sighs . i'm sad sad sad sad . fucked up sad . i'm realli sry jo . ii noe . letting my emotions rule me is nt good . i'm sorry . ii noe ii cant love others when ii don love myself . u noe . sighs . i'm realli sry for letting eu down . i'm sorry for disappointing euu . i'm sry for making u give up on me . i'm sry for always hurting . i don wanna it to end up this way bud den it's like sighs . u noe . it sucks realli . sighs . i'm realli realli sorry . disappoint u sooo much . sighs . ii don wanna be like this . wad happened to me . ii just wanna be the same girl .. ting hua de xiao hai . why is it so fucking hard ?! sighs . ii wanna go ... go... sighs .. ii wan everyone to be happy . it'll be the best . sighs . ii just this time .. jo ... give up for real ? ii dunno . ii wanna go shopp for her a present . is she still myy sister ? ii dunno or just my fren onli ? sighs . i dunno . i'm crying crying so much . ii guess ii have to live life without her ? ii wan her to stay . bud ii have no face to do so anymore. ii cause her to suffer so much . it's enough . she's myy good fren .. my best fren . my sister. ii don wanna her suffer cause of me . don wanna hurt her anymore.. maybe she'll be happier like this ii guess .. ii'll be alright ? will ii be ? sighs .. ii dunno . i'm realli sooo sooo sorry .

4/07/2008 02:10:00 PM my heartful song Y

Welcome to my world =D
Love is like a river,
will cut a new path;
whenever it meets an obstacle.
-MYWORLDMYSTYLE<3-



♫germaine
♫A.k.a gmaine
♫neko , kitty desu~
♫040391. 十九歳です
♫aika kuroda . 愛華黒田
♫sacss sec 5.3'08 still missing it
♫melior business school ( tourism and hospitality )
♫inoue school of language and art
♫sgcafer , mystically.me　♥
♫guitarist dechu
♫black♥candy
♫cosplayer , lolita & vkei
♫大好きだよ。愛してる。恋しくて。
♫www.aika-kuroda.deviantart.com
♫f4baby@hotmail.com

♠HE who stole my heart
♠BELOVED friends
♠♥SUBCULTURE cosplay , GLP , visual kei
♠UNSPOKEN TRUTH FORBIDDEN LOVE ♥
♠DOLLS
♠CATS and to meow
♠KUROMI
♠SINGING
♠JAPANESE
♠BLACK

大嫌い

♣liars
♣to be alone
♣insects
♣heights
♣the truth
♣gossipers
♣BackSTABBERS
♣betrayers
♣hypocrites

夢

♥Moretime
♥LOVEfrom everyone
♥ELECTIC GUITAR
♥More MONEY
♥More HAPPINESS
♥VIVIENNE WESTWOOD LIGHTER AND ACCESSORIES
♥to buy comme des garcons shirt ! play series
♥to buy my 1st dollfie xD
♥to buy my 2nd dollfie xD
♥to buy my 3rd dollfie xD
♥to buy my 4th dollfie xD
♥to go to afa xD
♥to enjoy AFA 09
♥to buy another electric guitar
♥to to master my guitar xD
♥to go japan
♥to go to japan agn
♥to continue my manga drawing class
♥to continue my japanese class E1
♥to continue my japanese class E2
♥to continue my japanese class E3
♥to pass jlpt4
♥to pass jlpt3
♥to get my vera wang princess pink ver. perfume
♥to pass my exams and grad for my adv dip course
♥to have a new handphone
♥for my friends and family to be healthy and safe
♥to know ***
♥to achieve my biggest wish ! =)) <33

Cosplay 計画

COMPLETED
♦ my DA . to see pictures of my cos

私がたいと思う何をし

♥ludwig kakumei
♥pita ten

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