to my dear fren once :
i'm sry . sighs.. ii noe nth ii can say to change anything now.
ii read ur blog . thanks for trusting me . thanks for always being there for me .
i'm so so sry.. ii noe euu got headache . ii promised euu that ii will go with u do hair . i've been waiting too . bud . sighs . i'm just sorry . euu always did so much for me yet.. ii 've done nth for you . i'm realli realli sry . if you're realli needed for boredem ii wont even care bout anything u noe. sighs . ii already said... ii asked jo into this course earlier den u .. if ii onli nid her why would ii even ask euu go . it's cause we were looking for the same course ..and you're my fren . of course i'll wan u to enjoy the same things with me. we still planned so many many things. like ur bday etc.. so fun... ii tried not to make euu left out in everything and i'm sry for always making euu angry or wadsoever . yes ii noe..maybe iihave neglected ur feelings bud always aft ii do , ii do think abt it . feeling so sry . yahhs . you're matured enough . unlike me . ii just cant seem to do things right.. thanks for you always being there for me . telling me advices . and ii seriously swear that ii don not even treat euu as a spare tire kaes . if tat is how euu realli think ii got nth to say also . cause this is the impression of me to you . ii cant change it can i . sighs . yupps . ii agree .. days with u were fun where we laugh out like crazy blahs . fight over sweets .. lols .it's just so memorable . yes in class same class . ppl ask me treat u as invisible too .ii hope ii can . euu noe how much ii cried mahhs . sighs . even now . when i'm typing this . cause ii noe it's all too late .. ii admit there are times which ii disliked euu for the way u do things bud .. sighs .. ii nv told u . cause ii don wan any problems between us . bud it became like this in the end . i'm sry . ii noe euu for like 5 yrs already .. it's so long ii cant imagine .. euu and jo .. my long and close frens.. if one of u were gone ..life's gonna change .. sighs.. ii hope euu'll lead life happily without me . ii hope that u will cause euu don have to worry over a fren like me . you can find a better fren to replace me . i'm sure . i'm 17 and i'm still learning . i'm not as matured as u . i'm just so so sorry . it's like sometimes . ii explain to euu .. euu don wan listen . euu noe mahhs . how much ii tried to explain to euu ytd.. it still shows tat ii care canx . ii already told euu b4 .. i'mm not good with words . how do you wan me to say .. to make you stay ? ii noe euu ren alot alot le . ii noe euu still care for me .. bud sighs .. i'm just so so sry okayys . if this is realli better for euu .. den goodbye too . good luck for everything . my once so dear friend..
goodbye. the memories i'll take and kip with me . it's gonna be hard . but since euu can do it i'll try . ii noe .. it's just too late . sorry and thank you .
5/18/2008 03:43:00 PM my heartful song Y
