sighs.so much things happened nowadays.. anyways. did my tattoo . bat tattoo xDD omg ii tell euu . ii think i'm going crazy seriously. i'm getting mroe and more obsessed over dolls la hors. even in my dreams ii think of that . omg . save me manx. i'm so curious . uncle say ii must stop wearing black , stop going home late , don like skulls , don ever keep dolls.. ii can onli do all of these aft ii 19 yrs old .. for dunno wad reason.. somehow .. these few days ii keep thinking if ii break how ahs.. ii wan try leis.. it's like omg omg la . sighs . dunno la.. ohs . ii skipped sch .. nid letter. dunno how to tell my mummy . she sure scold me like shit . somemore she so sick la .. haiyo . ask her go see doctor she don wan . she say esp me cant takkaiirreess of myself . sighs. wth wth wth . nvm . ii also dunno wad to do . so shit lors .. ii miss club 21 suddenly . omg .. today is a very weird day for me seriously . ohs and ii coming mens soon ... ii think .. euu noe whys ?! ii having damn bad mens cramp agn ... sighs sighs... anyways.. ii pray ii seriously pary that nothing will happen to jo .. sighs .. realli .. ii cant imagine the day ... and ii don wanna imagine ..ii think ii can go crazy just for her lors .. like wtf . sighs.. argh .. whys whys whys ?! nan de !!!! dunno la . whys so unfair derhhs . sighs . jo don deserve all these ... she realli dont . she deserve a better life .. a so much better.. with the happiness she ever wanted ... next time me and her stay tgt , i'll make sure~ she'll be happy till the day she gets married... i'll be so touched... bud if the guy treat her bad .. ii box him up sias.. anyways.. these few days .. feel so much better .. as in overall lors.. dunno leis. suddenly not as stresses up as before lerhhs =)) hehhs . whees~~ hmmmms. sighs..
anyways.. these days .. been thinking lesser.. breathing better..althoughs.. some things and words are not meant to be said or thought =)) ii put it aside.. ii no longer wan it to come into my life which ii feel so relieved about it =)) hehhs whees~~~ anyways yahhs . onli thing ii wanna say to myself is ... SEARCH MY HEART DEEP TO FIND THE REAL ANSWER =)) hope ii can realli do it hahhs . although there's so much ii wish to say .. ii just cant . although jo understands me the most bud . somethings and sometimes ... she cant =)) hehhs . everyone got their own secrets .. see if they wanna say or not onli mahhs . sighs ... so yupps .. jia yous for studies~!
DAISUKI DA YO~!
KOISHIKUTE~!
5/29/2008 12:20:00 AM my heartful song Y
