sighs.. ii very sad lei.. T.T messaged kor about it.. sighs..but looks like he dont have the answer to wad ii am looking for.. sighs... ii hope my asthma come back.. cause ii noe.. it is coming back.. and ii dont care... ii cant be bothered le.. why must ppl care when mii myself don care about myself ..it's my body .. ii wanna destroy it den let mii la..ii wan to drink den drink la. wan to cut den cut la.. threatening wont work.. sighs..jo used to threaten mii... jo cuts got scar.... mine only have 1.. which is by her.. to tell you the truth ii was so happy..i'm finally bleeding .. so much so much... so ii don wanna care anymore... ii cant be bothered about my life about how ppl look at me.. the more dey forbid the moe ii wan to do. happy ? sighs...you can give up all hopes on mii... if you all have anything to say ..pls do so.. say it out ...let me noe... and pls.. don ever keep things from me yahhs ? ii appreciate it.. esp if ii have known euu for sooooooooo long.. thanks... sighs... wad i'm gonna do ii don give a damn shit about it .

10/20/2007 11:06:00 PM my heartful song Y

Welcome to my world =D
Love is like a river,
will cut a new path;
whenever it meets an obstacle.
-MYWORLDMYSTYLE<3-



♫germaine
♫A.k.a gmaine
♫neko , kitty desu~
♫040391. 十九歳です
♫aika kuroda . 愛華黒田
♫sacss sec 5.3'08 still missing it
♫melior business school ( tourism and hospitality )
♫inoue school of language and art
♫sgcafer , mystically.me　♥
♫guitarist dechu
♫black♥candy
♫cosplayer , lolita & vkei
♫大好きだよ。愛してる。恋しくて。
♫www.aika-kuroda.deviantart.com
♫f4baby@hotmail.com

♠HE who stole my heart
♠BELOVED friends
♠♥SUBCULTURE cosplay , GLP , visual kei
♠UNSPOKEN TRUTH FORBIDDEN LOVE ♥
♠DOLLS
♠CATS and to meow
♠KUROMI
♠SINGING
♠JAPANESE
♠BLACK

大嫌い

♣liars
♣to be alone
♣insects
♣heights
♣the truth
♣gossipers
♣BackSTABBERS
♣betrayers
♣hypocrites

夢

♥Moretime
♥LOVEfrom everyone
♥ELECTIC GUITAR
♥More MONEY
♥More HAPPINESS
♥VIVIENNE WESTWOOD LIGHTER AND ACCESSORIES
♥to buy comme des garcons shirt ! play series
♥to buy my 1st dollfie xD
♥to buy my 2nd dollfie xD
♥to buy my 3rd dollfie xD
♥to buy my 4th dollfie xD
♥to go to afa xD
♥to enjoy AFA 09
♥to buy another electric guitar
♥to to master my guitar xD
♥to go japan
♥to go to japan agn
♥to continue my manga drawing class
♥to continue my japanese class E1
♥to continue my japanese class E2
♥to continue my japanese class E3
♥to pass jlpt4
♥to pass jlpt3
♥to get my vera wang princess pink ver. perfume
♥to pass my exams and grad for my adv dip course
♥to have a new handphone
♥for my friends and family to be healthy and safe
♥to know ***
♥to achieve my biggest wish ! =)) <33

Cosplay 計画

COMPLETED
♦ my DA . to see pictures of my cos

私がたいと思う何をし

♥ludwig kakumei
♥pita ten

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