wahhs. ii hear the song . ca
jin er
guo .. kip hearing . how nice if someone were to sing to me that song .
omg i'll like fall in love with the person la
hors... sighs.. now feeling so dots la .. been talking to
didi.. sighs.. my maple and audition broke down on me like
wtf .. ii got so much to say yet sighs...
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everytime euu talk
abt him although ii like don wan care bud ii just cant bring myself to not to care .how . sighs. u
noe mahhs . so sad
de.
everytime ii wan to say don tell me anything about u two or
wadever . bud ii cant bring myself to say cause deep down ii
noe ii want to know. sighs . so
torturous hors.. whys sias. because of someone liddat make myself until liddat . `sry jo.. the fact that euu treat him so good . ii'm just rening . ii noe ii kan bu xia qu . sighs . there's more behind wad ii am thinking bud ii dunno how to tell euu onli . it hurts it seriously does and that sighs.. ii dunno la... very xin ku de . T.T can we leave them ? faster please ? let this hell life of mine stop .`wth la hors.. sighs.. euu doubt my love for euu ?! euu noe mahhs . how ii treat ah tan when ii steading with him ma . ii don love him at all . AT ALL . wth la . ok . at least jo can stead with ah siang be so loving leis.. ii cant lors.. okayys cause ii still like euu derhhs . den you ownself got stead with another person canx . den euu still can say me . euu love her alot alot oso ii noe ahs.. so pls la hors.. what right euu have to doubt me lors.. none okayys.. euu say euu hong den fine doesnt mean tat we also are okayys. pls la hors.. don everytime say ppl say until very shuang hao mahhs. always say wad it's the fact the truth bud how long euu noe us lors.. euu can say euu noe us very well mahhs ? sighs.. say euu very fun mahhs. no canx.. i'm such a damn fucking idiot okayys . dunno why will like euu this type of person . ii hate euu luhhs . sighs .. been trying to make myself forget euu . to motivate . so hard so hard la . euu don believe den dont. nobody asked euu too okayys. euu noe mahhs . now rights.. like so qi la . so bu gan xin okayys now ii can say loudly declare loudly . I WANNA GIVE UP ON YOU . WITH STRONG DETERMINATION . I HATE EUU FOR WADEVER EUU HAVE DONE . FUCK LA OK . PPL TREAT EUU SO GOOD ETC WITH OUR PURE HEARTS BUD IN RETURN WE GET ALL THIS SHIT . WE DON DESERVE IT OKAYYS . it's like there are happy times tgt bud ya . thanks for that . thanks for being part of my life once. it's just so stupid believing in euu always. sighs.. i'm not someone which euu can play with euu noe. sighs . don take me from granted okayys . it's like say wad still be friends jio u out etc ... dunno euu realli got zhen xin de take me as a fren or not lors . or just using me .. sighs.. my good impression was completely destroyed ~! okayys . so today . is JUNE 14 2008 . 天使愛悪魔NO MORE~! I MEAN IT .SIGHS.goodbye . sayounara..watashi tomodachi . thanks for the memories. i'll kip them as the past . in my memories ..to my special someone : i'm glad that ii have euu beside me always. thank u.
6/14/2008 02:18:00 AM my heartful song Y
