i'm sad.. jo.. ii dunno why ...ii first time liddat sighs.. shi sad de.. hmmms ... ii say don wan contact them both bud sighs ii deep down wan .. bud wad she wanna do den do bahhs .. sighs.. everyday ii shall just think and think .. use work to keep mii occupied... so tired and hungry don wanna take a break . if not i'll think sighs... why will it become liddat because of myself agn.. sighs... don wanna care .. hmmms .. da ge , jo u two take care kaes.. wad ever happens indirectly not my problem . sighs . i dunno if ii wanna care or not .. argh . baka . kokoro hontou ni itai ! onisan . suki desu . no more.. sighs .. cant . must stop sighs . someone help mi . kokoro itai . breaking . silently doing wadever i wan . i wont contact them anymore ... i wonder will dey forget mi . sighs ..if dey do den it's alright .. as long as they are happy . why am i like that .i dunno myself . ii shall zi bi zhen from them sighs... T.T ii cut . for the first time jo din realise . it's for her . and it's fading. i'll continue . bud not much cause of work . retail . hand can see .. ii shall go prepare bandages bahhs .. cuts onli . cant be compared to the pain in my heart . letting go of jo and dage . sighs nvm . ii cant do anything to . just to forget everything .. ii shall just try real hard that nth happened b4 . i had 2 frens jo and da ge ... bud now... ii dunno... ii wanna say break contact bud ii don wan jo to think i'm stopping her from contacting da ge ok. hmms ii said my farewell to da ge . bud looks like he din get my hint sighs . realli wanna drink . i'm so fucking stressed up by everything .. until ii don even wanna do anything about it .. jo if u really can don care everything just onli da ge .. den don care bout mi . just leave mi alone.. i'm sry bud ya . sighs...care bout urself ok . while this period . if u can continue happily , i'll walk out of ur life .. my 10 yr fren . ii super don bear to really bud sighs . like ii say ii dunno wad ii thinking . ii really need a break bud ii dunno how ...
hmms.. ii dunno lors.. ii start loving dolls ~~ they rock my life and and !! ii start to like the lolita gothic jappy fashion styles lols .. must be go sgcafe everytime kanna influence sias.. hmms.. my lesbians are loved tshirt cant be made T.T ii shall go make myself one HAHAHAS hmms . sad la..work is fun not bad . hmmms .. met alot new ppl blah . town became my second home . ohs ..talking bout dolls . rozen maiden rocks big time . lols .. hontou ni suki desu . hehhs ... hmms.. kaes la .. ii tmr working full shift .. got to slp le..
ps:this song introduced to mii by jo.. sighs... from today . everything shall stop .. the gmaine u see may be fake .. when's she'll be real or fake ii don really noe it myself . ii may be a changed person ? who noes.. let's just wait and see.. sayonara watashi hontou ni sukidesu tomodachi . .. sayonara onisan . sayonara....
11/23/2007 11:31:00 PM my heartful song Y
