sighs. disappointed .
ii was so qi dai on euu coming my hse today . bud when ii received the msg that euu are going yishun . ii knew euu wont be coming already although euu said euu will . and in the end . my guess was right . euu din come afterall . ii waited for euu .. ii dragged time . pei wenya dey all take bus wait bus etc .. until ii got nth to do .. ii purposely miss my 222 to wait for the next .. bud den ii guess .. it's a waste of my efforts...sighs. ii realli realli wan euu to come lors.. sighs .. does it means that we no where go den euu wont be coming ? sighs if ii noe . ii shouldnt have high hopes on euu coming . nvm . you are more attached to the yishun ppl ma . so nvm . sighs.. the thought of it ...makes me angry . bud wad's the point. it's ur life ii got no right to interfere . so i'll just keep quiet . even if i'm crying .. sighs.. wanting euu to come till ii can cry sighs . it's sad alrights... ii dunno .. dunno . dunno how am ii suppose to feel right now lors.. it's like sighs.. wad to do . can onli blame myself . sighs.. ii shld not have qi dai that euu will come . ii should not even think that euu will come . so pain so pain heart so pain . wanting euu to realli realli come bud den sighs . nvm . since euu going home . den forget it already . sighs . ii shld not have waited for euu . sighs .
ii shld have known once euu at yishun it's hard for euu to be back . wad's more . it's so late already and euu wont wanna travel far .. anyways.. ii think today derek foo shld be very happy bahhs . euu all always go out .. den call me .. so extra derhhs . so yahhs ii guess it's better.. don call me le yahhs . sighs... even if nth to talk abt at least he enjoys going out with euu mahhs . so yahhs . bye .
6/14/2008 11:41:00 PM my heartful song Y
