ytd , went watch fireworks . sighs . unow . my mood now ish damn fucked up la okayys . suppose to be happy .. went to natsumatsuri =DD .. kaes . done . nth to say . sighs .
to ...
ii wonder , who am i to you .
wad do you wanna do with me .
sighs . don think that i'm not true to u ok .
ii miss you so much .
ii so so miss the past .
where you will talk to me etc~
dunno is it ii think too much or wad .
bud sighs . euu realli drifted too much from me .
it's so sad la .
you noe , everyday , waiting for your 1 sms .
just 1 ii oso very happy euu noe mahhs .
sighs . ii dunno wad to do .
although ii noe , this is a choice made by me .
ii have to face it .
wad am ii realli to u ?
sighs . don neglect mi will you .
sighs , ii don wan the first half of the year's stuff to repeat .
it will be history repeat itself .
you noe , ii wanna sooooooooo much ,
to talk to you on the phone . at least you're talking to me .
at least , sighs . it will feel like last time .
wad you wan me to do ?
sighs . ppl kip telling mii negetive stuffs ,
ii think positively .
you said u accidentally deleted my songs in my ipod ,
you asked why am ii not angry .. ii just heartpain onli .
cause must wait soo long and reput all the songs .
bud it's alrights , you're my dear . and not say the songs are lost ya .
tat's whys . i'm not like others ,
ii don open up my real feelings .
reason ? cause ii don dare . ii scared ii say wrong thing . den the end .
wahhs . i'll be sooooooooooo T.T la at that time . sighs .
you noe ma .. wad ii realli realli wan ..
to talk to you agn like last time .. to go out with you ..
sometimes ii think , u don wan go out with me is it ? sighs .
you noe , anything you can tell me the truth derhhs . today , you whole day at home ii assume . you never reply me . not a single msg . sighs . sad u noe .
it's tiring to wait . real tired . bud i'll just wait . sighs .
ILY . IMY . do you noe ? very badly .
gal ,
ii miss those drinking times .
bud you cant drink . ii wanna be drunk agn . like those times . bud alone .
it's so lonely the feeling . bud ii guess tonight , i'll be alone .
xiaojie ,
you're kinda like ah tan . cant stand that attitude .
yishun ppl none is good okayys . sighs .
bud thanks for your effort in getting me a kuromi =))
korkor ,
bring me go alice shop kaes =)
amelia meis ,
you very sad ahs . ii noe ,
you told me you wanna cry ..
ii too . sighs . if onli can ,
jio euu go out drink sias .
be les better . guys , sighs ,
dunno dem . T.T
SIGHS . I SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO T.T DRINKING TIME . JAA~ NE .
8/23/2008 11:56:00 PM my heartful song Y