why why why. why is it that everytime i ask u smth u can don say . bud when u ask me i have to say . why . it's just so unfair . sometimes i don wan say end up have to say cause don wan u angry . i noe u concern bud now i'm oso wad . bud i cant do anything also . wait ask u den irritate u . den u say forget i wont understand . pls la hors.. u never even tell me a single bit how u wan me go understand . wth .. u wan borrow 200 ii ok de . bud at least tell me reason right . u got things wan tell mi is can de lors.. ii will hear de .. now ii hao hao wait for u talk den all u can say is forget it lors.. wahhs . u noe very qi de anot . den is like i wan cry le lors. sighs . now my turn . forget it la . if u don wan say . u forever wont tell me anything de lors.. that day at ecp . was the onli day u told me so much . i was so happy . cause u finally told me . bud onli when euu drunk . does it mean tat ii have to wait until u everytime drunk ma . ii read ur blog ii teared.. post this oso same .sighs . all ii can do is cry . so useless . u kip saying u hen lei hen lei ask u , u say nth . sighs . wad u wan me to reply leis . u dont even wanna tell mi a single thing . u noe how ii feel anot .. ya u my 11 yr fren . ii feel so shi bai . ii don even noe alot abt u . at least u do abt me . i don even noe what are your likes and dislikes . so who's worst .
gal , u noe ma.. ii was wondering somemore.. whether u can make it on this wed 10.10pm to watch a preview show with me at plaza . ii haven asked u yet . ii oso end work at night . ii can rush down . it's been so long since we have watched movies together . u noe.. sometimes not say ii don bother to think is ii think until ii don even wan to say so it'll be a aiya nvm forget it better... maybe aft the days when we are free we'll be closer agn bahhs . because of work we've drifted . bud ii noe euu have to work =)) ii wont mind .. ii somemore plan le .. when u work ii free ii go deliver food to you somemore...if u say u are useless den what abt me . at least u will be always here when ii nid u . bud i cant . i don even noe how . although ii so much want to comfort u etc bud i'm just too stupid and ii cannot learn my dear no matter how much ii try , ii realli want to . i'm so sorry . ii noe .. ii oways say ask u tell me things bud ii noe my replies can onli make u have the nvm no point . bud ii realli wish u can share with me . i noe this is how many thousnd times ii am saying this already . sighs . i miss u ii realli do . i miss the times realli . when we had so much fun . esp when u at my hse ... we play like mad . just the two of us . it's been sooooo long since it's just us .. realli us .. enjoying . how ii wish ii realli wish ....will it be hard agn ? ii miss the times we realli go shopping , go play , go sing , go take neo .. so many many .. sighs . sometimes ii never say thing is cause don wan hurt u .. aft a period of time ii got say de ma . ii noe u do the same too . aft awhile den u tell me . ii appreciate it too .. there's so much things yes ii can tell euu . everything that has happen in the past yr ... i'm putting it down . i now.. just wanna continue everything ...anyways.. thanks for ur concerns gal.. bud u noe ..ii need ur trust back too . and i'll prove it to u .thanks for being such a great fren my dear ii mean it . although there will be times , we think bad abt each other . bud at least u're my true fren which ii consider . and will always be . yes . road is still long . we'll be friends forever ya ? no matter wad happens .. i'll try my best to maintain it . u noe .. 1 day nv contact euu ii already feel so weird .. gal.. don think so much ya. gone through so much . wad's more ? we can sure pass through it derhhs .
the smth which is in us .. ii think time will reveal ? ii oso dunno myself .. sighs . anyways . gal . thanks and sry for everything agn . meet up real soon ya ? =))
ii miss euu loads my gal .
7/22/2008 01:20:00 AM my heartful song Y
