went for team bloody rose outing ytd~! it was fun . bought presents for everyone~~ hehhs xDD whees . den went out with weileng . suprisingly i can ren de her xDD it has been almost 10 years ? since i last saw her . she was my 1st best fren ~ from k1 =DDD hahhs . i wanna go over to her hse to stay to ~~ malaysia xDD ... bud nid to see when free lors ~~ hahhs . she had alot of fun . which if had been me i wont think so . lols . xDD had to bring her along to our team outing etc ~~~ den today leis ~ go work . am late . hehhs . wheeees . sianed laaaa . den hors . ehs ... yamaha called say that guitar class cancelled . siannnnnnnn make me carry all the way to work xD den went to inoue . talk talk ... meeting . etc~~ hmmms . jo say tmr no outing le so cancelled~~~~ yawns . shall go slp soon xDD wanna wake up early tmr xD hehhs wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees . sian yawns ... booooooooo .

like wad my mother say~~ wad are true frens . anyways fish her for making me lose my trial of thoughts . =.=..... roars ... sian laaaa . ok .. my summary of the year will be written on jan 1 2009 . the full detailed etc ~ i will take my time to do . i think can be story le . bud nvm xDD hehhs . wheeees . it's amazing .... it's been so long since i realli liked someone xDD ever since ... sigh let's not talk abt it .. it's saddening ... now he also not my fren le .. even aft returning me my ipod . or is he inside le ? so many things .. wanna type no time T.T roars .. maybe tmr night . byebye minna .. <333

12/29/2008 11:40:00 PM my heartful song Y

[SIZE="7"]MERRY CHRISTMAS MINNA XD[/SIZE]

hehhs xDD merry merry christmas ~!!! thanks for all the presents =DD . happiest christmas .
even though not alot of friends =D . bud frens which i noe will know for long =DD . all the kuromi presents ~!!! love them loads . actually don nid buy kuromi de =D it's the thought that counts =D so snow , no worries ya =DDD . thanks for ur gift too xD i love it xD hehhs . whees . actually i got my best christmas present on PBO le . hehhs . whees . okayys .

23rd , went to yoshi hse to bbq . got his 2 frens , valerie , snow , me , eve , rino , snow , gwen .. den we were chatting etc etc laaaa . den cedric and felix come so late lols . den we were all so lame laaaa . den fun fun =DD . den got wad da jie da ge de xDD lols laaaaaaaaa . hmmms . den ehs .. we took grp photo . cedric unglam look agn lols . cause he posed so long for the camera haven take , take a sip of drink den took le . lols !! . den i rmb b4 the shoot . felix said smth . which i accidentally heard den i was like O.O . den i was like omg . lols !!! . den i zi high all the way agn =x . lols .

den 24th .. which is just now , went to meet miji they all . we go scare ray lols ! she was so shock xD . ojou-sama~!!! hehhs .den go kino ~~den got my gazette's pic xDD so happy . den i got the guran's card xD wheeeeeeeeeeees . i wan get the phantasmogoria de . bud ex T.T hehhs . whees . den meet snow , leon , yoshi . den poh lin was with me maaa . i bought gothic lolita bible the latest de . all the kawaii stuff xD lols . bought special a book 2 . although i watched the anime le xDD hehehehe. i wan buy trinity blood . and many more xDD anime watch le will forget maaa . why not buy and kip xDD i saw kuroshitsuji de .. bud it's in chinese . sighs . why din i study my chinese well ?! lols ... den came my hse . eat alot... chat alot . den me snow poh lin went downstairs we laughed and played like nobody business laaa . it's almost like behind the scenes xD den hahhs . liddat lors .. den sent leon , snow and yoshi to the bus stop xDD poh lin stayed den we "countdown" watched tv... den she not long ago den go home .. hehhs . realli thanks minna ~!! <33 u guys .

got work later T.T

got a band name le ~!!! kuroi okashi - black candy LOLS . xDD will explain more once i get the details from snow =DD . yayys . and u noe , heartful song , somehow to me , sing the chorus is so hard . cause makes me feel like crying no idea whys though xDD weird huhhs XD

to gwen : it's ok if u nv come =DD see u for guitar ~
to yinjie : yea .. the past is memories . i enjoy my life now . i wont spoil it agn =DD . miss u xD so long never see u =DD
to janelle : boo . i din get u a present my dear . bud u are not forgotten =D . mum always ask me how are u xDD u start sch tell me kaes . maybe drop by one day =DD .
to winnie : yea . xDD this song rocks .
to shana : hahhs . not out yet the full song xDD
to everyone : thanks for everything ~!

