sighs. euu noe ahs . ytd we drink hehhs . so stoopid luhhs hors.. drink 1 bottle of e thirthy three and half can of anchor den ii drunk lerhhs . ii ytd think alot alot alot . ii cried alot alot also . sighs . was damn sad .. ii miss derek foo li jie . ii seriously do . sighs .. why must he mia . sighs . he wont contact me derhhs ii noe ... everyday waiting for his call . stupid me sias. lols . rights. sighs . bud nvm =)) it's his choice mahhs he happy canx lerhhs . if he like jo also den so be it lors xDD i'm okayys derhhs . he happy canx lerhhs . sighs . first time ii liddat cause of guyy canx . realli very very tong ku . bud ii wont sayy anything . cause ii do it willingly . den liddat lors .. ii shall wait . no matter how long . ii just wan him to noe that ii ish zhen xin de ai ta . yupps . if realli wanna let go or forget . i'll let the feelings slowly fade.. bud for now. ii wanna wait till the day he come back .
ii noe i'm not the one he realli like derhhs . bud yahhs . ii noe .. will be played agn ? tat's wad ppl say .. just tat ii don care .. hehhs . den liddat lors ... sighs ... i like euu etc easy to say . bud when ii say tat day , tell him .. first time ii tell someone ii realli like him .. miss him alot alot . fuck lors. sighs . u noe mahhs . it's from the bottom of myy hart . so pain so pain canx ... ii noe .. ii will like him for very very long derhhs sure ... sighs .. it's gonna be hard .. bud i'm gonna live life happily . wanna show him... waiting for him is a happy thing . ii don wanna be sad . ii wanna look at the bright side . yupps . den ii wanna change . ii wanna be a better totally changed person =)) ii must jia yous . sighs . ii must !! gambatte ne ~ school's starting . jo , cheryl , we must chiong and study hard okayys . no missing of sch and work anymore =)) yayys ~ thanks kor , kat , jo , didi for ytd .. thanks for being by me , helping me and cheering me .. thanks sister for your support .. =)) byesbyes... last word for the day SIGHS XD .
ps : ii love euu , ii miss euu . i'll be waiting .
4/12/2008 09:51:00 PM my heartful song Y
