3
♥to get my vera wang princess pink ver. perfume
♥to pass my exams and grad for my adv dip course
♥to have a new handphone
♥for my friends and family to be healthy and safe
♥to know ***
♥to achieve my biggest wish ! =)) <33

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