12/25/2008 01:48:00 AM my heartful song Y

i just hearts this song =D it's first on my song track list =D

LyRiCs~

English~

Alone on an empty stage
The curtain falls on my dream
And I realize that
Like yesterday, tomorrow
Will never come again
The final scene is always
Painful and beautiful but
I will dry my tears and open the door...

I am born again
Courage grows with me
So I am no longer afraid

My heartful song...
My heartful song...

I will sing it forever
In my hope of it reaching you


Japanese~ (Romanji)


Daremo inai STAGE
Yume no jikan wa mo wo maku na oriteuku
Kino wo tou onagi
Asuwa nidoto ko naito
Kizu kuno
Naze toshina wa
Itsumo setsunaku
Utsukushii kedo
Namida fuite tobira tatakou...

Atarashii watashi ni
Umare kawaru yuuki wo
Nashite hazukashi garanai ne

My heartful song...
My heartful song...

Utau yo itsumademo
Anata ni todoki masu you ni

Hazukashii omouide ni
Yasashi saira mezameru
Youni sumaou ni na
Nenaina

My heartful song...
My heartful song...

Utau yo itsumademo
Anata ni todoki masu you ni...

12/23/2008 03:32:00 PM my heartful song Y

yoyo. kope pictures from gwen xDD anyways , on sun aft work , went to clarke quay passed danny his present . din wanna go in so aft awhile left le . den i msg him tell him sorry . WHO ASK HIM DUA ME FOR LESSONS SO MANY TIMES LE . hahhs . den go with jo and her fren to riverside dere . i cant emo la xDDD bud yaaa made me think of alot things . esp when she says derek foo this name . fuck laaa . sensitive kaes . care is still care . bud he don even treat me as a fren le . very sad de can . sighs . so i would rather "hate" him ? sigh... den suddenly played breatheless and yuan liang wo . shit man . they are the 2 ppl who i still think abt now and den . bud yaa . it's all the past le . wad to do ... maybe 31st i going countdown . so i guess . i 1st jan den type out ? or shld i start now ? hahhs . sighs . anyways . went for guitar lesson . ok laaa . not bad xDDD heheheh . whees . den ipacked the prezzies for today and tmr le ~! wheees . <33 i go bathe le =D jaaa ~

12/23/2008 02:57:00 PM my heartful song Y

more past pic taken from gwen for eoy xD

12/21/2008 12:59:00 AM my heartful song Y

私今日は本当に嬉しいです～ｘD　pictures up~! will upload more ya xDD hohoho .
went for PBO aka PROJECT BREAK OUT . i got new target >.<>.< 33 ="x" me ="D">.< saw him ok laaa . he not as dao xD bud i still siam away from him hahhhs xD saw him in mrt . yuan lai he is stay east side derhhs xD hahahas xD wheees . yupps . had alot of fun today =D . maybe we planning a girl's band xD hehhs yayys . monday shall continue my guitar xD ohs our band outfits are by themes de xD hehhs xD .
vocalist - poh lin
drummer - gwen
guitarist - me and snow
bassit - still finding
keyboardist - forgot her name xD audrey ?? xD

yayys . jrock style ya =D . anyways , will be soooo busy for these few days xDD hehhs .
22 guitar , 23 yoshi bbq , 24th my hse , 25th christmas , 28th team bloody rose . xD
minna~ who want to come my hse on the 24th xDD i got celebration . got almost 7 ppl from cafe coming xDD hehhs . cant wait for countdown hahhs .

joanna was saying our this year life story can write out maybe can become small book xD hahhs no idea desu . i shall type all out kaes . ppl get to see my past desu =x . paiseh lols ~! but that's to end the whole year xD shall look forward to next year . next year i'm 18 yayys~! wahahaha xD ok i nid to slp lerhhs . later got work . still deciding if wanna go my sensei there not xD hehhs xD whees .

