to wait and wait and wait . sighs .
why do i feel like everythings gonna repeat itself .
am i thinking too much .
gal i nid u .
bud sighs . i dunno how to approach euu anymore .
i disappoint u too much in everything .
i dunno who can i tell my things to .
i realli dont .
now , i cant kp much to my blog to .
reason : onli i noe .
i'll tell u why ya .
sighs . gal ah gal . sighs . how i wish .
i can talk to u like last time~~~
i noe u have ur own problems .
why cant i just handle everything myself .
it looks like i cant grow up .
i can be independent . i kip on replying on ppl .
maybe cause i'm scared . to be alone . i cant face problems .
i run away from reality before trying to accept it .
which made me suffer the past 6 mths . the necklace .
i so long to take it out . bud it gives me a used to wearing it that type of feeling.
bud it's from him . i dont wanna be reminded . sighs . although i feel nth now .
bud ya . sorry for complaining so much . i miss euu gal . i realli realli do . missing euu soooo much . sighs . we always go out .... spent not much time just the two of us . it's so sad la . just to think abt it . sighs . u free , i not , i free u not . wth canx . sighs .......................................
oh my , if this is realli pms ,
i pray for it to go away soon .
it's kills~! i cant take it .
i dont wanna experience any of this feelings anymore .
omg la . why is my blog getting all so emo . argh . where are the happiness~!?
omg . wad's wrong with me . i don wanna be . like how i used to be .
in the past half year . it was wrong . totatlly wrong . everything just went wrong wrong wrong . sighs . it hurts ya just thinking abt the process .. lols. ya . stupid.
looking back , the times .
how i missed it .
bud it's all in the past .
nth can change that fact .
it hurts bud .
if it's meant to be den it's meant to be .
i'll rmb =))
GAL~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ii got so many rubbish wanna kp to u T.T ii miss euu terribly sighs .
8/04/2008 09:45:00 PM my heartful song Y