AND I FELL DOWN TWICE KAES . cause of my shoe . the heel is like longer den a finger desu xDD so yaa . fell down once at home and another is on the escalator at outram park xD so ps laa . pain T.T got blue black and "scratch" marks T.T

12/21/2008 12:36:00 AM my heartful song Y

well ~ my favourite~ pictures says it all xD lols . all these photos are taken today at my sch xmas party xD thanks helen for the gift ya =D . it was nice . it's a wind chime and a coin box =x xD hehhs . was so cold today laaa . xD den went to dye hair xDD love super straight hair took out my extensions and jewels left with purple xD hehhs . den met poh lin went to bugis . i bought a pair of shoes , and accessories and a shorts xD hehehehe . whees . den came home . tried clothes ~ mix and match for pbo >.<>.< wahahahas . i don have the jrocker face kaes . ish phailz derhhs~!

12/20/2008 12:59:00 AM my heartful song Y

OMG LAAA . i love all these from sanrio store ~
http://shop.sanrio.com/kuromi-slippers/58303-200805,default,pd.html
http://shop.sanrio.com/hello-kitty-earphones/33592-200808,default,pd.html
http://shop.sanrio.com/kuromi-photo-frame/58006-200805,default,pd.html
http://shop.sanrio.com/hello-kitty-phone-case/64153-200810,default,pd.html
http://shop.sanrio.com/kuromi-plush/58017-200805,default,pd.html

bud my favorite is this two ~! because is red x black and got guitar >.<
http://shop.sanrio.com/kuromi-wallet/74083-200807,default,pd.html
http://shop.sanrio.com/kuromi-overnight-bag/74155-200807,default,pd.html

anyways , today morning , realised i din take out my contacts *cries*
i felt blur and dry laaa xDDD den it was ok as time passes~
den i tell u lors . i reach work , i chiong go up my sanrio fair xD bought 66 dollars worth of kuromi stuff . and 30 dollars plus non sale de kuromi stuff xDD i think total is 93 ? xDD hehhs ~ whees <33
bought a blanket , mirror+pouch , passport holder , water bottle , pencil box , key chain , jelly drink , coin purse , that's all ? not sure =x
hahhs . den i do mid shift today maa . so end at 8 readed inoue at 8++ ? 9 ? lols . den yaa . help with the pbo thing . cut and fold xD like bento set hahhs . the organizers are funny kaes . den kunio aka cedric went jamming , so he brought ppl along , sam , hana and pinkturtle xD hahhs yupps . xD pinkturtle is chio xD hahhs . yaaa . so wonder how is pbo going to be like xDD cant wait ~
ok i'm suppose to have exam 10am agn xD hehhs xD whees ~ and i cant get a single thing into my head T.T *cries* *stabs self* yahhhs . sighs T.T ii nid practise guitar somemore . and i haven prepare my schoolmate's gifts ?!?!?!?! . ok enough xD byes~

12/19/2008 01:06:00 AM my heartful song Y

boooo xD today start work agn see all the familiar faces <33 and i saw a cutomer walked in with a freaking kuromi and melody plushie . OMG la .. i kip staring . AHHHH OT ABIT . FUCK FUCK FUCK MY NAIL CRACK . HEART PAIN DESU . I DID MANICURE KAES DEN THE DESIGN IS LIKE GONE FISH MANX . ok . back to topic ahhh no mood laaa . my poor finger . i shall post the photos sighs . poor me . * stabs self *

12/17/2008 01:44:00 AM my heartful song Y

i'm starting work at 2+pm today . so long din work le . wont be free already xD . hahhs . schedule i gave my supervisor xD . so it will be today tmr , i work till 8 , den 19 no work 20 no work xD . 23 24 no work i gave up my 25 xD . sobs . i pray that on the 28th will do morning shift so i can go out with my team ? T.T

12/16/2008 01:44:00 AM my heartful song Y

http://s92.photobucket.com/albums/l16/crestryn/EOY/

more pics ~ go see bahhs . of our team bloody rose .

12/15/2008 10:16:00 PM my heartful song Y

EOY was fun in a way xD esp the chalet .

ok let's start on friday .
met snow and poh lin .. went to chalet . den rin , toky , lq , bry & michie was there already xD
den lq left to meet negi . den me and snow put down our stuffs den go to bugis scout for shoes etc . end up me and poh lin go bedok inter to buy xD and i got my jack and zero ~! they are loved by team bloody rose kaes . xD hahhs . den onli me and snow went back to chalet cause poh lin not in my grp ma . den yin hui , yue bin and the photog was there . dey just finished their photoshoot . den we went to have dinner . got me , snow , yin hui , toky , bry , rin , snow , michie , ash , sam , keith . lols . den eat finish le we all go back chalet . den talk talk watch show debrief . caramel den slp~ . den me , lq , michie , snow and yinhui slept upstairs . den keith , bry , toky , rin slept downstairs . the people on top was like having girls chat etc xD so fun desu ~ xD practically cant slp .

ok den it was EOY . XD
because of the cant slp was sleepy xD . all woke up , prepared etc~ den we walked out the chalet ~ took shuttle bus to pasir ris , go expo alot of stares XD ppl can randomly take pictures de lors =.= which is like roars . den expo alot alot ppl xD hahaha went there paid money for the ticket . posed alot . lots of cameras and flashes agn den dunno which one to look at xD den saw alot ppl . very nice cosplayers . biggest grp was naruto de . 50 ppl xD nice xD den we went ard walk walk see see xD den kei came o.o ... den he cosplay as itachi >.< de =".=">.< den all of us slept tgt xD it was a very very fun night =DDD .

den last day of chalet .
tired tired . all woke up , packed our stuffs waited for michie to come .. den check out . lq lost her wallet . we were stucked in the rain xD took shuttle bus to pasir ris . so many things to carry so heavy xD den we go eat at food court xDD we talked crap etc IT WAS REALLI VERY FUN =D . den laugh until i wan to cry lors .. den we went to take neo xD as memory xD hahhs . den aft tat we took mrt home =D .

it was like we took so long to prepare for this one day ( eoy ) and it ended so quickly and fast . it's like yay eoy den the next day it's over . bye to everyone . kinda sad though xD hahhs . team bloody rose is a very nice team =D love them to bits . christmas party was cancelled ... so hope we wont drift still .. mass convos will be nice =D .. we still have blood lust too xD . den we got rin's birthday =D hope we can meet up tgt xD agn and let's have fun fun fun kaes =D . with this team can realli " be yourself " no nid hide anything etc =D . realli love <33 .

thanks for everything esp rin and yin hui for letting me join . although i was the last to join xD it was realli nice xD esp the usual 5 thingy xD the bundle packs . hjj etc hahhs~! memorable ehhh xDDD hope realli will have chances agn ~ maybe to form the same grp doing some other things ? xD hahhs . anyways . hope everyone realli had fun and enjoyed yaaa =D will miss everyone de ~ see euu ppl online and in cafe kaes =D

i'll upload photos of our team first . more photos will come soon kaes =D <33

* sigh . exam's coming i'm so gonna study i swear tmr is guitar ~ i nid to pay ~ den ya xD i got my special a costume le xD hehhs . whees . ok . err . i'm bored . still thinking matsuri how . i wanna go the doll's affair xD maybe going with michie ? xD hehhs . and den err . soy ~ dunno also shall slowly think lors XD hehhs . booo .

* thanks to everyone who gave me early christmas presents =D . <33s . hugs =D .

12/14/2008 04:31:00 PM my heartful song Y

FIINALLY . the download of alibat is done ~ yayys . my rozen maiden game desu~! omg i just opened and they say broken date T.T wth ...

12/12/2008 04:07:00 AM my heartful song Y

FIINALLY . the download of alibat is done ~ yayys . my rozen maiden game desu~!

12/12/2008 04:07:00 AM my heartful song Y

these are the neoprints we taken that day .. me , snow , poh lin , gwen , eve , yoshi

12/12/2008 03:20:00 AM my heartful song Y

Welcome to my world =D
Love is like a river,
will cut a new path;
whenever it meets an obstacle.
-MYWORLDMYSTYLE<3-



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♥Moretime
♥LOVEfrom everyone
♥ELECTIC GUITAR
♥More MONEY
♥More HAPPINESS
♥VIVIENNE WESTWOOD LIGHTER AND ACCESSORIES
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♥to buy my 1st dollfie xD
♥to buy my 2nd dollfie xD
♥to buy my 3rd dollfie xD
♥to buy my 4th dollfie xD
♥to go to afa xD
♥to enjoy AFA 09
♥to buy another electric guitar
♥to to master my guitar xD
♥to go japan
♥to go to japan agn
♥to continue my manga drawing class
♥to continue my japanese class E1
♥to continue my japanese class E2
♥to continue my japanese class E3
♥to pass jlpt4
♥to pass jlpt3
♥to get my vera wang princess pink ver. perfume
♥to pass my exams and grad for my adv dip course
♥to have a new handphone
♥for my friends and family to be healthy and safe
♥to know ***
♥to achieve my biggest wish ! =)) <33

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